Eleven years ago.
Lin Lan.
The wind in the cold winter night felt like a knife on the face. On the desolate and dirty dirt road in the Toyoda district, there was only the manâs urgent and heavy breathing.
The tall figure disappeared into the darkness, and one could vaguely see the manâs sturdy arms clasping a small body, struggling incessantly.
âDamn it, donât move.â The man, drenched in sweat in the cold night, had wolf-like eyes soaked in sweat, fierce and impatient. He kept cursing, âMove again, and Iâll kill you!â
Damn it, if he couldnât deliver the âgoodsâ by tomorrow, the loan shark would take off his arms. He wouldnât do such desperate work otherwise.
Zhi Qi woke up being jolted around, her mouth tightly sealed with tape. She couldnât make a sound, only silently shedding tears, which quickly froze on her face in the winter night. She was cold and scared, not understanding why she woke up like this after sleeping well. She unconsciously struggled, only to be fiercely shouted at by the man holding her.n/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
Zhi Qi immediately dared not move.
Although she was young, she was already ten years old, a fourth-grade âbig kid.â The little girl vaguely understood that she might have been kidnapped. But after realizing this, an even deeper chill spread from the soles of her feet to her hair.
An indescribable, inexpressible sense of fear surged into her heart. It wasnât just because of the external cold; the girlâs hair stood on end. In Zhi Qiâs memory, the man had been running with her for a very long time.
Almost to the point of nausea from the bumps, she was roughly âthrownâ down.
The man intended to move Zhi Qi out of the city but was hindered by the patrols and inspections at various toll booths in the middle of the night. He had to temporarily place the girl in an old truck used for transporting cabbages. Afterward, he ignored her life and death, wrapped himself in a large cotton coat at the back of the truck, and went to sleep in the front seat.
Zhi Qi was terrified, her teeth sealed with tape, making a creaking sound. The girlâs large and bright eyes, washed by tears, appeared even more pure in the pitch-black trunk of the truck. But she couldnât see anything clearly, only vaguely smelling a cold, decaying smell of cabbage leaves on her nose.
That was the first time Zhi Qi remembered a taste so vividly.
From then on, she didnât particularly like eating cabbage.
That night was the most terrifying and lengthy in Zhi Qiâs memory. Her hands and feet were securely bound, numb and swollen from a long period of immobility. She could only lie stiffly⦠waiting to die. Meanwhile, the desperado who tied her up snored loudly, sleeping soundly.
A ten-year-old child wouldnât ponder deeply on why misfortune had struck so profoundly. They would only feel fear and tremble helplessly. Zhi Qi couldnât remember how many times she had cried. Her face was frozen from tears, and her big eyes stared fixedly at the top of her headâpresumably the roof of the carriage, but she couldnât see anything.
After what felt like an eternity, there were faint rustling sounds outside the carriage. This cabbage transport truck wasnât sealed with steel; instead, it had curtains and cloth hanging around. Now, a corner of the curtain was gently lifted, allowing a dim âlightâ to filter into the carriage.
Terrified, Zhi Qi immediately curled up her body, her gaze still haunted.
She was afraid it was the man who threatened to âkillâ her.
For a moment, it seemed like her ears were ringing, forgetting that the thunderous snoring continued. It wasnât until she saw a personâs head poking through the lifted corner of the curtain.
That was the first time Zhi Qi saw Jiang Qi. She would never have imagined that the âworld-saving heroâ who rescued her from peril would be a boy almost her age.
But thatâs exactly what happened.
A young boy with a pale complexion but sharp eyebrows and eyes saw a girl tied up inside a truck. Surprisingly, his expression remained calm and unaffected.
âDonât make a sound.â
Jiang Qiâs voice was low, almost a whisper, yet his hands skillfully untied the girlâs restraints. It seemed he was accustomed to dismantling things, displaying great proficiency. At the moment of gaining freedom, the stagnant blood rushed back into the girlâs hands and feet, causing a tingling sensation. Fortunately, Jiang Qi seemed to anticipate this and did not remove the tape from her face.
With his back turned to her, the boy gently said, âClimb onto my back.â
Zhi Qiâs hands and feet were almost numb, but driven by survival instinct or perhaps sheer fear, she managed to climb onto Jiang Qiâs back.
It felt like a dream.
The boy, slightly taller than her, carried her on his back through the deserted and chilly streets of the Island District in the early morning, running as if his life depended on it.
The farther away from here, the better.
Leaving this place seemed to distance her from the nightmares and the pain associated with it.
