This letter is to my mother, Wendy and all my friends.
For a long time, my biggest desire was to leave my physical body behind and have my soul roam free.
I wanted to be free of this world and all in it so I attempted to kill myself.
More than once.
My attempts failed. That's when I realised I needed my physical body to roam free with me.
Holding on to the hope that I would one day fill this hidden desire to dissappear is what kept me alive.
Night after night, I had to face the demons that visited me.
Night after night, I had to relive the nightmare of what I had done.
Alone.
It has pushed me past the point of insanity.
I need to leave.
I need to dissappear.
Maybe then, I can escape the demons.
Maybe then, I won't have anymore nightmares.
Don't blame yourself for not seeing the signs, for I had hidden them well.
Don't worry about me, for I have planned this to the T.
I will be okay.
Finally.
I am doing something I had always wanted to do.
I know I will be truly happy now.
Don't look for me because you will never find me.
I don't think I will ever come back.
But I will always carry you all in my heart.
- Tyler.
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T H E E N D
Or not, who knows but thanks for reading.