Chapter 4 â Peace, Disturbed
âThe sea always filled her with longing, though for what she was never sure.ââCornelia Funke
Kiya
Ivory and Ebony followed the water droplets dripping from my hair underneath the cotton shirt as we walked down the stairs toward the kitchen. The felines campered to their feeding bowls, eating to their heartâs content once I set them down on the floor. Poor Ebony was still partly wet from the bath incident. My wild child wanted attention so much that her little brain concocted the idea to leap into the soapy bathwater.
Her nails⦠ended up in a place where they shouldnât be.
Needless to say, bath time came to a swift end.
I rummaged through the kitchen cupboards for a mug, wanting a drink of water, when I heard the refrigerator door open from behind me. Turning, 1 spotted a very pregnant Sapphire digging through the stuffed fridge, pushing aside the bundles of vegetables and juice bottles for the renowned container of Nutella and celery sticks. She tore open the container with and dipped her sticks, moaning loudly when she began eating.
I stared in silence. Pregnancy looked like a nightmare.
âHey, Kiki!â Sapphire greeted, waving a stick. âWhatâs up?â
âI thought food cravings were supposed to disappear after the first bimester.â
âJokes on you; Iâm always hungry.â
Well, I understand that, Isaiah strolled into the kitchen, the sunlight bouncing off his eyes as he found his wife. His hands went to her swollen belly, rubbing loving circles over her shirt. âSapphy, weâre going to be late for your appointment if we donât get going. You can have your jar of chocolate afterward.â
âHazelnut.â She corrected. âWeâll go after I finish my snack.â
âThe last time you said that we were an hour late to your last appointment! Youâre lucky Dr. Nava loves you so
much.â
âI canât help it. Iâm eating for two.â
âThese last five months flew by, huh?â I commented, filling my mug with water. Unlike human pregnancies that last nine months, werewolf pregnancies lasted six. The first month of a werewolf pregnancy equated to the third month of a human pregnancy, according to the size of the fetus. Sapphire was at the last stretch of her pregnancy. In the next few weeks to a month, weâll have a brandânew pack member!
âIndeed, it has. I still canât believe Iâll be meeting my son soon.â Isaiah murmured, pressing loving kisses on Sapphireâs cheek, who giggled in response. âI still think you overdid it on the blue baby clothes.â
âBlue is royalty, and Micah will come into the world as a handsome prince!â My blond friend vowed, finishing up the last of her celery sticks before setting the jar down on the counter. âAlright, Iâm ready. How do I look? Please, tell me my shoes match this time.â
âUh, no.â Sapphire scowled at her sheepishâlooking husband, laughing nervously. âI tried to tell you, but you wanted your chocolate jar so bad!â
âHazelnut!â
I looked down to see Sapphire wearing a black slipâon shoe on one foot and a neonâpink croc on the other. I blame her enormous belly for her inability to bend down like she used to. That position got her pregnant in the first place.
Both left for the hospital with the winds of excitement following them. My fingers rapped against my mug as I soaked in the kitchenâs silence. However, it was broken through when the excited chatter of children echoed through the kitchen window.
Children of all shapes, sizes and colors zipped past the window chasing each other or a wornâout soccer ball they loved to kick around. Ximena sat on a rock, showing Alessandro how to play on the Nintendo Switch. Aisha mended to a garden of flowers with Mara at her side, grinning as she showed them a blossoming daisy. Dwayne swung around his son Kane, while Olivia watched with a smile. Darien and Galen were training with Jackie, as usual, while Mikhail and Abigail sat off to the side, cleaning training weapons
My home was blessed.
Everyone was happy, and so was I.
But I couldnât ignore the sting of loneliness that hit my heart from time to time. I settled my mug to the side, inhaling a stream of air as I watched the happiness of my family bloom wildly as the flowers of the garden. There wasnât a reason to pay attention to the ache, because there was none. Ebony and Ivory are children. I have my peace.
Nothing was going to ruin it for me.
âKiya?â I felt a tap on my shoulder. Startled, I spun around to meet a pair of purple eyes, waiting expectantly for me. My heart throbbed underneath my palm as I breathed in relief.
âYouâre way too quiet for your own good, Phoebe.â
âI apologize. I didnât mean to scare you.â A soft meow echoed below us. Phoebeâs smile grew when Ivory rubbed her head against her ankles, her tail pointed up. âHello, little one. You look good today.â Phoebe leaned down and Ivory purred and butted her head against her palm.
