Siobhan
Month 8, Day 21, Saturday 6:35 a.m.
One unexpected benefit of no longer needing to sleep was that Siobhan could set appointments at times that would be inconvenient for others. Such as before the sun rose on a weekend morning.
One of Oliverâs people had ferried her across the Charybdis Gulf in a four-person speedboat, and would be waiting to take her, Enforcer Gerard, and Enforcer Huntley back from the Lilies in an hour if all went well. The two men escorted her toward the place she had chosen for her meeting with the Red Guardâan enormous magical hedge maze.
As they approached one of the entrances, which was barred by a Red Guard cordon and a repelling compulsion, Siobhanâs eyes widened.
Gera was waiting for her, which they had agreed on and Siobhan had expected. The woman had agreed to accompany Siobhan to the meeting as her remaining payment for saving Millenniumâs life. She would keep the agents from successfully lying as well as secretly give Siobhan some insight into the opponent.
But Siobhan had not expected that Gera would allow Miles to get anywhere close to anything involving the Red Guard. And yet, the boy stood beside his mother, grinning brightly as Siobhan and her two bodyguards approached.
Siobhan raised her eyebrows at Gera, who shook her head with weary defeat and gave a minuscule shrug.
âNice outfit,â Miles said when she stopped in front of him. He reached forward to run the luxurious blue-black fabric between his fingers, then peered at one of the subtle spell arrays embroidered into the fabric.
âThank you,â Siobhan replied automatically. Except for Lizaâs work examining and warding the maze itself, this dress had been her single most expensive purchase. It was luxurious enough to fit the image she wanted to portray, was designed for a woman to fight in, and contained several additional minor enchantments. All that, in addition to being self-repairing. If not for Lizaâs connections, she wouldnât have had a chance to buy it, no matter how much gold she could throw around. It was a horrible waste of money, but if it increased her chances of successful negotiation, or escaping alive in the case of failure, any amount of gold would be worth it.
It also didnât show moisture as Siobhan wiped her sweaty hands on it. âWhat are you doing here?â she asked bluntly.
âI came to listen beforehand and let you know if I heard anything important. The Red Guard agents are already here, waiting for you inside,â Miles said.
Gera clenched and unclenched her fists. âI tried to stop him, but he wasâ¦insistent.â
Miles scrunched his face at her. âI know. Iâm not going in with you. But I can still help a little.â
âThe whispers?â Siobhan asked, unconsciously lowering her voice. âWhat have you learned?â
âThey have three people inside. One of them you know, and the whispers know him, too. People like to talk about him.â
âThaddeus Lacer,â Siobhan guessed.
âHe likes you, so you donât need to worry about him, but the other two sound like greed and trickery andâ¦something. I canât hear clearly enough. And they hid another eight people all around the outside of the maze. Butâ¦since you hid some, too, I think thatâs fine?â
âCan you point out the hidden agents? Discreetly?â
Miles did so, though the whispers were too capricious to give him exact details.
Siobhan placed them on her mental map of the area. It wasnât ideal, but it could have been worse. âItâs fine. We expected that. Is there anything else?â
âThey have a plan. It kind of sounds likeâ¦making you slip, or pulling the ground out from under you so you fall over. And then when youâre down theyâll trap you in a net.â He closed one eye and tilted his head. âAnd the strings willâ¦wrap you up and make you dance like a little puppet?â He shook his head, wincing and pressing his hands against his ears as if heâd heard a loud, jarring noise that was inaudible to the rest of them. âSorry. Iâm still not very good at this. But they talked about it beforehand, and they are who they are. The wind hears everything.â He shuddered, then rubbed at his arms and the back of his neck.
âIf it hurts, stop listening,â Siobhan said.
Miles gave her a sad, wry smile. âI canât. Not really. But youâre known to the wind, too. So what you should do, itâs like, smile with blood-painted teeth. And, um, if you trip, just lean into it and keep spinning all the way around? Make yourself look big and win in a staring contest.â
âDid the whispers say that?â
âOh, well they donât really talk. I mean, I can hear speaking, but itâs just memories that got trapped by the wind. Iâ¦I donât know how to explain it. Uh, maybe itâs like when you watch a stage play and the music goes along and changes with whatâs happening? The wind changes with meaning, too.â Miles jerked his head to the side again, pressing harder against his ears. âUgh!â he squeaked with pain. âItâs too much meaning. The wind wants me to hear everything, but my head is too small.â
Gera let out a low, suppressed moan of distress.
