80 Aidenâs pov In my office alone I reach out for the phone and dialed Austinâs number.
I needed to speak to one of them. Last night I spent an unconsiderable time chatting with them about Sophie and Ashton.
They were the ones who advised me to build a bit of a re- lationship with Sophie so that we can raise Ashton better.
But I wanted a bit of revenge for what she did to me.
But now......I wasnât sure.
There were clearly too many emotions in me when I was handling Sophie. Revenge didnât sound as sweet as it once sounded years ago when we were in high school.
Before, revenge was a way for her to notice me and for me to have an excuse to talk to her.
But now, revenge would undoubtedly push her away from me and make her fears she had of me with Ashton worst.
I didnât want to screw up.
I had a chance to turn the tide around and perhaps get what I always wanted in the first place. What would be the point of getting revenge for such a small thing that can now be fixed?
I canât dare to make her see me as a huge enemy. I want her to see me as....
âOi Aiden, was just about to head to class. Whatâs up man? Howâs everything going with Sophie and Ashton? Canât believe youâre actually a dad now.â Austin snorted out.
I couldnât believe it either. I never saw myself as a father as yet. Especially when Sophie hadnât been in my life for a while.
Crazy how life turned out.
I got to father Sophieâs kid but something told me that Sophie didnât like that it was me. And as much as I hated that thought, loathed it with a passion, I could understand why.
I was after all her bully in high school, something I wasnât proud of and was forced into that role because of the hatred I had for what she said about me, even though I still clearly wanted her attention then too.
âYeah I canât believe it either. Ashtonâs great.â I smiled. I hadnât known my son for more than 48 hours yet but he had already taken the spot of the person I most loved in the world.
Then my smile faltered when I remembered that Sophie hadnât really warmed up to me with Ashton. I could sense it.
Was I doing something wrong to persuade her that I was good for her and Ashton?
I bought her a brand new car and saved both her and our son from driving in that wrecked death trap. Most women would throw a party if they were gifted with something so ex- pensive yet Sophie only showed me hostility.
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And then I bought her expensive clothes and shoes and all she could think about was paying me back!
How can I show her that I was able to take care of both her and Ashton if she keeps sweeping my gifts to the side and not acknowledging that I was doing this with the kindness of my heart?
You see even though my mind had been riddled with the need for revenge for what she did to me, I still wanted....her.
I did all of this today to show her that I can take care of her and Ashton. Why could she not see that?
Why was she still fighting me?
âItâs just that,â I brush a hand through my hair in annoy- ance and frustration. I wanted to show Sophie that I can take care of both Ash and her through my actions.
She would obviously not believe me if I just straight up said that I wanted us to be a family. I had to show her. Sheâd not believe my words, especially with our past. Words were not going to fix this, actions would.
âI bought her a car today man. A brand new car and she tore the paper and threw it in my face. And then I bought her new clothes too and the first thing she thought was to pay me back.â I rubbed my forehead, frustration showing on my face by my forehead beading with sweat.
âI canât win when it comes to her,â I grumble lowly in an- noyance.
Austin stays quiet for a few and then chuckled. âMan if Ryland was here heâd call you a dumbass. But Iâll do it for him.
Aiden Xavier, youâre a fucking dumbass.â Austin chuckled louder which fueled my irritation.
I gritted my teeth. âThatâs not funny man. I donât know what to do. Sheâs difficult. I mean, I know why sheâs difficult. but youâd think sheâd cut me some slack.â
âWhy would she do that when youâve been a menace in her life? She would not trust you so soon Aiden. Flashing all those nice things at her so early will only make her think youâre flashing your wealth and showing her that youâre bet- ter than her.â Austin snorted.
I admit, he had a point. I wasnât thinking clearly then.
âWas giving her a job to fill as my secretary a bad deci- sion? I just wanted her near.... for revenge of course.â
Austin snorted like a pig in disbelief. âSure for revenge. Last night I remember you were so mad and spitting about re- venge and shit. Now your tone is different and you want to get in her good graces. You finally see that you can never be mad at that woman for too long.â
I pinched the skin between my brows. Him slapping the truth at my face wasnât quite helping me at the moment. It was only feeding my irritation.
And that damn bitch Noel. How dare she leave her dirty thong in the drawer.
She must have had an inkling Sophie would take her spot. And even if she didnât know it would be Sophie herself, then she purposely left that thong in that drawer for the next sec- retary to see.
Dirty woman trying to claim something that wasnât hers. I shouldâve never touched that vacuum. Well in better words, I shouldâve never let the vacuum touch me.
âAre you going to remind me of how much of a miserable ass I am when it comes to her? Or guide me on a way to get into her good graces? I need this to work Austin. I can finally get what Iâve always wanted.â I said.
Maybe this was the universeâs way of showing us that we did belong together after all. Why else would we magically end up in the same place after years? Why would Sophie have my kid?
This was meant to be. And maybe it was time I stopped playing around and get what Iâve been craving for so long.
I want her. I wanted us to be a family.
The Girl He Craves novel (Sophie and Aiden)
ï¤Chapter 79 The Billionaires Mistress ï¤Epilogue The Alpha and The Fool ï¤Chapter 30 Austin chuckled. âYeah man Iâll help you but you shouldnât be so impulsive next time. Take things slowly, sheâs skittish at the moment. She doesnât trust you which is one of the main reasons why she chose to keep Ashton from your knowledge.. You need her to warm up to you and show her that youâve changed. By the way, making her your secretary was a good idea. Keep your woman close thatâs the main focus.â
The Billionaires Mistress The Alpha and The Fool