âWhat brings you by?â I asked, leaning against the counter. âAre you worried about something?â
âYouâve gotten better at feeling emotions, I see.â Phoebe stood erect, stuffing her hands in the pockets of her maroon summer dress. âI am worried. Kiya, do you feel as though something is off?â
âOut of balance.â She spoke. âI believe there is something terrible on the horizon. I contacted Violetta about it yesterday, and she said she felt something was wrong as well. What about you?â
âWellâ¦â I expelled a short, audible sigh as the memories of the last few days replayed in my head. From my selenite acting strange to that horrific encounter in the museum, Iâd be a fool if I didnât expect Phoebe out of
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all people to sense that something is fucked up in the air. âHow long have you felt this?â
âA few days now.â
âThat pretty much lines up with what happened to me at the museum.â
âWait, what happened? What museum?â
I reiterated everything to Phoebe, from the pull to the Egyptian exhibit to the literal attack. Her fear and pallid skin told me she, too, knew something was up. I bit my lip, the anxiety in my belly stirring. Attacks like the one I experienced donât happen at random, and considering it was a goddamn snake spirit thing, the inklings of the past crawled up my skin.
I wanted to scream.
âThis is⦠concerning.â Phoebe muttered, crossing her arms under her chest. âAnd since Violetta could feel the shift too, I believe it would be best for us to meet up and talk to get to the bottom of it.â
âBut she and her band are traveling. We donât even know if she is in California. I thought about contacting Selene about it, so maybe sheâll tell me something?â
âI wouldnât get your hopes up. The gods are notorious for being cryptic and leaving us to figure some things. out. Hekate had nudged me in the right direction but has revealed nothing specific.â
That was true. Since Selene prided in her wolves making their own discoveries, I doubted she would expose what was truly going on. It was both a blessing and a curse. A nudge is what we needâmaybe two nudges. I pulled my cell phone from my pocket. âIâll text Violetta to see if she is in town. How soon would you want us
to meet?â
âTonight, if possible.â
My eyes jumped from my phone to my friend, arching both eyebrows. âThatâs very soon, donât you think?â
âI donât want to let this drag on, and I know you donât either.â
âGood point.â
Before I could send Violetta a text, the notification sound pinged. A preview text from Nuria appeared on the screen. When I read her message, both my throat and my mouth dried up. âUm⦠Nuria sent me a text.â
âNâNuria?â Phoebeâs eyes widened, her cheeks blossoming a mellow pink. âHâhow is she doing? Is she coming. to visit soon?â
âIâm not sure. Sheâs inviting me to Aunt Essieâs birthday party next weekâ¦â
âOhâ¦â The downtrodden tone of her voice sparked my curiosity but disappeared when Phoebeâs lips rose into a smile. âYou should go. Parties are always a fun time when youâre not an Empath.â
âIâ¦â I couldnât sto
stop staring at the text. Nuria was waiting for my reply, and I wasnât sure if I had an answer. Should I accept or decline? On one hand, going to the party meant I get to see some familiar faces and see Onyx Moon for the first time. On the other, I was nervous about seeing Neron again. We havenât seen each other in three years. Texting and occasional video calls were the only times we ever communicated.
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Did I miss him? Yes.
But separating was the best thing for us. I could focus on myself and my healing without distractions. Hell, I spoke to Neron more than I spoke to Raina. Aunt Essie and Nuria would drop by the pack from time to time, but Neron was always absent.
I wonder how heâs truly doing. He seemed worried last night, but maybe Iâm looking too deep into it. Iâm. concerned about nothing.
