Promâs here, and that means thereâs only a few more months of school left until graduation. I canât go with Noah obviously, so weâre going separately and trying for a few stolen moments during the dance.
I fiddle with the blue dress as Daisy finishes my hair, feeling a bit of deja vu as I stand in front of the mirror, staring at my reflection.
At least tonight promises to be completely different from homecomingâ¦at least Iâm hoping it will.
âJust last year I was the one going to prom and now here we are. Itâs your turn now. I blinked and suddenly weâve both grown up,â Daisy murmursâ¦and she sounds so sad that I canât help but turn to look at her.
I want to tell her how thankful I am that sheâs here on such an important night. Because I am. I couldnât imagine going through this rite of passage without her. A part of me thinks thatâs one of the reasons why she didnât skip town the minute she graduated last year. That she stayed on this island for me. That she took a waitressing job at The Scarlet Letter Cafe just so she could make sure I survived my senior year. Sheâs never come out and said as much, but what other possible reason could she have?
Anytime I question Daisy about her future, she always responds with a smile, saying that it will be as amazing as I am. She tells me that sheâs just saving up to get off this island and travel the world but Iâm not sure how that will work out since sheâs always complaining to our mom about how broke she always is. That her money never seems to stretch far enough.
Lately, Iâve been wondering if the real reason she doesnât leave is because sheâs waiting on a certain Harvard pre-law student to return to Thatcherâs Bay to be her companion in her travels. But if thatâs the case, if Derrick is the reason why she insists on staying, then why does she always look so sad?
âDaisy?â I start but before I can get a word in, she pulls me into a huge hug, sniffling a bit as she holds me close.
âYouâre the best person Iâve ever met,â she tells me. âIâm so fucking proud of you.â
I start to tear up now too, and I hold her just as tightly as sheâs holding me.
âI love you, sis. Forever,â I tell her, a word that only serves to remind me of Noah and our own promises to each other.
She lets go and holds my arms, staring at me like sheâs searching for something.
âYouâre beautiful, sis,â she says proudly, and I give her another watery smile before she squeezes me gently and then leaves my room.
Taking a deep breath, I adjust my dress one more time and then head out into the hallway where my mother and Curt are waiting. To my surprise, Noahâs there too, leaning against the wall and trying to look like he doesnât give a care, as usual. But as soon as I come into view, he glances up and stares at me, his eyes burning as he slowly takes me in. Thereâs too much emotion there, too many words that anyone could read, and I quickly glance at Mom and Curt to see if they notice. Thankfully theyâre chuckling over something on the couch and havenât even heard me come in yet.
Giving Noah my own besotted look, I clear my throat, dragging my attention to my mother and Curt who start gushing over me. My mother insists on taking pictures of us, and even the slight brush of Noahâs fingertips against my back as we try to look like a sister and brother taking a picture, rather than a couple, sets my skin on fire.
âWhat time are your friends picking you up?â Curt asks Noah, talking about the limo that his crew had rented for the night.
Noah shrugs, giving his best bored impression. âI passed on the limo. I thought Iâd just give Skylar a ride if she needs one.â
I freeze, because this is a completely different plan than weâd talked about, but I definitely donât mind. Still, Iâm worried that my feelings are written all over my face, with this incredible change in plans. All I want to do is throw myself at him and kiss his perfect lips.
âDo you need to borrow my truck?â Curt asks, and Noah shakes his head. âI borrowed a car for the night,â he answers.
Curt frowns for a moment, but then nods his head. After taking a few more photos of us, and telling us to have fun and be safe, weâre out the door, stepping into the cool night.
My jaw drops when I see a shiny black sports car, thatâs so fancy it looks like it came out of a Batman movie, parked in the driveway.
âI borrowed one of Derrickâs cars,â Noah explains sheepishly. âI wanted the night to be special.â
âIt does feel special. This is more than I hoped, just us getting to go together.â
His hand moves at his side, like heâs wanting to reach out and grab me. He keeps it down though just in case our parents are still watching from the porch, opening up my door for me, then jogging around the car and slipping inside.
I moan a little as I slip into the cool leather seats. This car smells like money. A lot of money. Iâm not exactly sure how to describe that smell. But the interior of this car is it.
Noah starts the car and it turns on almost silently.
