Chapter 26 Sophieâs pov #two months latert Mila burst through the bathroom door, her eyes wide as she holds up her index finger in a waiting gesture.
She hauls in a breath and lets it out through her nose as she looks over at me seated on the toilet seat. With her hand still on the doorknob, she lifts up the brown paper bag.
âI bought three just in case.â She breathed out and closed the door behind her walked in further.
The closer she got to me, the quicker my heart seemed to pound in my chest. In that brown paper bag held three pregnancy tests.
My hands trembled as I rose from the seat. âDid Ingrid see you?â I winced. Ingrid had been very concerned with me lately, especially seeing as I was always so âsickâ to go to school.
That was true in a sense but I also wasnât in the mood for judgemental eyes. Since Aidenâs hearing, everyone got to know that I cheated on Carson with him, which led to the fight and also led to Carsonâs.....demise.
So no one greeted me with sympathy anymore, no, they greeted me with malice.
Mila nods, wincing. âShe saw the bag. Told her I brought you a gift. It is your birthday today after all.â
âAnd what an enjoyable birthday it has been indeed,â I said sarcastically, feeling pity for myself.
I had been feeling nauseous since morning and I lost count of how many times I actually vomited this week.
I wasnât looking forward to my birthday per se but I didnât plan to actually feel nauseous and sick the entire day. It didnât help that I had missed my period. And thatâs when the fear kicked in.
Mila handed me the bag and sighed. âThat damn woman behind the counter gave me the stink eye. Can you imagine the nerve of her!?â Mila scoffed and rolled her eyes as she struts over to the bathroom countertop.
She sits on top of the surface and looks at me in confusion. âHow many minutes do we have to wait again? I canât remember.â She asked.
I shrugged and removed the boxes out of the brown paper bag. Seeing them in person is one thing, but touching them and knowing youâre about to use them is another thing entirely.
My fingers tremble as I turn the box to read the instructions.
âAbout two minutes?â I gnawed on my lips as I pulled out the sticks from the boxes. My heart slams in my chest.
Mila nods and then suggested âDonât you just want to take a cup and pee in it then dip the sticks in? Wouldnât that be easier?â
Right That would be easier. Why hadnât I thought about that?â I grumble lowly. Honestly, I hadnât been thinking clearly much lately.
It has been two months since the hearing and my heart still feels broken. The pain of being the reason two boysâ lives were ruined completely took a toll on me I was a miserable person twenty four seven Mila hops down the countertop and turns around to search through the draw âIs there one inside here?â She rummages through the tiny pill trotules and finds a ornallcup Well, this one should do â She murmurs and walks over to me. She places the cup in my awaiting hands and pries the test from my hands.
âOkay, here you go. She whispered and looked at me, her eyes darting from both of mine. âIt will be okay Soph Thereâs nothing wrong with just trying to be sure it will be fine She was the one who suggested that I take a test I hauled in a breath and let it out through my mouth shakily Okay I backed away until my legs touched the toilet, lifted the lid, and then pulled my panties down my legs. Lifting up my dress, I fit myself on the toilet sit and then push the cup between my legs I looked at Mila panicking when I dont feel my pee going down âRelax Soph. It will be okay No matter what happens next, it will be okay She reassures with a nod to her head I try to relax but I just couldnt âCan you just turn on the pipe please?â I asked, hoping that hearing the water pouring into the drain would help my pee finally stop playing peek-a-boo Mila smiled, nodded, and opened the faucet It takes a good while until I felt my pee entering the cup. I would have done a happy dance if i wasnât so worried about the results When I was done, I gave Mila the cup She cringes âOh, I love you babe, but touching your piss is a no-no. Despite her words, she grasp the cup and placed it on the surface of the countertop I rolled my eyes and fixed my clothes and panties back into place I flushed the toilet and closed the lid, I sat back down on the lid and sighed heavily while shaking my legs nervously Mila washed her hands under the running pipe while looking at me Arenât you going to wash your hands, Soph?â
Oh.
I sheepishly smiled and walked over to the opened pipe. âAre you sure Ingrid isnât suspicious of whatâs going on?â I asked nervously as washed my hand under the cool running water âI canât really know for sure Soph. But whatever happens, sheâll fully support you no matter what and you know that Mila sighs.
I closed the pipe and gripped the countertop. âI turned eighteen today. Iâm an adult now They no longer have to take care of me according to the state.
âYou know the Simpsons would never do something like that to you Soph. I canât believe youâd even think like that.â Mila scowled.
I looked down at the sink and sighed. âYouâre right. I just donât see this working out if Iâm pregnant Mll, itâs already so difficult to make ends meet.â
âHey! You donât know if youâre pregnant yet Soph. How about waiting for the results before bursting your head about it?â Mila suggested.
i nodded. She was right. I should really stop worrying so quickly especially when I didnât have the results yet. I could be worrying over nothing really But I canât help but think about how my life would be if I were actually pregnant. How would I be able to raise a kid on my own? Aiden was not here to help me.
I just couldnât see this working out.
I had college to think about What the hell would I do if The two minutes are up now,â Mila whispered, removing the timer off her phone.
All three tests were beside us, but I had refused to eyen glance at them once. But now that the two minutes were up, I didnât want to look at them at all.
The Girl He Craves novel (Sophie and Aiden)
ï¤Chapter 25 The Billionaires Mistress ï¤Epilogue The Alpha and The Fool ï¤Chapter 30 âCan you look for me?â I whispered, my voice shaky.
Mila nods and squeezes my hand reassuringly. Of course Soph:
Itâs quiet for a few seconds, but even with the lack of noise, I can somehow feel the tension zipping through the air.
âWhat do they read Mila?â I asked nervously, my skin coating with a thin layer of sweat until the material of my dress begins to itch me.
*All three are... She trails off with a nervous shocked edge. Breathing in sharply she whispers lowly. âYouâre pregnant Sophie.
My entire world feels like itâs crashing down around me. I shook my head as tears filled my eyes. She was wrong. She must be.
I whip my eyes to the three tests I had been avoiding looking at. I canât seem to breathe properly when my eyes zeroed in on those two red lines.
Oh no.
I shook my head. âThis isnât possible,â I started in denial.
âI canât be.â I whimpered praying that this was all just a nightmare and that I just needed to wake up.
âI canât be pregnant Mila.â I cried, digging my fingers into my hair and gripping the strands tightly.
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