Final cut day fucking sucks.
I donât let myself get too out of control between fights anymore because cutting the weight is awful. Iâd rather eat dogshit than do a twenty-pound weight cut again. Been there, done that. Won the fight. But none of that means I want to repeat that soul-crushing process, so I try to make sure I have less than that to cut during camp.
Most of it is water weight.
We all cut it, weigh in, and then start the process of rehydrating after the press junket ends.
Thatâs tomorrow. Two more nights before I defend my title against Maniac McGuire, and when I walk into Cadeâs office, Spider Reynolds is taunting me again. This time on a national sports vlog. âWhat the fuck?â
Cade looks up, tells me to shut the door, then turns the TV up.
Spiderâs been spouting off to anyone whoâll listen that this fightâs a joke.
That McGuire has no chance.
That itâs a soft fight because Iâm scared to face a real fighter.
That my last name bought my title.
Like I havenât spent the past five years fighting the best in this sport.
The scumbag just wants his shot. But he doesnât want to earn it.
âHow many times am I going to have to ignore this shit?â I grunt. âIâve got no problem doing it. But at some point, Iâm going to destroy this asshole.â
Cade turns the TV off, then spins back around to me. âIgnore him. Heâs nothing. Heâs a hack, looking for an easy way up. And heâs not getting it from you. Two more days, King. Donât split your focus.â He eyes me carefully, and I read between the lines.
âIâm not breaking any rules, Saint.â
âThatâs up for interpretation,â he argues, but thereâs no heat behind his words. âGo home. Iâm staying late tonight. Iâll make sure Maddie and Imogen get out of here.â
âAny word from the cops?â Kroydon Hills isnât a huge town. Weâre on the outskirts of Philly and have our own police force. The crime level is pretty damn low, considering.
I donât understand why the hell this investigation is taking so long.
âNah. Not yet. Sam sent over someone who upgraded the security though, so we should be good. Either way, Iâm working on hiring a night manager, so none of the girls have to be here alone when theyâre closing. One of the guys is staying with Imogen tonight.â He closes his laptop and rises from his chair. âGet out of here, King. Go home. Rest. Iâll see you in the morning.â
When we step into the hall, my niece flies at me. She wraps her arms around my shoulders and her gangly legs around my waist. âUncle Huddy,â Brynlee squeals.
âHey, Brynnie. Whatâs shakinâ?â I blow a raspberry on her cheek and squeeze.
âHey, munchkin. What about me?â Cade reaches for his daughter, who rolls her eyes like a teenager.
âI saw you this morning, Daddy. I havenât seen Uncle Huddy in a long time.â
Jesus, this kid has me wrapped around her little finger.
âMissed you too, sweets.â I bounce her on my hip. âWhereâs your mom?â
Brynlee points toward the front desk where Scarlet and Imogen are talking.
âHow was London?â I ask her about her trip to watch the Kings play, and her whole face lights up.
âWe saw a real castle last week. And it was guarded by these men in funny hats who werenât allowed to talk.â She looks at me with wide eyes, her blonde curls bouncing around her animated little face. âLike, at all,â she gasps.
âThe horror,â I dramatically gasp back, then tickle her sides until her giggling fills the gym.
Her little brother, Killian, toddles over and grabs my sweats. I bend down and pick him up, then shift Brynn so theyâre each on a hip. âHey, killer.â Killian yawns in my face, then I lean over and kiss Scarletâs cheek. âHey, sis.â
âMommyâs being mean. She wonât let me see you fight this weekend. I tried telling her I see you fight here all the time, but it didnât work.â
âBrynlee,â Scarlet sighs. âWeâve been over this. Youâre too young.â
Brynn pushes to be let down, then plants her feet on the ground and dramatically slams her hands on her hips. Imogen stifles a laugh behind me. âIâm almost six years old, Mom.â
I swear itâs the tone that does it.
Six going on sixteen, maybe.
Scarlet shakes her head. âThe answer is no.â
âWeâre going to grab dinner, Hudson. Why donât you join us?â Scarlet looks hopeful, like she thinks Iâd go out to dinner the night before weigh-ins.
Cade wraps his arm around my sister and directs her toward the door. âHeâs got weigh-ins and the press tomorrow and then a fight Saturday, duchess. Let the man do what heâs gotta do tonight. He can enjoy everything else after the fight on Saturday.â
Scarletâs pout resembles the face Brynlee made when she didnât get her way. âFine. But you better be at the Kings game Sunday. Itâs home at one.â
She stands there, waiting for me with an expectant glare.
âScar . . . Iâve been in training for six weeks. Iâm not getting out of bed on Sunday.â She doesnât need to know I donât plan on being alone.
âHudson Thaddeus Kingston.â
Killian buries his head against my chest, like he thinks heâs the one in trouble, and Brynlee oohhhs . . . âShe middle-named you, Uncle Huddy. Mommy only middle-names us when weâre in trouble.â
Her innocent statement reminds me of Maddie, and a smile pulls at my lips.
Would she want to go with me to a Kings game?
Sheâs usually there watching her brother anyway.
Would she sit with my family? On my arm?