The first time Zhi Qi met Jiang Qi, he saved her.
In every dream since then, from a boy to a young man, there was only Jiang Qi. His handsome face, with sharp features, and his dreamlike, intense black eyes.
As the boy ran with her on his back, Zhi Qiâs arms encircled his neck, even though they were in a perilous situation, she felt an inexplicable sense of security. Suddenly, as the jolting motion intensified, Jiang Qiâs body jolted, his expression becoming sinister and fierce.
Zhi Qi was taken aback, instinctively pulling her hands away, only to realize her fair hands were covered in warm blood â Jiang Qiâs blood.
âJiang Qi!â
Zhi Qi suddenly sat up, drenched in cold sweat, her chestnut-colored hair almost soaked with perspiration on her forehead. At the same time, the dormitory lights came on, and the soft warm-toned light instantly shattered the heavy and stagnant atmosphere in the darkness.
Roommate Meng Chunyu vaguely heard Zhi Qi exclaim and abruptly sit up. Subconsciously, she turned on the bedside lamp, rubbing her eyes and asked in a drowsy tone, âQiqi, did you have another nightmare?â
Zhi Qi was still immersed in the relentless nightmare just now, and after a while, she blinked sluggishly.
âSorry.â She turned her head, and her usually gentle and bright voice now sounded hoarse. Slowly, she said, âChunyu, you can go back to sleep.â
Apparently, she had not fully recovered; Zhi Qiâs limbs still felt numb.
It wasnât until the desk lamp dimmed, and the dormitory plunged back into darkness that Zhi Qi slowly curled up, hugging her knees with her arms â like a baby seeking the protection of its mother.
Muttering like in a dream, Zhi Qi said, âJiang Qiâ¦â
She really missed him.
Every time she dreamt of Jiang Qi, Zhi Qi couldnât sleep, almost staring at the ceiling until Chunyu, on the adjacent bed, woke up and went about her morning routine. Then she would realize that Zhi Qi had âalsoâ awakened.
âQiqi, are you awake?â Meng Chunyu sat at the table, applying various cosmetics from the pile on it, and seeing Zhi Qi open her eyes, couldnât help but smile. âYou had a nightmare again last night.â
The reason for using âagainâ was that over the three years in university living with Zhi Qi, such occurrences were frequent, and Chunyu was quite used to it.
âNo, itâs okay.â Zhi Qi didnât explain that she hadnât slept at all. Instead, she sat up straight, and with a gentle and serene smile on her pale face, she said, âDid I disturb you again?â
âNot at all.â Meng Chunyu waved her hand dismissively, seizing the opportunity to tease Zhi Qi by pinching her face playfully. âTsk, so tender. You know, my sleep is as deep as a dead pigâs; it doesnât bother me.â
Therefore, they lived together for three years, and Meng Chunyu never heard clearly the name that Zhi Qi shouted when she had nightmares. Zhi Qi smiled, lowered her eyes, and remained quiet. Perhaps having such a good roommate was her luck because she didnât want to escape her nightmares. Being able to see Jiang Qi in her dreams was also good.
âQiqi, today is the weekend. Are you going to the library?â While having breakfast, Meng Chunyu, with a bun in her mouth, vaguely asked her, âHow about relaxing this week? I think you have nightmares because of too much pressure. How about watching a movie? I heard that Shen Leiâs new work has just been released. Although the theme is niche, itâs especially good!â
Meng Chunyu was a genuine star-chasing girl, and her eyes lit up whenever something related to the entertainment industry was mentioned.
As this kind of girl, Zhi Qi was curious about how she had chosen the same major, âWildlife and Natural Reserve Management,â as herself.
This major was only offered by Lin Lanâs Forestry University, admitting only around forty undergraduate students each year, with very few female students. In their batch, there were only Zhi Qi and Meng Chunyu. But Zhi Qi felt that the major of âMediaâ would be more suitable for Meng Chunyu.
âSure.â She didnât want to dampen Meng Chunyuâs enthusiasm and thought that it had been a while since she relaxed. So, she agreed, âWhat time?â
âUm, thereâs a screening at noon. Letâs go for that one.â
Meng Chunyu lowered her head to buy tickets quickly. When she finished, she looked up and saw Zhi Qi sitting by the window, reading a book with her head down. Her porcelain-like white teeth were biting a straw in a cup of porridge, showing intense concentration.
The sunlight coming through the window perfectly illuminated the girl, reflecting on her porcelain-like skin, almost transparent. Her face, with a slapped face like milk, had extremely black pupils, and her features were delicate.
