YOU HATE ME FOR NO REASON, I BE TALKIN' BOUT' YOU ON BEATS
______ die with you.
KENJI ANXIOUSLY bounced on the heels of her feet as Monica parked the car. She sat in the passenger seat, gazing out at the large house.
While staring confusedly, she felt deja vu wash over her, almost like she'd been here before but couldn't recall it.
In the drivers seat, Monica held a disgusted face at the state of the house party. She could only imagine how it looked on the inside.
Teenagers were scattered along the yard, some passed out, some kissing, others simply talking. Beer cans and red solo cups laid everywhere. To top it all off, rap music was booming loudly.
Turning towards her new friend, Moe raised an eyebrow "Damn girl, you ain't never been to a party before? Calm down!" She joked
Kenji chuckled, opening the door and stepping out as Monica did the same.
"I am calm, just excited because I haven't been to a party in a while." More like never but that isn't to be spoken on
"Well," Moe smiled, "You my friend now and we finna be goin' to all the parties and then after these parties we finna be fuckin' all the hoes and then we gone-"
"Money makin' Moe! What it do shordy?" A dark skinned boy exclaimed happily from across the yard
"Wassup Jasper!" Moe cheered, engulfing Kenji's hand in her own as the two of them neared the front steps
"Who that you got with you?" He asked, licking along his two-toned lips
"Oh this my girl Ken," Monica winked "She single too! Hit her up on Insta at-"
Kenji's eyes widened as she quickly pushed her friend into the party, giving the boy one last sympathetic look.
"Now why would you say that?" Kenji questioned sassily
"Girl I'm putting you on! Jasper is rich as hell and fine as hell. If I wasn't a lesbian I'd fuck with him, real bad too." Moe reasoned, dragging her through multiple bodies of drunk teenagers
Sighing, Kenji simply shook her head as she felt Monica lead her into a less crowded but more closed off area of the home.
"Yooo." Moe announced, receiving a plethora of responses in return "Ya'll this my boo Kenji!"
The teenage girl tilted her head curiously, eyeing the people before her, whom she simply waved to- out of nervousness.
Only one of them actually caught her eye. A muscular boy sat in the corner, leaned back onto the couch, typing away on his phone, ignoring everything around him.
That was until Monica announced her name. His head snapped up, staring deeply into Kenji's soul. Even under the dark party lights, she still recognized the boy, cursing to herself.
"Hi Kenny! I'm Athena!" A dark haired girl spoke, waving with a tight lipped smile that was obviously fake "And the boy you're lookin' at is my friend, Blakey! You can call him Ghost though, he doesn't talk much honey."
Athena noticed how oddly Ghost stared at Kenji, jealousy surged through her body. Ghost never even looked at Athena for more than thirty seconds, so why is this random girl any different?
"Its Kenji." Ken said soft spokenly with a small smile "And I know who he is."
"Oh sorry!" Athena laughed, covering her mouth gently
Monica cut her eyes threateningly at the obvious obsessive girl, hoping that she wouldn't have to fight Athena tonight, which she'd done once before.
"Damn I know you! You and Ghost used to be real close when we were kids!" Robbie joked
"Is that so?" Athena side eyed her crush, whom continued to ignore everything around him
"Weird girl and Ghost? Friends? Thats different." Hakeem laughed, throwing his arm over Athena shoulder. The girl grimaced at him before shoving him away roughly.
"I have a name. I'd like if you addressed me as such." Kenji said sternly, she quickly recognized him as the annoying boy from a few days ago
Robbie bursted into laughter "Yeah fuck nigga, do right!"
"Period... please keep it cute." Moe said, swiping her hand under her chin
"My bad. Its just thats what everyone calls you." Hakeem apologized, throwing his hands up in the air defeatedly
Recce blew smoke out of his mouth with a sigh "Niggas." He shook his head
"Ya'll mad boring. Let's play a game or something, god damn." Hakeem complained
"Truth or dare?" Robbie raised an eyebrow, glancing around the room
An abundance of agreements sounded out over the music, seeming as the group had nothing better to do. Why not play something that'll possibly spark up some drama?
"Childish ass game." Monica rolled her eyes, taking a seat as Kenji did the same
"Your sassy ass got so much to say." Hakeem teased, "You go first Moe. Truth or dare?"
Scrunching her nose together, Monica cooly answered "Truth."
"Is it true that you had a threesome with two other girls on the basketball team?" Keem raised an eyebrow
"I've always wondered about that..." Athena trailed off, downing a shot of liquor
"You mad dayroom for that but yes, its true." Moe shrugged, eyeing the questioner "Shit, the sex was good too."
"Tell one of them to come fuck with me." Robbie stated, biting down on his lower lip
"Nigga nobody want your ugly ass." Reece insulted, lightly punching his friend
"Suck my dick. I'm finer than you, pussy boy."
