JASMINE
A sensation like my chest being torn apart seized me, leaving me gasping for air. The pain was so intense, I couldnât speak or thinkâit was all-consuming.
Erikâs hands were on my shoulders, his eyes wide with fear. âJasmine, whatâs going on? Whatâs wrong?â His voice was thick with desperation, mirroring our shared confusion.
I tried to speak, but the words were choked by the pain. âThe mate bond⦠Itâsâ¦â I couldnât finish. The pain was too much. It was physical, emotional, unbearable.
âItâs breaking.â
Erikâs eyes grew wider, and he reacted instantly. He scooped me up and sprinted toward the pack house, his movements frantic. His arms, once my sanctuary, now felt alien as the bondâs strain tore through me.
âHang in there, Jasmine. Itâs going to be okay,â Erik whispered. His voice, usually so steady, wavered with doubt. I could tell he didnât believe his own words.
As we burst through the doors, he called out for the one person who always had the answers. âAaron!â
His voice was a distant echo over the waves of pain. I was vaguely aware of being laid on a couch in my fatherâs office. My world was a blur, narrowed down to the sharp agony in my chest.
âWhat happened?â Aaronâs voice pierced the fog as he rushed over. My parents were at my side, their faces etched with worry.
âShe screamed out in pain, said it was the mate bond,â Erik explained, his grip on me tightening as if he could keep me grounded. But the panic welling up inside me told me everything I needed to know.
If I was feeling this pain, it meant Sebastian was in dangerâor worse.
Then, as abruptly as it started, the pain ceased. It was like a wave crashing down and receding in an instant. Tears welled up in my eyes, and I found myself clutching Erikâs hand with one of mine, Aaronâs with the other, as if their touch was the only thing keeping me from collapsing.
âItâs Sebastian,â I managed to say between sobs, the words barely making it past the lump in my throat.
My fatherâs voice cut through the fog. âIâll call Philip.â
I looked up at Aaron, seeking somethingâanythingâto anchor me. His eyes met mine, filled with worry, and I knew. I could feel it in the bond, in the air between us.
They were both terrified. And that wasnât a good sign.
As my father tried and failed to reach Philip, my heart pounded louder with each passing second. Erik and Aaron both tried to reach Sebastian, but there was no answer. The longer the silence stretched, the more the panic tightened its grip on me.
My mother brought me tea, but it did nothing to quell the storm inside me. My world felt like it was falling apart, the walls closing in with every second that passed without news.
And then, my fatherâs phone rang.
âItâs Philip,â he said, picking up quickly. âYes, Jasmine felt it andâ¦â His voice trailed off, his face darkening. My heart sank, my breath hitching in my throat as I braced for the worst. âThank you for letting me know. Weâll do what we can.â
My father knelt in front of me, his hands squeezing mine as he sighed, the weight of his next words heavy in the air. âSebastian was attacked. The witchesââ
A scream ripped from my throat before he could finish. I didnât need to hear the rest to know how bad it was.
âHeâs alive,â my father quickly added, his voice somber. âBut heâs unconscious. It was dark magic. They donât know how to help him.â
My world spun. Everything seemed meaningless. I needed themâall three of them. I had Aaron and Erik beside me, but without Sebastian, it felt like part of me was missing. Incomplete.
âIâm going to him,â I declared, standing on shaky legs.
Erik was beside me in an instant, pulling me back. âNo, Jasmine. You canât go. Itâs too dangerous. The packâs still under attack. Sebastian wouldnât want you walking into a war zone.â
Aaronâs jaw clenched. âWe need to wait. He could wake up.â He shot a glance at my father, but no one had an answer. The uncertainty was suffocating.
Dark magic hadnât been seen for yearsâdecades even. Weâd grown complacent, believing the threat had vanished. And now we were paying the price.
âJasmine, if anyone could handle this, it was the Wolfhearts,â Aaron tried to comfort me, but his voice was shaky. âTheyâll find a way to save Sebastian.â
His words didnât soothe me. The harsh reality hung over usâSebastian might not make it.
Time seemed to crawl, each second stretching into forever. My parents left the room to gather more information, to assist Philip and Thabata with their comatose son, but nothing could quell my growing fear.
Suddenly, my phone rang. My heart leapt as I saw Sebastianâs name on the display. I picked up, hope surging within me.
âPhilip?â I questioned, puzzled when his voice, not Sebastianâs, echoed from the phone.
âJasmine, Iâm sorry. I needed to speak with you.â Philipâs voice was heavy, grave. I put the call on speaker, and Aaron and Erikâs eyes were glued to me.
