Ivy's POV
I woke up to the feeling of something hard and comfortable beside me. I'd have bet my life that it was a teddy bear but it was soo hard to be one.
My head was still booting when I suddenly everything came back in a snap. I snapped my eyes open and took note of my surrounding.
I sighed.
He found me.
...
Oh shit, he found me.
So what I said when I thought I was dreaming, he probably heard.
Just then, I noticed what was beside me, or should I say who.
My hand was in his naked chest aling with my head.
Oh God.
I have to get away from h...
Just as I was thinking, a voice reminded me.
Change.
I sighed inwardly.
Not gonna be easy Ivy, but you've gotta try.
My body relaxed and I found this position very comforting. I moved my hand around him and snuggled closer. Forgetting everything that I was suppose to forget. This was nice.
I froze when I felt his hand running down my hair continuously.
"Morning beautiful" his husky voice vibrating through me.
I swallowed before I slowly looked up at him
"Morning" I said almost in a whisper
He smiled down at me, he then kissed my forehead making me sigh again.
Yea I know. Me and sighing.
"You scared the carp out of me last night" he said "I looked for you everywhere"
Didn't seem like you needed my presence when you were speaking to your lover.
It was on the tip if my tongue to say that but...Change.
"I-I just needed some air" I lied "I wanted to just..."
"I know you heard Ivy" he cut in
Heard?
What?!
Oh shit.
I looked away.
"Ivy..." I heard him sigh "...I know you think you know what's going on but..."
"It's none of my business Dave" I said "Its your life"
I oulled away from him and was about getting out of the bed when he held my hand and pulled me back to him. I fell on top of him.
"Where do you think you're going to?" He asked staring into my eyes
I shook my head slowly
"Nowhere"
"Nowhere's right" he said
I was getting lost in his eyes and I had to pull back to stop this.
I pulled away and got out of the bed quickly not wanting to get pulled back again.
"Ivy get back here" Dave called as I made my way round to his side towards the bathroom
"No" I said
"Get back here Ivy or I'm ..."
"What?" I stopped and looked at him "You're gonna what?" My hands on my waist
He sat up and pushed the cover a ways wothout taking his eyes off of me.
He got up from the bed which made my heart stop at first. Then he slowly made his way to me which got my heart beating at a very unusual pace.
His gaze didn't waver as he got into my personal space. I wanted to look away but I just couldn't. He got so close to me, I had to lift my head slightly to keep our gaze locked on each other. I could have sworn air couldn't pass in between us.
I wanted so badly to feel his touch on me but I didn't. I leaned down and when I thought he was gonna kiss me, he brushed his cheek on mine and his breath fanned my ear which sent waves of unfamiliar emotions through me.
"You want to know what I'm gonna do?" His voice sent shivers down my spine.
I do...but I don't think it'd be something I can handle if you don't touch me.
I snapped out of this spell he had put on me.
"Dave..." I complained as I placed my hand in his chest and pushed him away, resuming my walk to the bathroom.
I was just a foot away from the door when Dave's hand snaked round my waist to my front and pulled me to. My back to his front. I felt his well sculpted chest through his shirt which was still on me.
My breathing went from twenty to fifty in a tad second. His grip tightened on my waist as he used his free hand to push my hair from the right to the left. He nuzzled into my neck which impulsively made me bend my neck to the left, dropping it to the back.
"The things I wanna do to you Ivy" he said painfully
I moaned at the way his touch which I wanted soo much was affecting me right now and we hadn't even kissed yet.
"Ivy...?" He groaned my name as he placed kisses on my neck
"Dave..." I moaned his name impulsively
And before I could take in another breath. He had me backed against the bathroom door with my legs around him. We were both hyperventilating as we just stared into eachother's eyes. His eyes had darkened so much I could bet mine was the same.
"Ivy...?"
I nodded before he could say another word. I already knew what he wanted to ask me. It was written in his eyes.
"Are you sure?" He asked again
Oh gee, really Dave?
Really?!
I didn't say anything. I just leaned into him and placed my lips on his. As his lips grazed mine, I pulled back groaning at the contact. It was too much to hold in. My lips were parted. I needed more air than my nostrils could get in.
I leaned in again and placed a soft kiss on his lips and pulled back again looking into his eyes which were staring back at me. My hands went behind his neck and slowly, I went in, pulling his head closer till our lips came in contact. He took control before I could even initiate the kiss.
We were both hungry for each other.
We couldn't get enough.
The kiss deepened soo much to show how much we wanted eachother. By then I could feel something poking me down there. I placed my hands on his shoulder and lifted myself a little, then as slowly and as hard as I could, I went down grinding on him, still with my legs locked around him. He pulled away from the kiss and growled.
"Dammit Ivy!" he said removing his hand from my waist and placing them on the bathroom door resting me on completely on the door.
His eyes were on mine as he slowly started to grind into me.
"Ahh!" I arched my back and closed my eyes with the feeling this was giving me.
"Look at me Ivy" Dave said
I struggled to open my eyes and look at him as he kept on grinding into me.
"Please...!" I begged him to stop this torture and just take me completely
"Please" I pleaded almost crying with the pure bliss I felt
With that, he went to the bed and placed me on the bed as he kissed me. He trailed kisses down my neck as he unbuttoned the shirt I had on.
"God, Ivy" he said in between kisses "No girl's ever made me want them like I want you right now"
My hand which was on his arms froze as what he said washed over me like freaking cold water. He stopped trailing kisses and looked at me, confusion written clearly on his face.
"What?" He asked
"Nothing" I said pushing him away "I need to take a bath"
I got out of the bed and made my way to the bathroom
"Ivy...?" I heard him begin, but I shut and locked the bathroom door before he could get out another word.
I sighed.
Gee! I could still feel every fibre in my body tingling with his touch.
I turned in the faucet to the tub and poured some fragrance and waited till it was filled up.
"No girl's ever made me want them like I want you right now"
I replayed what he said and sighed.
Never said change was gonna be easy.
I've tried.
But there's only soo much I can take.
I was lost and I would have let him have me till the end. I wanted it as badly as he did, but he just had to remind me of something I've tired to erase from my memory.
Someone who isn't here is affecting me. I wonder what will happen if she's here.
Oh Leslie, you just had to do this to me.
Didn't you?
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I apologize for another late update.
Enjoy guys.
J.L.