Siobhan sank down onto one knee, pressing her own hands over his to better protect Millenniumâs ears. âYou canât stop the wind from blowing, but you can stop listening. Whatâs your favorite meditation exercise?â
Miles hesitated, but eventually whispered, âMy tintinnabulating sand. But I donât have it here.â
âYou can still imagine it. Close your eyes and meditate. Focus in until everything else is just background noise.â
âCan you hum? Do the humming magic.â Miles asked, his eyes clenched shut tight and wetness shining on his lashes.
As soon as she understood what he meant, Siobhan tugged him closer, spinning him around so that he was crouched in front of her, his back pressed against her front. She pressed the Circle of her hands against the boyâs chest to cast Newtonâs vibrational calming spell.
Miles hummed along with her, his voice much higher pitched and wavering at first, but slowly settling into a steady tone.
âI knew I shouldnât have brought him,â Gera murmured to herself, her voice distant and her blind eye staring sightlessly down at them. âI know that. But I was afraid he would sneak out alone. I canât stand not knowing where he is. Not after what happened last time. I told him I would pay the debt on his behalf, but he wouldnâtâ¦â
Siobhan couldnât speak past the humming, but she tried to convey some comfort in her expression before realizing that whatever magic Gera used to perceive the world couldnât see Siobhan past her divination-diverting ward.
But Miles had already calmed, and so with a few more breaths, she released the magic. âIâll teach you how to do this spell yourself one day,â she whispered to him.
Geraâs face tightened. âIâm sending my son home now.â
A squad of Nightmare Pack enforcers stepped forward from the shadows across the street at Geraâs commanding motion.
Siobhan nodded. âOne of you, go with them,â she said to her own escort. When Huntley opened his mouth to protest, she added, âYou cannot come with me past the maze entrance anyway. Go, and come back to escort me when I am finished.â Really, his and Enforcer Gerardâs presence was more for show than anything. Even if one of them left, she would still have the aid of the other people Oliver had placed along her various pre-planned escape routes.
Huntley drew the short straw and limped off after Miles, scowling like a bulldog with indigestion.
âIâll be fine,â Miles called back over his shoulder as he patted his breast pocket.
âYou got him a battle wand?â Siobhan asked as she and Gera watched them leave.
âTwo. One is hidden in a calf sheath. And every bead on his necklace is a single-use shield artifact. Itâs all charged with the strongest spells gold and favors can buy, and weâve hired a tutor to teach him some footwork and technique. If someone tries to harm my son again, it is my dearest hope that they are reduced to a few dozen chunks of meat and bone.â
Enforcer Gerard raised one dubious eyebrow, but said nothing.
Siobhan hoped that Miles was never forced to witness something like that, and even more so that he wouldnât be the cause of it, for his own sake. She looked to the east, where the white cliffs still blocked the hint of an oncoming sunrise, and took a deep breath of the briny air. It was too bad that there was no fog this morning; it would have fit the mood. âShall we go?â
Gera steeled herself, checked her warding artifacts, and linked arms with Siobhan. Together, they stepped past the Red Guardâs cordon.
Siobhan walked slowly, her head held high, quite conscious of all the warded jewelry that she was renting from Liza. It was all rather bold and somewhat gaudy, and she would have felt like some noble showpiece if not for the extremely pragmatic purpose it served. As they neared the center of the ten-foot tall maze, one of the tiny golden dragons curved around the shell of her ear let out a soft sound to alert her that at least one of the other linked wards had been activated.
