New York City, New York Five Families SEVERU âWe were supposed to kidnap her.â The Albanian screams as Angelo tightens the clamp around his balls.
Blood is already pooled on the steel floor beneath where he sits tied to a metal chair.
âHer, not them?â I ask.
The would-be kidnapper looks at me, fear registering. Considering his predicament, it is odd that heâs more afraid to answer me than deal with Angeloâs methods of extracting information.
Then it hits me. âYou were supposed to kidnap my fiancée.â The man doesnât answer, but I donât need him too. He already has. âWhat about her sister, what were you supposed to do with her?â
He tries to shrug but his broken clavicle makes the move disjointed and causes his face to twist in a rictus of pain. âWe were supposed to leave her, I guess.â
âWhy donât I believe you?â I ask, inexplicable fury roiling in my gut.
I donât let it show. I am not ruled by my emotions.
Angelo takes one of the manâs fingers and slides it into the tool he uses to remove them. If he presses the handles together a strong, sharp blade will slide up and cut right through the flesh and bone.
âDonât. Please,â the man begs. Heâs already lost two. âI am not lying. Our instructions were to let her go and only take the sister.â
âAnd was that your plan?â Miceli asks from where he is leaning against the wall, looking bored.
The expression that crosses the Albanianâs face is all the answer I need. His crew had no intention of letting Catalina go. They planned to take her too, probably to sell her.
New York Cosa Nostra stays out of human trafficking, but there are plenty of gangs and cartels that operate in and around the city who donât observe those limits. Including the Albanians â who donât just work with the Irish, but are in bed with fucking Russian bratva.
âWhat were you going to do with her before you sold her?â I ask in a deadly quiet voice.
âNothing.â
The sound of his finger being severed is followed by another scream and more blood spilling onto the floor. Angelo cauterizes the wound so the Albanian doesnât bleed out before weâre ready for him to die.
The smell of burning flesh assaults my nostrils, but I donât react. That would be weak and a don never shows weakness.
âI donât believe you,â I tell the now crying man and wait to see if he answers.
âWe were going to take turns with her,â he admits. âYou got to break them before theyâre any use in a brothel.â
Fuck that shit. The idea of the surprisingly fierce woman being touched by this piece of garbage and his buddies makes my vision go red with rage. I punch him in the face so hard, his head snaps back and we have to use smelling salts to wake him up again.
âWho hired you?â Angelo demands as soon as he wakes.
âI donât know,â the man says. Again. His accent has gotten thicker the longer he is tortured. âIt was anonymous through the web.â
I know his crew makes money as hired muscle, usually for organizations that donât want a direct connection whatever is going down. Like kidnapping a donâs fiancée.
We continue the interrogation but get nothing else of use out of him. The closer he gets to death, the more he slips into Albanian. Not one of the six languages I speak, but Miceli is familiar enough with it to shake his head, indicating nothing said is useful.
When we are done, I walk behind him, grab his head and twist until the bones of his neck crack, the break killing him.
We drop him into the pit under the floor and leave the box.
Back in my office, thirty-two floors above the box, Miceli asks me, âIs it true that Catalina killed one of the kidnappers?â
I nod. âHer uncle taught her how to shoot a gun.â
âThatâs pretty badass. Maybe you should have picked the older sister,â Miceli jokes.
I donât smile. Iâve thought the same thing, but ultimately, itâs better this way. I want a wife who will not interfere with my life. Catalina calls to something inside me that feels too much like a heart.
She is dangerous. Carlotta is not. The younger sister is demur with no hidden depths like her sister, nothing to spark a passion I do not want to feel.
I am don. I do not indulge in emotions better left to others.
CATALINA Carlotta is inconsolable tonight and insists I sleep with her. I donât mind really. We have less than three months together before her marriage. Before I leave New York for good.
Iâve been researching places to live. According to my sources, Mississippi has the lowest cost of living, so my nest egg would last the longest. However, Colorado and Massachusetts have the strongest job market.
I wouldnât even know to look into these things if it werenât for the online seminar I watched on setting goals and making plans to achieve them. It seemed like an infomercial for the womanâs book at first, but she gave some pretty good tips.
I even read her book. On my ereader, of course. I donât need anyone in the family seeing a book like that lying around in my room.
Iâve read everything I can about living economically because that is not something even Zio Giovi is going to teach me. No one in my family ever has to worry about money.
Although Washington state is down the list for both affordable cost of living and job opportunities, it is still in the top ten and has the added benefit of being on the other side of the country.
My chances of disappearing are better if I go to a large city with which we have no familial or business ties. Like Seattle. Thereâs mafia in Seattle, but they are Camorra and thereâs no chance Iâll be recognized by someone I know there.
âAre you asleep?â Carlotta asks in the semi-dark. She insists on having a night light on tonight.
I would prefer the peace of complete darkness, but itâs her room.
Turning to face her, I say. âNo.â
âWill my life always be like today?â she asks, her eyes growing shiny with tears.
Having just got her calmed down less than hour ago, I nearly groan, but I hold it in and force a smile. âNo. Today was an anomaly.â
âAn anomaly weâve trained for since we were children.â
I canât deny that. âItâs the life in the mafia.â
âI donât want this life.â
âYou mean life in the mafia?â Iâve thought about taking Carlotta with me when I leave.