It seemed like a princess in an ivory tower where the light rarely touched. For some reason, whenever Meng Chunyu was amazed by Zhi Qiâs beauty, the adjective âstunningâ would come to her mind. She knew that Zhi Qi was different from her, even different from all the other girls in the school, and the longer they spent time together, the stronger this feeling became.
Zhi Qi appears obedient, gentle, and wonât refuse others, but Meng Chunyu knows that, except for herself, she always has a bit of reluctance to engage deeply with others, like⦠a complete lack of security.
In the three years of college, Zhi Qi has mostly spent her time studying.
She holds a full scholarship, and her credit GPA is astonishingly high. Because of the special nature of her major, which falls under the category of âdemanding profession,â she has to take many elective courses in other majors, including going on external internships, flying from south to north, conducting experimentsâ¦
So, Zhi Qi never focuses her thoughts elsewhere, being a truly dedicated nerd.
Meng Chunyu, while admiring her achievements, also understands wellâshe will never become like Zhi Qi, who could easily play the role of a princess based on her looks but is, in reality, a hardworking and diligent fairy. However, she can be the âfemale knightâ protecting the fairy.
Meng Chunyu, with a smiling expression, hooked Zhi Qiâs arm and led the girl out of the door.
On the way to the cinema, Meng Chunyu kept talking about how amazing the emerging director Shen Lei is, mentioning the movies he directed that were shortlisted for numerous film festivals, expressing obvious admiration. Zhi Qi doesnât understand all this, although she listens attentively, occasionally asking questions that leave Meng Chunyu speechless.
For exampleâ
Zhi Qi asked seriously, âYou said the movie weâre watching today is about the murder story of a seven-personality schizophrenic criminal. With strict censorship nowadays, will there be any bloody scenes in such a movie? Even if they are cut, wouldnât it lose its meaning?â
â¦
Meng Chunyu, who had never investigated this aspect, was left speechless.
After a while, she weakly said, âThere should be⦠right?â
In a suspenseful and thrilling crime film with a protagonist who is a twisted schizophrenic criminal with seven personalities, whatâs the point if there are no bloody scenes?
Upon hearing this, Zhi Qi, who initially had a casual attitude, became somewhat interested. For her, this kind of movie is more enjoyable to watch than any romantic film.
The road was a bit congested, and the two arrived at the cinema just three minutes before the screening started, almost running all the way to the projection hall. Perhaps the movie directed by Shen Lei is indeed quite appealing, as the pitch-dark projection hall is crowded with people.
The two sneaked quietly to their seats, and as Zhi Qi sat down and lifted her head, a close-up of a stunningly handsome young man suddenly appeared on the large screen, almost filling the entire field of view.
On the screen was an extremely beautiful youth.
His hair and features were pitch-black, orderly and sharp. The glassy-colored eyeballs were hollow and emotionless, with a pale complexion, yet his lips were vividly red. He exuded an almost devilish charm.
Zhi Qi, upon seeing this, was momentarily stunned. Her brain seemed to have a momentary glitch, and her whole body felt as if it had been electrified.
Her breathing became heavy, and she forcefully closed and opened her eyes. Yes, the face on the screen was something she would never forgetâit was unmistakably Jiang Qi!
Zhi Qi suddenly stood up. With her unconscious movement, there was an immediate commotion behind her.
âAh, Qiqi, why did you stand up?â Meng Chunyu was startled, quickly pulling her down and whispering, âSit down quickly.â
Zhi Qi, like a puppet being controlled, mechanically sat back down.
A thin layer of sweat quickly formed in her palms as she stared, unblinking, at Jiang Qi on the screen. Her voice, however, asked Meng Chunyu beside her, âWho is this⦠who is he?â
âItâs said to be a newcomer actor named Jiang Qi, discovered by Shen Lei.â
Meng Chunyu, well aware of Zhi Qiâs nerdy tendencies, explained in a low voice, âThe industry has always praised Director Shen for having a good eye. This guy is incredibly handsome, and this movie is his debut. People speculated he had connections, but guess what? Some time ago, netizens dug up that he had actually been in jail before!â
âOh my, this news is too explosive. At first, I didnât believe it, but the evidence is too solid, and no one has denied it⦠tsk tsk, this world really focuses on appearances.â
Meng Chunyuâs voice lingered in Zhi Qiâs ears, like a tangible rope pulling her back to the obscure past.
Suddenly, Zhi Qi felt extreme pain. This pain made her want to close her eyes, yet she hesitated, reluctant to miss any scene involving Jiang Qi.