âFine,â I agree. âIâll be there.â
As if reading my mind, she asks, âAlone?â
Cade takes Killian from me, then wraps his arm around his wifeâs shoulders. âIf anyone in the goddamn gym could just wait two more days before complicating my fighterâs life, it would be a miracle.â
âDaddy cursed. Thatâs a dollar for the swear jar.â Brynleeâs hands go back to her hips, and I laugh again.
âThat swear jar is gonna put these kids through college,â Cade mumbles.
âSure. Thatâs whatâs gonna do it.â I ignore the pissed-off look on his face and say goodbye to my sisterâs family and wonder, for one of the first times ever, if thatâs actually in the cards for me.
Hudson and Imogen are both waiting for me at the front desk once my class ends. I walk my students to the door, like always, then lock it behind me and turn to face these two goofballs, who laugh simultaneously at whatever theyâre watching on Genâs phone.
They look up as I walk toward them, and Gen pops up from her seat. âLast night of cleaning the mats. Woo hoo!â
Really? Has it only been a week?
My eyes find Hudsonâs as if tethered to him by an invisible string.
Itâs crazy how much can change in seven days.
âIs someone scheduled to close with you tonight, Imogen?â I thought I saw one of the guys on the updated schedule in the office earlier.
âYup. Iâm good. You two crazy kids get out of here.â She moves to the mats with the cleaner in her hand, leaving Hudson and me alone at the desk.
âIâve got to grab my stuff from the locker room. Thanks for waiting for me.â I lower my voice. âYou didnât have to.â
His big palm runs over the back of my head before pulling on a braid. âI wanted to. We didnât get a chance to talk today.â
Hudson follows me to the locker room, filling me in on cut day.
âThat sounds awful, King.â I pull my bag out and slip my sweats on over my leggings, then turn around. Like a switch flipped, Hudsonâs on me. His arms cage me in against the locker on either side of my face, and his breath tickles the sensitive skin under my ear. Heâs everywhere but not physically touching me anywhere.
I ball my hands into fists at my sides.
Wanting to yank him close.
But not wanting to break the rules.
Not now.
âHudson . . .â
His nose trails up my neck, just a whisper of a hot breath away from my skin. Burning me from the lack of touch. âTwo more nights, baby.â
. Why does that sound like the most sinful promise ever made?
I close my eyes and try to slow my racing heart. âTwo more nights. You better not get hurt Saturday, King.â
He takes a forced step back and reaches for my bag. âDonât jinx me, woman.â
He walks me to my car and opens my door. âIâm going to follow you home.â
âNo. Youâre not. I can drive myself home. You need to go home, eat, and rest. Please. You said it yourself. Two more days. Donât mess it up now, when youâre so close.â I lean up on my toes and brush my lips over his cheek. âCall me tomorrow when itâs over?â
Hudsonâs thumb strokes my cheekbone. âYeah. Iâll see you tomorrow, sunshine.â He stands there, watching me until I pull out of the parking lot. And for a reason Iâm not 100 percent ready to overanalyze yet, thereâs a tug on my heart when I leave him.
That tug is gone when I walk into the house a few minutes later and run right into Brandon. He steadies me with his hands on my shoulders. âHey, slow down.â
âSorry,â I mumble as I try to sidestep him.
Iâve managed to avoid him since the other night. Not an easy thing to do when youâre the only two people in the house. But if you canât make it work, youâre not trying hard enough.
âMads, come on . . . You canât keep ignoring me.â Brandonâs voice holds an air of irritation in it.
âPretty sure I can.â I keep moving toward the stairs until he dashes in front of me, blocking the bottom step.
âMadison, stop. Iâm sorry I upset you.â Screw him for being so good at choosing his words.
âBrandon . . . youâre not sorry for your actions. Youâre just sorry that Iâm mad. Thatâs not enough.â I shove past him, steam practically raging out of my ears. âYouâre not my father. We didnât have them. You donât get to tell me what to do. I donât care how much older than me you are.â
He follows me into my room. The rage building between us is a living, breathing thing. âYouâre kidding me, right? Iâve taken care of you your entire life. Iâm not your father. I was better than him because Iâm still here. Iâve never let anyone hurt you.â
I spin around, the fury simmering just beneath my skin. âAnd Iâd trust you with my life. But Iâm an adult, Brandon. You canât treat me like a child.â
âBut itâs my job,â he yells. âItâs always been my job, Maddie. And I donât know how to stop.â
âYouâve got to take a step back, big brother. I love you. I appreciate you and everything youâve done for me. But youâve got to let me make my own decisions and live my own life. You canât go talk to my boss.â I feel the tips of my nails digging into my palms from fisting them too tightly. âYou donât get to unilaterally make decisions for me. Youâve got to figure out your own life and stop getting stuck in mine.â The words are out of my mouth before I can think them through, and I immediately wish I could pull them back.
The pain shining in his eyes hurts my heart.
âBrandon . . . I didnâtââ
âNo.â He steps back, his eyes blazing. âI need to get my own life straight before I can tell you how to live yours.â He walks out of my room and slams the door so hard, it bounces off the hinges.