Only, as much as I love my sister, I donât think she is capable of living economically. Sheâs too used to having what she wants when she wants it. The don can give her that.
âNot exactly. I love my family and friends,â she says. âItâs restricting being a mafia princess though. I donât want to be the donâs wife.â
âAre you sure about that? As his wife, youâll be the queen bee in the family. Youâll be able to set fashion trends and live in a home even bigger than this one. Youâll be able to go to plays and nightclubs.â
âYou think heâs going to take me to nightclubs?â Carlotta demands, ignoring the rest because she knows itâs true and the indecision on her face says she wants those things.
âMaybe not, but heâll let you make friends and as long as you donât do anything you shouldnât, I bet heâll let you go to clubs with them.â
âI already have friends in the city,â she says petulantly.
I smile encouragingly. âThere you go then.â
âI like the idea of being queen bee and all the rest,â she admits and then bites her lip. âBut I donât want to have to marry Severu to get it.â
Part of me wants to be patient and understanding. This is my little sister and sheâs understandably nervous about the future. But part of me simply canât comprehend how blind she is to what a sexy and dynamic man it is sheâs marrying.
âYou donât get one without the other,â I say as consolingly as I can.
âBut today, we could have died. That never happened before I was engaged to him.â
âIâve never heard of it happening to his mom, or his sister, either.â
âJust because weâve never heard of it, doesnât mean it hasnât happened. Iâm sure no one except immediate family will ever hear of what happened to us today either.â Carlotta flops onto her back and glares at the ceiling.
âBut theyâve never actually been kidnapped or harmed, right?â
âHow do you know that?â
âBecause they are both living peacefully in their homes,â I point out.
Carlotta harrumphs, clearly unconvinced.
âWould you run away if you could?â I ask reluctantly.
I donât want to take her with me. Sheâll make everything harder, and our father will never stop searching for her, which will put my own freedom at risk. If we are caught, I have no doubt my father will kill me after torturing me.
But if she says yes, I canât leave my sister behind to pay the price that makes my own escape from Papà âs house possible.
Carlotta laughs a little hysterically. âRight? Like I know how to function in the real world. Papà has made sure we are totally unequipped to take care of ourselves.â
I know sheâs younger than me, but Carlotta has been out of school for a year. She could have spent time learning about how to navigate life outside the mafia if sheâd wanted to. Like I have. No, I havenât left yet, but I didnât want to leave my sister until I had to. Or my aunt and uncle. They love me, even if my father doesnât.
âI will talk to Aria about convincing Don De Luca to get you cooking classes,â I offer, hoping that will assuage my sister.
She turns back to me, her face glowing with excitement. âYou will? Thereâs a bunch of amazing culinary institutes in the city. I donât care which one I go to. I mean I have my favorite of course, but attending any of them would be a dream come true.â
âWhatâs your favorite?â I ask, wanting to keep this positive attitude going.
âOh, you wouldnât know it,â she says vaguely. âIt doesnât matter anyway. Like I said, Iâd go to any of them. When I graduate, maybe Iâll be able to create new dishes for some of the mafia owned restaurants.â
That sounds like a teenagerâs dream, not set in any kind of reality, but I smile anyway. Sheâll learn more than cooking techniques if she gets to attend culinary school. Sheâll learn the hierarchy in the kitchen.
I watch a lot of cooking shows with my sister. From what Iâve seen, Iâm pretty sure Carlotta would have to work her way up to creating dishes. Itâs not surprising that she hasnât drawn the same conclusion.
In Carlottaâs world, she can have and do what she wants. Except pick her own husband.
âI donât think it will be safe for a donâs wife to work in a kitchen, even in one our restaurants.â
âOh, I donât want to work. Not like full-time, or anything. I want to experiment with food and preparation techniques.â
Sheâll be able to do that in her own home. The don can refurbish his kitchen to restaurant standards and Iâm sure he wonât mind doing so. I get the feeling that he wants to do whatever he needs to in order to keep my sister occupied and happy.
And out of his hair.
Even though I donât like thinking of her in that kind of passionless marriage, my worry for her future dissipates a little.
âIf only I knew him better. I donât think the prospect of marrying him would be so scary.â Carlotta sighs. âThough nothing is going to change that heâs old enough to be my father.â
âOnly if he was a precocious teen.â The don is sixteen years older than her, not twenty. Stifling the little voice in my head that says the age difference between the don and myself is less daunting, I say, âYouâll get to know him before the wedding. Isnât that what the weekly dinners in his home are for?â
Carlotta has been to one dinner with the De Lucas and was supposed to go with our father again tomorrow. Will that still happen?
Carlotta snorts. âHe and Papà spent the whole time last week talking business and it will be the same at the next one.â
I want to grind my teeth in frustration. These dinners are for Carlotta to get to know her future husband, and Papà is commandeering them with his usual self-serving attitude, oblivious to anyone elseâs needs. Even those of his favorite daughter.
Iâll be talking to Aria about more than Carlotta going to culinary school.