"Say swear that you finer than me? On everything I love, you cap. I could die right now, you cap!"
"Both of ya'll ugly! Anyways!" Monica interrupted the two, knowing fully well that they could argue for hours "Athena, truth or dare."
Sighing, Athena cracked her knuckles "Truth."
"On God you lame as fuck, I would've chose dare. That's just me personally though." Robbie commented
"Did you or did you not fuck with every boy in this room?"
Silence.
The question ensued a certain form of silence, so quiet you could hear a pin drop, well aside from the music and noise of other partygoers outside the room.
Athena snapped her eyes to Monica- whom sat there with a certain knowing smirk that made the girls heart drop.
Regaining her composure, she gave a tight lipped smile before answering "Nah. I really didn't."
"On King David grave she didn't! Because I never touched that smoochie. I have standards." Robbie scoffed, dusting his shoulders lightly
"Word gang!" Hakeem laughed, dapping hands with the other "I don't gotta dick, I gotta diqùe. My shit live a high class life."
Squinting her eyes at both boys, Athena rolled her eyes "Bitch be cool because I'm far from being a smooch and Keem you was just in my dm's so ain't shit funny with your begging ass."
"Woah! You so fed for that, real shit." Hakeem argued, shaking his head
"Noooo!" Robbie cackled loudly, falling onto the floor with a loud thump
"Keem you be in shorty dm's begging?" Reece asked, although the answer was obvious
"Oh wow..." Kenji mumbled, sinking into the couch deeply
Moe giggled, leaning down to whisper in her ear "Get used to crazy shit like this boo."
"You next, Hakeem. Choose." Athena huffed, picking at her bright pink nails
"Shiiii," Keem dragged out, rubbing his hands thoughtfully "Truth."
Smacking his lips together, Robbie sighed "Why ya'll keep choosing the lamest option?"
"On bro." Reece agreed, nodding his head "They need to let us go, cause' we'll pick dare."
"Keem the streets say you be twerking. Is that true?" Athena questioned, crossing her hands over her chest tightly
"Now you know damn well ain't nobody said that shit, gang." Hakeem straight faced, rolling his eyes irritably "Got me fucked up."
Chuckling, Monica shut off her phone "So is that a yes or no?"
"Moving on," Hakeem waved both girls off, glancing around the room "Hmm..."
"My nigga I know you see me waving my hands with your blind molerat face ass." Robbie grumbled, flailing his arms in the air repeatedly
"Pick me! Choose me!" Reece exclaimed
Ignoring the sarcastic statements, Hakeems wavering eyes landed on someone in the room who'd been quiet the entire night.
"Kenji."
At the sound of her own name, Kenji looked up, wondering why she was chosen. Seeing as Hakeem was staring at her with a subtle smirk, she knew it was one of the boys many tricks.
So she sighed lightly, deciding it'd be better to play into the game "Truth, I guess."
"Next person to pick that shit getting beheaded, word to my mother bro." Robbie complained
"Whats the craziest place you've had sex?" Hakeem asked, tilting his head curiously
"Oh... uh," Kenji paused, swallowing the lump in her throat from the sudden question "Pass."
"So you're a virgin?" He leaned forward, staring at her intensely
Monica scowled, crossing her legs "And? Whats wrong with being a virgin? Get off her dick."
Before anyone could respond - which would enable more bickering, Kenji quickly answered.
"Dare." She interrupted, running a hand down her arm nervously "I'll do dare."
Athena smiled, observing her posture "I dare you to make out with Ghost."
Kenji's eyes widened, biting the inside of her cheek roughly "What?"
Ghost's eyebrows furrowed as he glanced oddly at Athena, in response she simply shrugged her shoulders and took a shot of Hennessy.
Monica smiled mischievously, moving her head down to speak "Don't think too much! Bitch it's Friday! Fuck it!"
Kenji nodded, mindlessly standing to her feet as Ghost did the same while striding over to her.
She felt as though the deep eye contact they held was beginning to make her sick but it was far too late to back down from the challenge now.
Ghost reached out, softly pulling her to him, chuckling at her nervousness even though he secretly felt the same.
Looking down, the two teenagers met eyes. Both staring at one another for a good ten seconds before Ghost looked back up at everyone else.
Dipping down slightly, he became face to face with Kenji, running his tongue over his wet lips while she simply stood there, staring innocently.
"Do you wanna do this?" The boy mumbled, voice raspy and deep
Kenji's eyebrows furrowed, shifting all her weight to her left leg "Sure."
"Oh shit! Its getting serious!" Robbie screamed, kicking his feet as though he were watching a reality TV show
Ghost breathlessly chuckled, cupping his hands around her ear to whisper. At his words, Kenji immediately pushed him away from her, anger sprouting within her body.
