You know when you think you have it all, and thereâs a nagging feeling at the back of your head that maybe something wrong will happen and take all the good away?
Iâve never stopped thinking about that possibility since the attack. Not even after Dad went into a coma, taking most of my childhood memories with him.
But in another way, I learnt to move on.
My nightmares have slowly started to disappear, and itâs all thanks to the man who sleeps beside me every night.
Jonathan holds me to him or above him, and the moment I get lost in his warmth, the world ceases to exist â nightmares included.
We go out on long walks, and Iâve gone back to hiking. I love the thrill of climbing and knowing Iâll reach the top at the end of the journey. The fact that Jonathan is there every step of the way gives me a sense of empowerment I wouldnât have found any other way.
Thatâs why Iâm here today. A year ago, if anyone had told me I would be wearing a huge white dress and walking towards the man I once thought was a god, I wouldâve pegged it as another hallucination.
Now, itâs far from it.
All eyes turn to me as the music changes. Weâre on Jonathanâs private island for our wedding. The island he named Aurora right after he told me I was staying with him and that was final.
He can be so swoony, despite his tyrant nature.
For him, the proposal was simple. He slid the ring on my finger and said, âYou agreed to stay, what did you think it would be?â
Not that I wouldâve said no. From the beginning, Jonathan was never a fling. He was a beautiful disaster waiting to happen and I just fell into it. Then I changed him as much as he changed me.
I put my mark in him as deep as he put his mark in me.
Ethan walks me down the aisle, as per my suggestion. He and Jonathan are slowly building back their relationship, so if my tyrant sees that I consider Ethan a father figure â a friend â heâll lower his guard. It wonât be easy, but itâs worth the shot.
Everyone I love and care about have been brought here by Jonathanâs private jet. Layla sits amongst her parents and brothers, tears in her eyes. Aiden and Elsa are intertwining their fingers while sitting in the front row.
Jonathan and I took them to Aliciaâs grave as soon as we got engaged to get his permission, in a way. Aiden said Alicia wouldnât have an objection, so he didnât either.
Levi and Astrid are beside them, grinning, and Levi keeps winking at me. He can be such a charmer, which is a King thing I guess.
Harris, Moses, Agnus, and Jessica are all here. There are also some of Jonathanâs closest associates like the Duke, Tristan Rhodes, the Earl, Edric Astor, and the Prime Minister, Sebastian Queens.
I donât focus much on the guests, though. My attention is stolen by the man standing at the end of the aisle. Heâs wearing a sharp black tux that matches the colour of his styled hair and reflects the heat in his grey eyes. Heâs watching me with so much love, obsession, and adoration, it makes my toes curl.
Itâs like the world has disappeared and weâre the only people left in it. Jonathan always has that effect on me. But this time, itâs different, almost as if our lives will become one.
The moment I stop in front of him, he glares at Ethan, who smiles when putting my hand in Jonathanâs. âTake care of her or youâll have me to deal with.â
I can tell Jonathan wants to cut him, but he lets it go when my fingers are interlaced with his. The huge engagement ring glints under the afternoon sun.
We say our âI doâsâ in the midst of our family and friends, and I feel like I made the best decision of my life by choosing this man.
My love.
My tyrant.
My everything.
He lifts the veil, eyes darkening with heat. âYouâre officially mine now, Mrs King.â
âAnd youâre mine, Mr King.â