Fated To The Alpha by Jessica Hall Chapter 79 Mateo POV
I was in a terrible mood, and I felt like Sh*t to add on top of it. It was stifling out here today and it was only early morning still, it was going to be a scorcher. Ezra was acting strange when he left, very out of character like something beyond the norm was bothering him. I finished pulling the busted front guard off my car and was about to remove the radiator when I heard the front door open. Kat comes out walking towards me.
D*mn and here I was thinking she would stay inside and ignore me, at least I was hoping she would. I felt bad for what I said, I knew ultimately the choice was mine, but sucked watching her Ezra together when I wanted her, wanted him though Ezra has never thought of me like that, and why would he? He was straight.
Standing up, Kat comes over before handing me a bottle of water. I take it from her cracking the lid before taking a sip of it.
âCan it be fixed?â She asks, looking at the car.
âYep, the ute no but this just needs a front bar and grill and a new radiatorâ she nods before looking at me.
âDid Ezra seem off to you?â She asked and I knew something was up with him, especially if Kat thought he was acting strange.
âYep, probably arguing with Maddox, why what did he do?â I ask her.
âNothing he was asking about youâ she says with a shake of her head.
âIâm sorry about earlier, I didnât mean what I saidâ I tell her, though that was only half true.
âYes you did but itâs okay Mateo, I get itâ she says before chewing her fingernail. I hadnât realised I was staring too long until she shifted from one foot to the other awkwardly as she stared back.
âI made breakfast if youâre hungry,â she says, turning around and heading back inside.
âShe is also acting strangeâ Ares says watching her through my eyes, she walks inside closing the door. I was suddenly feeling uncomfortable. Why were they acting strange? I know Ezra and I had an argument but usually he is over it as soon as it starts. We had plenty of run-ins but our friendship was never jeopardized from them though something was different.
âNeed a hand at training?â I ask him through the mindlink.
âNo everything is fine, what is Kat doing?â He asks which I thought odd when he could mindlink her.
âShe is inside, is everything ok. I can leave if you want Ezra. I donât want to get in between you and Kat if it is going to make things strainedâ
âNo, you are where you belong Mateo, Kat and I are fine. Why did she do something?â He asks. Huh? What was the go with 20 questions?
âNo, is she supposed to?â
âNothing she doesnât want to do?â Ezra answers vaguely.
âWhatever man, if you got something to say, just say it I can take itâ I tell him.
âJust go spend time with Katâ He answers before abruptly cutting the link before I could speak.
âYeah I think Maddox is planning to murder usâ Ares says.
âHe isnât going to kill us, why would you even think that?â I ask him.
âThere being strange, since when do they act like that and Ezraâs vague answersâ Ares says and I pack everything up.
âSo you just assume he is going to kill me for what I said earlier?â I ask, shaking my head at him.
âMakes sense to meâ Ares says.
I take everything out to the shed before walking inside. Kat was leaning on the kitchen counter when I walked in, eating scrambled eggs on toast.
âYou came inâ She says like she didnât think I would.
âYeah, you okay?â I ask her and she nods.
âAre you?â She asks, staring at me oddly again though I saw her eyes sparkle brighter and knew Kora was with her too.
âKoraâ I nod to her and Kat hands me my plate and I lean on the other side of the counter watching her as she eats while I start eating mine.
âOk Kora is creeping me out, why does she keep staring?â I ask her, she shrugs and I could tell she was unsure.
âNo idea she is being-, I donât know differentâ She answers before sipping her water.
âDoes she wanna go for a run?â I asked her, it was the longest I have seen her come forward.
âMaybe but my father is on his way over, maybe afterwards if Ezra says itâs okayâ She answers before biting into her toast.
We eat in silence when I hear the doorbell ring before the door opens. âIn the kitchen Dadâ She calls out as she rinses her plate. I finish mine and she holds her hand out for the plate and I pass it to her and she quickly rinses it before stacking it on the side of the sink.
âHey pumpkinâ Her father says walking into the kitchen. I watch Kat roll her eyes at the nickname which just made me more curious about why her father calls her it.
âMateo, how have you been?â Her father asks.
âGood, well I will goâ I tell them and Kat turns around looking at me.
âAre you leaving?â she asks and even her father looks at her strangely, her voice sounding off.
âYeah to remove my radiator, I will be back,â I tell her, walking out and shaking my head.
âYep, Maddox told her he was killing usâ Ares says and I roll my eyes at my stupid wolf.
Katya POV âWhat was that about?â my father asks as I watch Mateo leave. I turn to face him and I feel Kora leave now that Mateo was out of the room.
âPardon?â I ask.
âYou and Mateo, whatâs going on with you two and where is Ezra?â My father asks.
âOh nothing, and Ezra is doing training todayâ I tell him, walking over to the kettle before holding it up to him, he nods and I turn it on, grabbing some mugs down.
Turning back to my father he was watching me and I looked away, uneasy by his gaze like he was studying some science project.
âAre you sleeping with Mateo?â He asks suddenly, making my jaw drop.
âWhat no, I have a mateâ I tell him shocked he would even ask that.
âBut you like him, does Ezra know?â he asks.
âAnd we thought mum was observantâ Kora says listening in.
âI never said I like Mateoâ I tell her.
âYou also never said you didnâtâ She retorts.
âWe have a mate and Maddox would kill him,â I tell her and she shuts up.
