Sophieâs pov âOkay so you have to tell me I place my finger on my lips and shush her. Mila cringes and mouths sorry before walking out of the room.
I looked down at Ash and sighed. He had fallen asleep the second he rest his head on my shoulder while we walked up the stairs leading to the apartment.
I wasnât surprised that he was always so tired now, they did say he was a bit of a troublemaker and could never sit still. He reminded me of, him!
I brush my finger down his soft cheek and blinked. Oh Ash, if only you knew how hard this is for me. Iâm so sorry Iâm letting you down bug. I just canât stand being ignored by your dad, it just hurts too much.
I kissed his cheeks and then walked out of the room. Mila is already waiting for me on the sofa and I make a bee-line for the kitchen. I need a drink. I hadnât tasted wine in months. I needed it now. Especially because of the day I had.
âYou look like crap.â Mila pointed out as she twisted around to look at me.
1 Igrab a wine bottle from the cupboard and was a bit surprised that it was actually still full. With Ria here, it was rare to actually have wine that wasnât half empty already.
âThanks, I needed that.â I snorted, struggling to open the wine bottle.
Mila winces. âSorry, I was just I nod. âBeing honest. I know I look like crap, I feel like it. And if youâre about to ask about my first day of work, then to answer you short. It was crap.
Plain and simple. Today was awful.â
Finally opening the bottle, I grab a glass and fill it with red wine. The aroma is pleasant and my tastebuds tingle in anticipation.
Milaâs brows furrowed as she got up from the sofa and walked over to me. âWas Bernard a bad boss I shook my head quickly. âOh no, Bernard was a sweetheart. Poor man barely had enough time to have a break. Itâs the monster of a Ceo whoâs the problem.â I said and lifted the glass to my lips. I sniffed the smoky aroma and took a sip.
God, I needed that.
Mila looks even more confused by my words. âWhoâs the Ceo?â
I snorted and took another sip of the wine before I answered her. âYou wouldnât believe who Mila,â I laughed dryly. âItâs someone you least expect.â I took a bigger sip, remembering how coldly Aiden regarded me, âCome on, tell me.â Mila urged while eyeing my glass of wine. She knew that I wasnât one to drink and also knew that it would take a lot to crumble my composure.
I looked at her above the rim of the glass and breathed out. âItâs Aiden. Aiden Xavier. Crazy right?â
Milaâs eyes widen and she leans forward. âCome again?â
I rolled my eyes. âItâs Aiden Mila. Aidenâs the Ceo of Harrington.co. When I saw him in the elevator, I thought perhaps my eyes were deceiving me.
Turns out, my eyes arenât as shitty as I thought they were.â
Milaâs mouth opens and then closes. She resembles a fish about now.
âYouâre kidding right? Aiden as in Aiden Xavier who got put in jail for accidentally causing your ex Carsonâs death?â She asked in disbelief. I donât blame her, I couldnât believe it also.
In fact, a little part of my head still thought that this was all a dream and soon Iâd wake up.
I nod. âAnd also Ashtonâs dad, donât forget that.â
âShit.â Mila cursed.
I nod. Shit indeed.
âShit.â She cursed again and nudged her chin to the glass in my hand.
âPour me a glass too, I need this shit to help soak up your words.â She shook her head in disbelief.
I place my glass down on the counter and went to fetch another glass for her.
âIsnât he supposed to still be in jail? How the hell is he out? And how the hell is he a Ceo?! Especially for a big company like Harrington.co?â She voiced out with incredulity.
I shrugged. âThatâs what Iâve been asking myself the entire day. âI said while pouring the red wine into the glass.
ET Handing it to her, Mila has a skeptical look on her face, âThis shit doesnât add up.â She shook her head and took a big gulp of the red liquid.
âWhen you said you thought you had seen him, I thought no way, must be a doubleganger. Aidenâs not supposed to be out of jail yet. Are you sure itâs him? It can be his long lost twin or something?â She asked while rubbing her temple. 1 snorted, âOh itâs him alright. I know Aiden and thatâs him.â
Besides, he acknowledged that it was his name when he told me to not call him by it during and after office hours, Mila narrows her eyes, âOf course you do.â She snorted.
âAnyway, what did he say when he saw you? Did he get angry and yell at you for not calling him while he was in jail?â
I took a sip of the wine before answering. â Nothing. Absolutely nothing. He didnât acknowledge me. Completely ignored me like I wasnât even in the room. Itâs like he doesnât even remember me.â
Mila snorted at that, her eyes already glistening. Mila was always a lightweight and would get tipsy quickly. âNot remember you? Oh please! The guy bullied you all throughout high school, fucked the living shit out of you and got you pregnant, and then accidentally caused the death of Carson. How the hell can he forget that?!â She shook her head in disbelief.
I cringe. âHe doesnât know about Ash, remember? And Carson is to be blamed too, he shouldnât have thrown the first punch especially knowing Aidenâs temper.â
My gaze lowered as I swirled the wine in my glass. I canât believe I was defending Aiden.
âIn fact, I was the one to be blamed in all of this. shouldnât have played with Carsonâs heart knowing that I was in love with Aiden. I shouldnât have said yes to being his girlfriend. âI said lowly while looking at my reflection in the mirror.
Mila shook her head. âDonât start blaming yourself again Soph. Itâs no oneâs fault. It just happened. It was tragic but it happened and itâs now in the past. Youâve forgiven yourself remember?â
I sighed and nodded. âItâs just so strange he acted like we were strangers. It fucking hurt.â II whispered and took a sip of the wine. It tastes even bitter now for some reason.â
âHe treated me so coldly. I didnât know it would hurt this bad.â I shook my head while placing the glass down on the countertop.
âI donât think I can do it Mila,â My voice cracked as my eyes burned. âI donât think I can pretend like I donât know him. Pretend that we never had a past. I just canât see myself doing it.â My lower lip trembled.
The Girl He Craves novel (Sophie and Aiden)
ï¤Chapter 46 âOh Soph. Aidenâs always been an ass but acting like he doesnât know you is the lowest heâs ever gone. Iâm sure heâs only doing this to spite you for not calling him when he was in jail.â Mila sighed and walked around the counter to pull me in her arms.
Ycried on her shoulder, hiccuping. I had no right to feel this way. I wasnât exactly innocent, I had not called him when he was in jail and didnât tell him I was pregnant with his baby. I was keeping something from him, so I had no right to even feel pity for myself because he was ignoring me.
But I just canât see myself continuing like we donât know each other. I canât pass him in the corridors and not look at him. I canât stop my heart from beating in his presence.
I just canât.
âI think Iâm going to resign. Bernardâs going to be disappointed but Iâm sure heâll find someone better. I just canât be in the same place as Aiden and act neutral. â I whispered while pulling away from Mila.
She looks at me in shock. âYouâre going to quit?â
I nodded, âI just see no other way. I donât want to be taunted by his presence anymore.â
âOh Soph, I donât think quitting will help you. Your mind will still remind you that heâs just minutes away. Eventually, youâll want to talk to him. And what about Ash? What are you going to do?â
I sighed heavily, âWell at least I wonât see what an even bigger manwhore he has become. I donât want to feel the pain of jealousy when the other women hang on his arms. And about Ash, I donât know what Iâm going to do yet. If I tell Aiden about Ashton, Iâm afraid heâll bring me to court to take custody, he clearly has the links to win. He also can completely ignore both Ash and me. I donât think Aiden will want Ash and me in his life.
Mila shook her head. âI donât know Soph. I just hope you choose the right choice this time.â
I turned around from her so sheâd not see my pained look and I shrug. âEither way, Iâm still quitting.â
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