Which meant that one of her four anti-compulsion artifacts or three anti-memetic effect artifacts was actively protecting her from outside influence. The muscles in Siobhanâs back tightened. âRelax,â she warned herself. âYou need to seem totally confident, not rigid and on-edge.â
As they got closer, the dragon let out another sound. âTwo artifacts activated. Itâs not surprising, but Iâm still somehow in awe of this kind of blatant manipulation attempt.â As Siobhan stepped into the center of the maze, which held a game board big enough for real-life game pieces, she ran through a series of mental questions to determine if she was affected. âA ward against untruth and a compulsion to speak freely,â she determined. âIf theyâre strong enough to get anything past Lizaâs wards, theyâd be enough to leave me a gibbering mess if I were unprotected. Such spells are illegal, but theyâre the Red Guard. Whoâs going to stop them? I wonder if a piece of an Aberrant is fueling the effect, or if their artificer is simply that much stronger than the spells Liza can put into a piece of jewelry.â
Professor Lacer stood beside two other Red Guard agents. He wore his usual long jacket over a simple white shirt, while they wore crisp, fully-equipped red uniforms.
One of the agents had two fluffy tails, marking him as a kitsune. He wore a sly, amused smile, and carried a luggage case of supplies.
The other wasâ¦big. Large enough that he might have had some jentil blood. They all turned to watch as she and Gera stepped from between the hedges onto the checkered marble game board.
To her credit, Gera did not falter, and Siobhan retained the faintest of smiles, just enough to make her seem as if she thought everything she looked at was under her control. She had practiced in a mirror beforehand.
Professor Lacer made introductions. The kitsune was Agent Marcurio, and the large man was Captain Aisling.
Gera reached into the purse at her side and drew out two small pieces of fabric. They unfolded an unreasonable number of times and fluffed up into square pillows, which she placed on the ground. Their surfaces were embroidered with yet another protective spell array. She and Siobhan sank down onto them as if they did such things every day.
Professor Lacer reached into his pocket for a beast core and then moved to the side and sat in an invisible chair, halfway between Siobhan and the other two agents.
Agent Marcurio and Captain Aisling shared a look. âShould have brought chairs,â Marcurio muttered before both of them sat down on the marble board with crossed legs. To Siobhanâs disappointment, neither seemed particularly discomfited by the arrangement.
âI am here as a mediator,â Professor Lacer said. âMy presence is meant to ensure the safety of either side in case the other tries to go against the agreement of neutral ground.â
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Gera didnât give the pre-agreed symbol that anyone was lying, but Siobhan still raised an eyebrow. âYou are also a Red Guard agent. Somehow, this arrangement does not seem truly equal.â
Captain Aisling cleared his throat. âIf it came to a fight, Special Agent Lacerâs abilities are overwhelming enough to take on both myself and Agent Marcurio, and probably you two as well, all at the same time. And he has been known to reinterpret commands to his preference before. Seeing as heâs a large part of the reason weâre having this amicable meeting, I think his presence is appropriate.â
That answer was less than satisfactory, but Siobhan gave a one-shouldered shrug.
âShall we begin?â Captain Aisling asked.
Agent Marcurio opened the case of supplies and brought out an artifact with several different lenses. He put it on his head so that one of the lenses was over his right eye.
Siobhan immediately felt the effects of the divination magic sweeping over her. Her divination-diverting ward was already active because of Geraâs presence, but the disks in her back grew colder and began to prickle painfully as they absorbed her blood to power themselves.
Gera shuddered, Agent Marcurioâs eyes widened, and Professor Lacer looked on in fascination as the wardâs spillover effect strengthened, too. Only Captain Aisling remained stoic, though Siobhan sensed something like a large, patient predator waiting for its prey to make a mistake behind his gaze.
She considered attempting to maintain the divination-diverting ward. Being able to get away with a lie during the questioning would be immensely useful. However, she doubted that she had the capacity to maintain its effect in the face of their efforts.
If they had been trying to find her location, of course she would have failed immediately. Here, they were trying to scan her for anomalous effects and later, ensure the results of their assessment were accurate. The divination would scan her physical form and calculate any of a long list of anomalous effects that might emanate from her.
Likely, once the questions started, they would want to ensure she didnât somehow manage to lie despite their compulsions. For that, their divination would catalog and translate the meaning of her micro-expressions, her heartbeat, and tiny shifts in her muscles. All of this should be slightly easier to fight against than a divination as simple as finding her location, but she was still a relatively weak thaumaturge.
Before Agent Marcurio could increase the power, Siobhan reached forward as as if grabbing the hem of a long, invisible veil and lifted it. She and Liza had discussed the possibility of the agents using invasive divinations beforehand, and Liza had made some slight tweaks to the disks in Siobhanâs back. It had required the use of a scalpel, some blood-clotting potion, and some carving tools, and overall been one of the more unpleasant experiences of Siobhanâs life.