âI love this car,â Noah murmurs, sounding like heâs having an almost orgasmic experience himself.
âMe too,â I breathe, admiring the insignia on the dashboard in front of me.
As we pull out of the driveway, he grabs my hand and squeezes it.
âI have a few more surprises for you, if thatâs okay.â
I nod and blush. One thing about getting to know Noah, itâs so surprising how thoughtful he is. Heâs always doing sweet things that I wouldnât have expected before he opened his heart to me. A little part of me wonders if he acted this way at all with Stacy, but I push the thought aside.
We drive down the road, but it only takes me a minute to realize weâre not heading in the right direction. âIs this a shortcut I donât know about?â I quip. He squeezes my hand again.
âJust part of the surprise,â he says with a sexy wink.
Noah looks like a wet dream tonight. His golden hair is slicked back and heâs wearing a black suit and a black undershirt that he manages to make look super expensive, even though I know theyâre not.
âYouâre beautiful,â I blurt out, my cheeks flushing, because I realize itâs the same thought I had at homecoming. I just couldnât say it then.
His eyes soften, and to my surprise, thereâs a slight blush to his cheeks as well. âYouâre the most beautiful thing Iâve ever seen, Sky. Iâm the luckiest guy in the world.â
A girl wants to hear that, but itâs not just the words that are doing it for me, itâs how heâs saying them. I know he actually means them.
We drive for twenty minutes until he pulls down the same dirt road weâd taken that night we made love on the beach.
Iâm always up for sex if thatâs what he has in mind. Iâm up for anything that means I get him alone without the rest of the school and town pawing all over him and trying to get his attention.
He parks in the parking lot and we get out.
âHmm,â Noah says when he sees my stilettos.
âI can take them off,â I tell him quickly.
But he shakes his head. âKeep them on. I need some more time to admire how fucking perfect your legs look in them.â
Before I can say anything, heâs scooped me into his arms and weâre setting off down the path like I weigh nothing. I wrap my arms around his neck, and lay my head against his chest, listening to the sound of his heartbeat.
I take a deep inhale, not feeling creepy at all about sniffing him, because Iâm pretty sure Noah Fontaine is the best scent in the world.
I forget all about how he smells though when we get down the path to the private beach, and I see a table and chairs set out, and lights strung across the top of them. There are plates of food set on the table, and soft music is playing from a portable speaker. I stare up at him in amazement and find him watching me.
âWhat is all this?â I breathe.
âI didnât want to share you tonight. I donât care about anyone else. I just care about you. So I thought we could have our own private prom. Is that alright?â
I nod in a daze, at a loss for words for a moment. He sets me down gently on the sand and I slip off my shoes, dangling them from my fingertips as we walk towards the table set up.
I gesture to the fairytale in front of me. âHow did you pull this off?â
He smiles smugly. âI did a few favors for old man Winter over the last few years, and then I rented the rest. You donât have to worry tonight about someone coming and busting us.â
I smile, thinking about that night that Iâll remember forever. I didnât mind the little bit of danger.
He helps me into my chair and lifts the silver lid covering up our dinner with a flourish. Thereâs a delicious looking lasagna, cheese bread, and Caesar salad laid out.
âI have chocolate strawberries for dessert,â he says shyly. âBut we really can go to the dance if you want.â He pulls at his suit jacket anxiously, and I reach out and grab it, pulling him down so I can kiss him softly.
âThis is the most incredible thing anyoneâs ever done for me,â I murmur, loving the way his eyes light up.
He settles into the chair next to me and we eat and talk for the next hour. The food is incredible, but the companyâs even better. Afterwards, we feed each other chocolate strawberries like besotted foolsâ¦and then he switches the song and takes my hand and pulls me out of my chair.
âDance with me?â he murmurs.
The songâs haunting, one I havenât heard before, and it almost brings a tear to my eye as he takes me in his arms and begins to sway us back and forth, the twinkling lights and the moon shining down on us.
âI love you,â he says, as his hands play with the curls in my hair and his head rests on top of mine.
âI love you too,â I whisper, but not for the first time, a thread of uneasiness flickers through me.
Because right now, in this moment, my life feels completely perfect. And I want to hold onto it so badly that I would do anything, give up anything, to keep it.
I only hope that I can.