âKiya. I know you want to see Neron.â Damn Phoebe and her psychic abilities. âThis would be a wonderful opportunity to reunite with your family and catch up with him. Kill two birds with one stone, as people say.â
Ivoryâs soft fur brushing against my ankles helped ease the anxiety threatening to grip at my heart. âI guess. youâre right. Seeing the new pack has been long overdue, I guess.â
âThatâs the spirit! And⦠maybe you can figure out when Nuria will be coming over again?â
The sudden silence between us was deafening, but the growing smile on my face made all the noise. Phoebeâs pinkening cheeks graduated to red as she shot me a haunting glare. Her attempt at intimidation made me laugh because she knew what I was thinking. âPhoebe⦠Iâve been meaning to ask youâ¦â
âNo. The answer is no.â
âThere is no shame in liking Nuria.â I grinned. âShe is a very beautiful woman and-â
âJust let me know when Violetta messages you back,â Phoebe said quickly, stomping out of the kitchen with her strawberryâblond hair flying behind her. Iâm no Cupid, but if fate played their cards right, there could be something in for those two⦠but I donât want to get my hopes up. Pulling the cotton shirt from my head, I texted Nuria about my attendance and sent Violetta a message right after. Her response came through when I was walking toward my parentsâ home, confirming that she was in California.
Looks like tonightâs meetup was happening.
An hour later, I walked to Mom and Dadâs home. When I reached the petite abode, I swung the door open because it was unlocked. However, I sincerely wished they remembered to lock the door because what I saw had my eyes screaming for holy water.
Oh, why the fuck didnât I knock?
My memory needed to be erased. Cursed imagery was right in front of me. Mom and Dad were seconds away from peeling their clothes off and fucking on their couch.
Of course, they had every right to do the devilâs tango in the privacy of their home, but lock the goddamn door before that! They shrieked, hopping off each other and smoothening out their clothes and hair, but never mind the bright cherry red lipstick on Dadâs lips.
Itâs a nice color on him.
âMija!â Mom shouted, fingerâcombing her hair. âWâwhat are you doing here? Havenât I taught you to knock?â
âHey, donât blame me for walking into a whorehouse because you two forgot to lock the door!â I huffed, crossing my arms. âI have my fair share of interrupting loving couples in the middle of their loving, but this is too much.â
âWe apologize for disgracing your eyes, mi rayo de luna. Next time, weâll let you know beforehand.â Dad grumbled sarcastically, obviously upset from the interruption. I bit my lip to stifle my laughter when he turned his head away like a grumpy old man. Mom poked at his side, slowly but surely bringing a smile back on her mateâs face. My heart was warm. I hope to have the love they have one day.
âWhat brings you by?â Mom asked.
âNuria invited me to Aunt Essieâs birthday party, and I want to go this year. I know you two are attending, but I was wondering if you have any suggestions on gifts I could get her?â My parents tapped their cheeks in thought. Dad patted a seat next to him for me to take, but I opted for the armchair.
Iâm not sitting in their sin.
âJewelry is always the way to go. Celeste loves anything and everything shiny.â Mom answered, placing her arm on the armrest. âAnything custom made sheâll love, even clothes. Does that help?â
âI sent her jewelry last year.â
âYou can never have enough jewelry!â
âOh, I know. I spent thousands in jewelry since we got married.â Dad chuckled when Mom punched him in the arm. âThink about what she means to you, bebita, and youâll find something, I promise.â
âWhat did you two get her?â
âBath bombs, skincare stuffâthe usual,â Mom responded.
âCeleste brought us a soft set of robes and towels on our wedding anniversary, so I got her the same,â Dad
answered.
âHmm. Okay.â I hopped on my feet with my mind running through many gift options. âI have a week until the party, so I should have the present wrapped and ready to go until then. Be sure to lock the door this time when I leave, okay?â
âYou donât have to keep reminding us!â My laughter echoed through their home as Dad pushed me out, muttering under his breath in Spanish. Hearing that telltale lock of the door, I skedaddled out of there to protect my ears from the hellish noises of lovemaking bound to make their appearance.
Wolves were too fucking loud.
Selenite. Moonstone. Diamond, Clear Quartz.
Jewels of the earth couldnât rival the moon shining over the wavering sea. The moon was entering its last quarter, soon fading into the new moon of June. Silver light entranced me as Phoebe and I sat sideâbyâside on a large rock on Millennium Beach, a beach closest to pack territory.
The wind howled around us, taking our strands in its methodical dance like lovers on the dance floor; gentle. We waited for Violetta to arrive. Sneaking out of pack territory was no easy feat, and Phoebe and I surely would get into trouble, but we needed this.
All three of us needed this.
Quiet minutes had passed, the sound of the waves hitting the shore serving as our only music. Soon, dissonant splashing was heard, capturing our attention. I squinted my eyes to spot an anomaly in the water swimming toward us. An indescent fluke hit the surface, glittering under the moonlight as the body propelled toward us. When the culprit rose to the surface with a grin, Phoebe and I breathed in a sigh of relief.