But the improvements allowed Siobhan to adjust the output of the disks to cover only themselves, just in case the agents tried to scan the composition of her body to make sure Siobhan wasnât secretly made out of raven feathers on the inside, or something.
âHuman, no anomalous effects,â Agent Marcurio reported.
Professor Lacer leaned back and crossed his arms as a quick smirk flashed across his face, and Siobhan tried not to seem relieved.
âWeâll ask you some questions now,â Captain Aisling said.
Siobhan waved one hand with graceful nonchalance.
âWhat is your name?â
âSiobhan Naught,â she answered immediately.
Marcurio and Aisling shared a look, and Marcurio gave a subtle nod. âTruth.â
âHave you ever been called by another name?â Captain Aisling asked.
Siobhan nodded easily. âMany times. Here, they also call me the Raven Queen.â
âAre those your only two names? Have you always gone by Siobhan Naught?â
Siobhan raised her eyebrows. âWhat are they getting at? Surely they donât know about Sebastien.â Aloud, she said, âSiobhan Naught is my primary name. But I often go about in disguise, and I use other names then.â This was even true. She had half a dozen identity papers with different names for her female form.
âAll truth,â Agent Marcurio muttered again.
Captain Aisling crossed his arms and tapped one finger against his elbow. âIs it true that you do not lie?â
Siobhanâs body tried to blurt out, âNo,â under the effects of the compulsions, but she was able to guide her words to a more useful truth. âI mislead and deceive people often. I have found that one need not lie to make someone believe an untruth. With the right guidance, some people will do all the work of misguiding themselves better than I ever could.â
âBut do you lie? Are you able to lie?â
âI can, and I do,â she grudgingly admitted. âBut I strive never to make promises that I do not keep.â
âWhy?â
She hesitated. âBecause I feel like it.â
With another confirmation from Agent Marcurio, Captain Aisling continued. âHow old are you?â
Siobhan frowned. âWhat kind of questions are these? Are they just trying to get a baseline of what truthfulness looks like, or does this have some kind of unfathomable purpose?â âI believe Iâm twenty.â
They shared looks. âIs your mind also twenty? All parts of your mind?â
Gera tapped her left pinky finger against her thigh, the signal they had come up with to convey that the agents were particularly emotionally invested.
Siobhan had thought they might try to hide fear or anger, but if she was reading the situation right, they wereâ¦fascinated? But the question left a cold stone at the pit of her belly. âI canât say,â she admitted, as she had no other choice. âSuch a strange question, I am unsure how to answer. But I certainly think of myself as twenty, no matter what disguise I may be wearing at the time or what name I answer by.â
âHave you ever met Myrddin?â
Siobhan blinked slowly, feeling like she was sliding down a steep, muddy incline into surreality. âIs that question relevant and necessary to determine if I am or am likely to become an existential threat to the world?â
âYes,â Agent Marcurio tried.
âLie,â Gera rebutted immediately, in a twist of irony that Siobhan found deeply satisfying.
Captain Aisling shifted and cleared his throat, but his expression remained undaunted. âYou have been accused of multiple and varied crimes, some of which may be relevant. âHave you ever performed blood magic on a sapient being?â
Siobhan suppressed a cringe, but remembered Millenniumâs advice and answered boldly. âI have. I can heal using blood magic, but I have also used modification spells on ravens that Sacrifice other ravens, and used ravens for the Lino-Wharton messenger spell and the like.â
âIs that all? Have you ever cursed anyone? There are accounts of nightmare curses, strange blood magic rituals, and strange misfortunes that befall your enemies.â
âI have cursed someone. But only once, and with an insect-attracting spell that was ultimately harmless. Technically, I cursed the threshold of his house, so I would suggest that it does not even count. As for nightmares, perhaps some people have experienced them after meeting me, but not because I have gone tiptoeing through their dreaming minds. I accept no responsibility for their lack of mental fortitude.â
âTruth,â Marcurio said.
Even Professor Lacer seemed to find that surprising.