"What the hell is wrong with you?" Kenji drew her head back, staring oddly at him
"Its the truth Peach... and you know it." Ghost spat, eyes darkening unintentionally
Before anything else could be said, Kenji's palm went across his face, resulting in the entire room going quiet at the loud slap. (disregarding the rap music in the background)
"Nigga fuck you." The girl stated, storming past him and into the crowded party
Hakeem and Rob bursted into laughter, clutching their stomachs as they fell off the couch onto the floor with a thump.
Reece exhaled, shaking his head disappointingly before going back to sipping from his cup and scrolling on his phone.
Monica quickly stood to her feet, marching over angrily "The fuck did you say to her? Weird ass bitch. I'll beat your ass." She ranted, pointing her finger at him
"Moe on some real shit, get out my face." Ghost grumbled, flopping down in his seat while rubbing the throbbing red mark on his cheek
"You deadass got my friend fucked up. Imma handle you later, lemme go find her." She rolled her eyes irritably, leaving the room with a huff
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Kenji shuffled through the crowd, muttering words of agitation to herself. From anyone else's point of view, you'd think she was batshit crazy.
Ignoring the looks of confusion she received from other party-goers, considering they'd never expect 'Weird Girl' to be at a party or much less even be invited to one.
Clearing her throat, Kenji lightly tapped the shoulder of a random person whom looked to be the friendliest.
"Hey! Uh, do you know where the bathroom is?"
The girl raised an eyebrow with a careless shrug
"I don't know. Check upstairs. Reece's house is big as hell, don't get lost."
Kenji took in a deep breath, giving a small smile and turning on her heels, feeling shoves coming to her body from other dancing teenagers.
Making her way, through the crowd (again). Kenji's eyes focused on a large set of stairs, that was currently being occupied by two drunk boys.
"Excuse me..." The seventeen year old trailed off
"Oh shi' my fault shordy." One of them slurred, quickly standing to his feet
"You good."
"Aye, don't I know you?" The boy asked curiously, squinting his eyes "You look mad familiar, ain't even gone hold you."
Giving an awkward yet unsure laugh, Kenji simply furrowed her eyebrows and jogged up the stairs, making sure to not look back.
Once there, Kenji glanced around the hallway. All the doors were huge, brown, and a bit scary looking. She wondered what the people who lived here did for a living.
Without thinking, she pressed her hand upon the closest doorknob, pushing it open but the sight immediately made her regret it.
"Yo get the fuck out!" The male yelled, pausing his rough thrusts into the obviously embarrassed girl under him
"Oh my God, I'm so sorry!" Kenji screamed, slamming the door shut.
She took in a deep breath, falling against the wall with a strong, tired sigh- shortly chuckling after. The situation wasn't meant to be funny but it weirdly made her laugh.
Kenji bit down on her bottom lip, nervously rubbing her sweaty hands against her pants, deciding to try again on another room.
Hesitantly, she approached a door that was slightly open, a bright light shining from the inside, seeming to be luring her in.
Pushing the door, Kenji's eyes traced around the room while stepping inside. Confusion stirring in her mind.
"Wow..." She trailed off, running a finger across the plethora of instruments sat along the large wooden bookcase.
Suddenly, a book fell to the floor with a thump. She quickly turned around, gazing at the small polaroid picture that slid out of it.
In the photo, a little girl that oddly resembled Kenji held up a peace sign with a wide smile. Next to her was a solemn looking young boy, his dark hair hung loosely over his face but anyone could notice the small smirk he wore.
The girl was staring so long that she failed to notice the tall figure approaching her.
"Fuck is you doing in my room?"
Kenji shook her head, jumping away from the deep voice and looking up with irritation clear on her face "I thought this was Reece's house, chill."
Ghost scrunched his nose at her audacity "Whenever my parents kick me out, I come over here. Eventually, Reece's family just gave me my own room."
With a frown, Kenji bit down on her lip "Oh. Is that me and you?" She asked, gesturing towards the photo
Ghost's eyes immediately shot to the floor, his heart pumping as he quickly bent down to clean up the mess.
"Yo stop fucking with stuff. You could've tore it. Bro why is you even in here?" He grumbled, dusting off the picture carefully
"That must be your most prized possession or some shit?" Kenji teased, glancing over the red mark adorning his cheek
"Maybe." Ghost breathed out
I WAS LOSIN' MY MIND, YOU IN EVERY THOUGHT, BUT ITS NO DREAM
AUTHORS NOTES %
A smoochie / smooch is a hoe or thot ð
Ngl i feel like im missing some stuff and i just improvised for yall ð cause ian updated inna month