âAm 1 late?â Violetta asked, stretching her arms toward us. We worked to pull the mermaid from the waters. settling her in between us, her tail flopping against the rock. Her fishtail reminded me of the angel aura quartz; every shift revealed a part of the rainbow glistening in her scales.
âNope, youâre right on time.â Phoebe answered. âHowâve you been?â
âBlessed, if Iâm being frank. The band has been doing well. My partners are amazing, and Iâm living my life to the fullest as a full woman. Iâve never been happier. Vioâs smile warmed my heart, her happiness shining through her ocean blues. I remembered the news she shared about fully transitioning into her true self, and to see the change in her eyes and smile from it made me realize just how precious life and happiness were.
If there is an opportunity to make yourself happy beyond belief, take it, no matter the cost.
âOur peace has been great, as well.â I answered back, but my smile lessened to a forlorn frown. âBut Iâm scared that itâll be cut short.â
âYeah.â The mermaid pushed wet strands of her hair behind her ear. âIâm praying to Amphitrite that what weâre feeling is wrong. It has to be. I donât want this peace to end.â
âUnfortunately, we donât have that luxury as avatars.â Phoebe exhaled, staring back out into the sea. âIf something wants to happen, it will. Being part god isnât all that is cracked up to be.â
âNo kidding.â I drew my knees to my chest. âSo, how are we going to do this?
The three of us fell into silence, trying to figure out the best way to go about this. Phoebe perked up, her eyes shimmering through the darkness, giving her more of a haunting yet alluring appearance. âWell, this is where the associations of our goddesses have met. Why donât we use it to our advantage?â
âExplain.â Violetta said.
âThe sea is Amphitrite, the moon is Selene, and the night is Hekate. Iâm not saying this could happen every night, but we can use this one to ask for a sign. They can hear us, and I know if we ask, theyâll respond.â
Despite the moon entering the latter stages of its cycle, the bond between Selene and I was strong. The moonâs strength goes through its phases, with the full moon being the strongest time between my goddess and I. Selene was here and is listening. Two other powerful presences linger around us; Hekate and Amphitrite. Phoebe has never been wrong with mystical dealings, so the fact that I could feel all three goddesses was proof enough for me.
Violetta, Phoebe, and I prayed to our goddesses, begging for guidance on this next phase of our journey. To
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give us a sign or a clue for what was coming. To tell us what we need to watch out for, and what risk it can
post to us, our friends, and our families. The surrounding silence howled with the wind as it picked up around us, centering us in the middle of its nonâthreatening whirlwind.
Trickling water drew us to its tune, allowing the three of us to witness a magical spectacle that children would dream of. The moonlight bent and danced around the funnel of water in the middle of the sea, growing in size and potency with wisps of violet encircling it like a dancing thread. We watched in awe, charmed by the show.
The display of white and violet, however, suddenly flashed red, and the sea moved to the tune of force and violence. In the pillar of red light, we saw the vision of a monstrous serpent with its head imbued with flint, releasing a menacing roar that rocked the earth beneath us. I didnât have the power to look away because every second of the vision forced me to look while horror floated in and around my chest like a balloon.
A smaller version of that exact snake attacked me in the museum.
The serpent slithered in and around what appeared to look like a mountain deep in a dark realm, unreachable by mortals and creatures alike. I felt fury beyond anything Iâve ever felt within myself or anyone else. The red eye of the serpent found me, and my body seized in fear. It couldnât see me, but I felt as though it could.
âWhat⦠the fuckâ¦â Violetta whispered, trembling beside me. I grabbed her hand, squeezing it for reassurance more for myself than her. I heard Phoebe whimper and felt her hand clasping mine. She mustâve reached over
to do so.
âGuard your hearts and your bonds.â A voice in the wind whispered around us. It wasnât Selene, but one of the other goddesses. âThe mad god seeks revenge, and he will not stop until he does. He cannot escape for now, but tread carefully, young goddesses.â
In the blink of an eye, everything reverted to normal. No more of the flashing light show. No more whispers of the wind. It was as if nothing ever happened. The three of us shot each other looks of worry and fear at what
was told to us.
Mad god?
A GOD?!
I⦠I donât know if I could do this again.