Captain Aislingâs eyes narrowed. He turned to Gera. âMadam, do you believe that to be the truth?â
Gera flinched. âMy lady would know better than I. It is not the answer I would have expected, but I accept the words that pass her lips.â
Captain Aisling turned back to Siobhan. âDo you, or any companions or associates of yours, have some sort of natural fear or other mind-affecting aura or other passive effectâanything that might have caused this recurring misunderstanding that you bestow nightmares and even madness on your enemies?â
âNot to my knowledge. My best guess is that people are quite gullible and fall prey to my theatrics.â
âTruth,â Marcurio said, though even he seemed to doubt the word.
âHave you colluded with other rogue magic users?â
âWell, I have attended some underground thaumaturge meetings, and I have a working relationship with an artificer I often call on for various projects, but I feel like the word âcollusionâ might be somewhat excessive.â
âDo you consider yourself to be a possible existential threat to the world?â
âYes,â she said immediately. When they tensed, she smiled. âEvery single thaumaturge is a possible existential threat to the world. Without us, there would be no Aberrants.â
âDo you consider yourself to be significantly more likely to meet the requirements for a threat that the Red Guard would generally deal with than the average thaumaturge?â
Siobhanâs thoughts jumped to the thing sealed in her mind, and the âYes,â had slipped out of her before she could stop it. She smiled again, even larger. âThe majority of thaumaturges spend most of their lives after schooling casting the same spells over and over, never really stretching their Wills. More importantly, they do not engage in magical conflict with other thaumaturges. I will continue to actively improve my Will and explore new magic for the rest of my life, and at the moment, it seems likely that I will also end up in more than my fair share of magical conflicts. The easiest way to shatter celerium is to oppose anotherâs Will, after all.â
She paused long enough to let that set in, but continued before they could respond. âBut hereâs the answer to the question I think you really want to ask: I will do everything in my power to keep myself from becoming an existential threat to the world, and I would do the same for other thaumaturges, where possible. I am not mad.â
Captain Aisling let out an almost inaudible snort. âAre you in contact with or aware of anyone who meets the previous criteria?â
âI am not. I would have already acted if that were the case.â
âWhat is your purpose for the organization that calls itself the Undreaming Order?â Captain Aisling asked, the âAh-ha!â of trying to catch her off guard obvious in his tone.
Siobhan pressed her lips together. The Undreaming Order was apparently the edgy, villainous-sounding name that Deidre and the others had recently come up with. âI have no purpose for them. I was not involved in their creation. I will do my best to keep them from doing anything crazy, dangerous, or too fanatical.â
Agent Marcurioâs tails swished back and forth violently. âHow could it be that you are uninvolved with them?â
âI have presumably met them. And saved some of their lives. But I certainly did not encourage them to create an organization or start calling themselves by such aâ¦fanciful title. Truly, if I did not know it to be happening, the idea of such a thing would be almost unfathomable.â
She tapped a finger thoughtfully against her wine-red lower lip. âI suspect the common personâs willingness to become infatuated with the idea of me might be an imprecation against the quality of life under the rule of the Thirteen Crowns. Either that, or the average person has a much more active and childish imagination than I knew, and is bizarrely willing to indulge it. Orâ¦â Siobhan grimaced. âOr these followers of mine simply happen to be the strangest outliers of society, and a bizarre confluence of events has allowed them to come together and start feeding each othersâ faults.â
Frowning, Agent Marcurio adjusted his divination artifact, then tapped it a couple of times as if he suspected it wasnât working properly. At Captain Aislingâs pointed look, he grunted and said, âTruth. Everything so far has been the truth.â
Captain Aisling was now repeatedly tapping three fingers against his elbow. âDo you have any plans or the intention to do anything that would be considered a crime, or require our involvement?â
âThis is getting ridiculous,â Siobhan said. âI refuse to be judged based on things I have not done and may not do. I am certain to commit crimes of some sort, as it seems that the Thirteen Crowns are willing to take anything I do and belatedly label it a crime. But I can freely confirm once more that I have no desire to cause harm to the innocent or endanger this world. Beyond that, I will actively work to ensure my own safety, that of those I care about, and the livable state of the world within which I must continue to exist. Working rules of society, production pipelines, and basic safety for everyone are basic principles that also make my own life bearable.â
Professor Lacer nodded as if all of this was common sense.