âWhat are you arguing over with your wolf?â My father asks, his eyes scrutinising my face. I turn around making coffee, anything to get away from his gaze. Why did Ezra have to say the things he said this morning, his actions confusing me and I was confusing myself now as well.
âSpill I know youâre hiding somethingâ My father says.
âI will when you do, whatâs going on with you and mum?â I ask him, and my father sighs.
âI moved back home, but I am staying in the spare room. We are trying to work things out, I just donât know if I can forgive herâ He says. I nod, I felt caught in the middle of them, it was hard knowing there was a chance they may not get back to the way they were or not all.
âWhere is mum?â
âAt home, she wanted to come but I asked her to stay home so I could spend time with youâ He says.
âAnd she was okay with that?â I ask and he nods.
âSo what is going on with you and Mateo?â My father asks and I hand him his mug before sipping my own.
âNothing, but Ezra was asking me some weird questions this morning and now it feels awkwardâ I tell him.
âAbout what?â My father asks, pushing the chair out with his foot and I walk over to it and sit down.
âAsking if I like Mateo, I think he was trying to find out if I wanted Mateoâ I answered, my face heating at what I was telling my father, though he and I were close I could tell him anything, yet that didnât seem to make it easier to tell him. But for some strange reason dad just happens to be around when things turn awkward.
âOkay, did he seem angry but more importantly do you want Mateo too?â my father asks.
âEzra no, just different and I have a mateâ I tell him and my father shrugs.
âYou can love two people at once, I didâ He says.
âEzra is straight dadâ I tell him.
âBut I am guessing Mateo is not. So say you didnât have a mate and Ezra didnât exist. Would you choose Mateo?â He asks, his lips turning up deviously.
âWell...â
âAnswer the question I wonât judge you know thatâ He says.
âIf that were the case then yesâ I tell him before letting out a breath.
âOkay, next question, say Ezra wasnât your mate, who would you choose out of them?â
âDad?â
âHumour meâ He says and I think, though the answer isnât straight forward I liked them both for different reasons.
âI wouldnât be able to, if Ezra wasnât my mate. I wouldnât be able to chooseâ
âAnd thatâs because you love Mateo tooâ My father says with a shrug.
âItâs not a bad thing Kat, but it does make me wonder why Ezra was asking, I know he is straight, but why would he ask you if he didnt think you did love him, or is there another motive behind why he is asking?â My father says.
âHe knows I wont leave him Dad, I have told him that alreadyâ
âThen why ask? Maybe you should ask your mate, especially if it is making you feel this way, maybe he intentionally made you question yourself and from what I can tell you are doing thatâ He says. Hmm maybe I thought.
âWas it weird having two mates?â I ask him.
âNo, for your mothers it was but we kept everything separate, Kathrine was fine sharing clearly your mother wasnât. But for a while it was working.â
âDo you believe mum killed her deliberately?â
âNo, I know she never intentionally did it Kat, donât doubt that. Your mother loved her sister, tossed her entire life away to protect her, thatâs why she was always training, so she could protect her. And also because she wanted to be recognised by her father, he never treated your mother the way he did Kathrine. Kathrine was special, Shirley had to earn his attention but nothing she ever did gained her the same treatment, your mother was always treated as the soldier the protector, it was expected of her, Kathrine was her best friend, only friend growing up. But whenever Shirley fought with her father Katherine was always on her side. They had a bond being twins, like two halves of a whole, both opposite but the sameâ He explains.
âEveryone snaps,â I tell him and he nods.
âYes they just need the right triggerâ my father says before he looks at his hands. I grab his hand, squeezing it.
âDo you think you can forgive her?â I ask him.
âYes but whatâs that make me if I do though, Katherine was my mateâ
âAnd so is mum, if Katherine...if my mum was really as close with her as you say she was, then she wouldnât expect you to turn her away, she would just want you both to be happyâ I tell him.
âI know she would but that doesnât make it any easier, she killed somebody. I know it isnât a big deal she has killed plenty of people but Katherine, she was mine Kat, she was mine first and she killed herâ
The door opens in the foyer and we both look to the door and Mateo walks in before washing his hands, turning back to my father. He had a silly smirk on his face before he wiggled his eyebrows at me,I rolled my eyes at him and he slapped my hand.
âHate when you do thatâ He says.
âAnd I hate you calling me Pumpkinâ I tell him.
âYou will always be my little pumpkinâ He says and scrunch my face up at him and he laughs.
âWe are going for a run, if you want to come, Derrickâ Mateo says and I look over my shoulder at him.
âYou asked Ezra?â I ask him.
âYeah he said it was fine and after training he would find us, so you want to come too?â Mateo asks, looking at my father.
âNo, I will leave you kids to it. I should get to work anyway, being kind of slacking in that departmentâ He says standing up and kissing my head.
Fated To The Alpha ï¤Chapter 78 Alpha's Regret-My Luna Has A Son ï¤Chapter 149: Epilogue âI will catch you later Mateo, have funâ He says walking out, I follow him to the door and close it when he leaves.
âReady?, Ezra just said not go past the river, we can always go swimming and then head backâ Mateo says, tugging his shirt off over his head as he walks out the back.
âHe said we could go swimming?â I ask him and he nods.
âYeah said he might meet us out thereâ Mateo says before dropping his pants. I look at the sky and away from him. Kora the pervert telling me to look at him when I hear bones snapping and shifting before Aresâ nose touches my hand and I look down.
âTurn around thenâ I tell him and he does so I can shift.