âWhat is your relation to Sebastien Siverling?â
Siobhan felt the blood drain from her cheeks, but forcefully stopped herself from responding. âI refuse to answer,â she said, baring her teeth in something like a smile.
Gera tapped her pinky finger again, and then blinked for an abnormally long moment. This was the trap, or one of them, and they believed they had caught her.
Captain Aisling smiled back at her triumphantly. âDo you admit that you bestowed a boon upon the boy?â
âI provided him the ability to resist divination,â Siobhan replied slowly. It was even basically true, if one accepted the fact that she had purchased that ability for herself, and that she was Sebastien.
âHow did you do that?â
She met the captainâs gaze unblinkingly. âI did not do anything dangerous or unethical to provide the ability. Next question.â
âWhy did you do it?â
âI like him. Something like that could help keep him safe.â Siobhan had been told several times that she loved herself too much, and was, in fact, a narcissist. Did this count as close enough to the truth?
âPartial truth,â Agent Marcurio said, showing cute snaggletoothed canines as he grinned.
âThe device you used in your fight with Agent Gale recently, the one that contains fabric spell arrays that can be released or retracted at will⦠We tracked that back to a craftsman who had been working with Mr. Siverling to develop the devices. How did you come into possession of it?â
Siobhanâs heart was pounding and her mouth had gone dry. She tried to come up with an excuse, but the artisan himself was the weak link, and she was not willing to commit murder to keep him silent. Under the pressure of the compulsions and the threat of being caught in a lie, she didnât have enough mental power to come up with a good lie that kept her two identities separate. Not without noticeably pausing long enough to come up with something plausible. But she remembered Millenniumâs advice. She forcefully loosened her muscles, tilted her head to the side, and smiled right back into Captain Aislingâs smug face. âI got it from the craftsman, of course. However, I have to admit that the man would not remember giving a second prototype to me, if you were to ask him.â
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Gera plucked at the cuticle of her forefingerâs nail.
Captain Aisling tried to act nonchalant, but Siobhan could smell him almost slavering, believing she was trapped and wounded and ready to take a bite of her flesh. âAre you aware that we do not allow thaumaturges to practice memory manipulation on others? It is very easy to cause mental collapses and break events when such delicate work frays or unravels. In fact, this is some of that very blood magic we asked about earlier,â he asked.
Siobhanâs mind flitted to the new battle wand in a holster on her thigh. She could reach it through the open seam in the left hip pocket of her dress. And Liza had given her the strongest three-hundred-sixty degree battle shield she could make. As soon as something activated it, Siobhan would have ten minutes to get herself and Gera to safety. If they could use the hedge maze to escape direct line of sight, Siobhan thought they could make it.
Siobhan leaned forward, as if telling a secret. âI am aware that you restrict that particular privilege to your own agents, and that they do indeed occasionally lack the skill and delicate touch required. Why, just earlier this year, poor Newton Mooreâs family became positively unhinged after your peoplesâ tender care.â
Captain Aislingâs smile slipped, but he, too, leaned forward toward her. âAnd as for your other claims of harmlessness⦠We have extensive, repeated, and confirmed testimony from several Pendragon Corps operatives of the dangerous nature of the thing you call your âshadow-familiarâ and the long-term effects it causes. My own agents who confronted it recently reported that it caused a deep discomfort and existential dread within them. Special Agent Lacer has relayed your insistence that it is a simple, harmless trick spell, but I have my doubts. How did you break the mind of a Pendragon Corps operative who had been trained to withstand torture?â
Siobhan opened her mouth and closed it again. âIâ¦did not? Are you saying one of the High Crownâs men had nightmares? Well, I suppose my shadow-familiar can be made to seem quite frightening, but Iâve never âbroken anyoneâs mind.ââ She hesitated, âOr, if I did, it was by accident and there were probably a lot of extenuating circumstances. Maybe that operative had pre-existing mental conditions.â
âTruth,â Agent Marcurio said.
But Gera pressed her lips together to signify that the men did not actually believe Siobhan.
Siobhan resisted the urge to throw up her hands in exasperation. âWhat is the point of their truth-telling divination, then!?â She let out a sharp sigh. âI can prove it,â she said aloud. âI would be willing to demonstrate my shadow-familiar spell if it would put this to rest. I assure you, it is perfectly harmless.â