âOur wizards have discovered a spell that might wake Sebastian,â Philip cautiously explained. âBut we need your help.â
âWhatever it takes,â I responded instantly, not caring about the potential consequences.
âJasmine, you need to consider this,â Philip cautioned. âThe spell requires a significant amount of the mateâs bloodâyour blood. Itâs risky. But, since you have two other mates, we could perform the same spell on you with their blood afterward.â
âIâm in,â I reiterated, without a second thought. There was no other option.
âNo way.â Aaronâs voice was icy, determined. âYouâre not risking your life for this.â
âI care about Sebastian too, but Aaronâs right,â Erik chimed in, his voice softer but equally firm. âItâs too risky.â
Their words, meant to shield me, only shattered my remaining strength.
I was in disbelief. I had a real opportunity to save Sebastian, and they were denying me that.
âShe wonât do it. Find another solution,â Aaron declared, snatching the phone from my hand and silencing Philipâs voice on the other end.
My heart skipped a beat. Aaron had always been composed and logical. Seeing him like thisâspiraling out of controlâwas heart-wrenching.
âYouâve got to be joking,â I exhaled, disbelief heavy in my voice. âHeâs my mate! I need to save him. I canât just stand by and do nothing!â
Aaronâs gaze hardened. âAnd youâre my mate, and I need to prevent you from recklessly putting yourself in dangerâdoing something impulsive, something ~foolish~.â
â~Foolish?~ You think saving Sebastian is ~foolish~?â I shouted, my voice breaking under the strain of my frustration. I had lost control a long time ago, but nowâ¦it felt like I was falling apart.
Aaronâs jaw clenched. His voice filled with a bitterness I hadnât heard before. âSebastian⦠He mustâve been trying to compensate for not being there when the attack happened, and nowâheâs injured. He ~chose~ this. This is his fault, Jasmine.â
His words cut through me like a knife. ~His fault?~ No. I kept him away. I distracted him, pulled him from his pack, and now⦠now he might be gone because of me.
I swayed, each breath heavy with guilt, my wolf clawing and snarling within me, as wild and uncontrollable as the storm inside me.
Aaron didnât let up, pressing further. âLetâs face it, Jasmine. This just shows how absurd this situation is. Three mates? Three alphas? How are we supposed to make this work? Unite the packs? And if an attack happens, what then? How do we protect everyone?â
His bitter laugh was like acid on my skin, each sound deepening the fractures within me. I could feel myself coming undone, my wolf desperate to break free. I needed Sebastian. I needed all of them. But right now, everything was slipping away.
âYou think itâs a stupid idea?â My voice was shaky, barely audible as I forced the words through the pain. âYou say that like ~I~ caused this. Like ~I~ chose this bond. The Goddess gave me three mates, Aaron, and She did it for a reason. This isnâtââ
âDonât let your blind faith cloud your judgment, Jasmine,â Aaron cut me off, his voice harsh and cold. âYou couldnât choose between usâyou admitted that yourself. Maybe the bond itself is flawed. Maybe this is just⦠~a mistake~.â
~âA mistake?â~ His words felt like a punch to the gut. âYou think ~weâre~ a mistake?â I looked at him, my vision blurring as tears welled up in my eyes. My legs buckled beneath me, and I crumbled to the floor, my body shaking from the raw pain ripping through my heart.
Aaronâs face was a mask of emotion, his eyes glistening, his lips pressed into a thin line. âI think⦠it might be,â he said, his voice strained, each word slicing deeper than the last.
My world shattered beneath me. The delicate bond weâd builtâour entire universeâcracked and crumbled. I couldnât breathe.
Erikâs arms enveloped me, lifting me from the cold, unforgiving floor, holding me as if I were made of glass. He carried me to the couch, cradling me in his lap, rocking me gently like a child in need of solace.
But his arms werenât enough. As much as I wanted them to be, as much as I yearned for Erikâs embrace to ground me, my heart ached for the two men Iâd lost. One stolen by a coma, the other pushing me away, tearing himself from me, leaving me empty.
If before I had felt numb, now I felt ~dead~.
I couldnât eat. I couldnât sleep. All I could do was cry.
Erik stayed with me, trying to lull me to sleep, whispering soothing words, but it was all in vain. I couldnât stop the tears. My chest ached with a pain so deep, it felt like it would never fade.
Suddenly, I stood up, the urge to escape overwhelming.
âWhere are you going?â Erik asked, worry etched across his face.
âIâ¦I just need a glass of water,â I lied, avoiding his gaze. I couldnât let him see the truth in my eyes.
Slowly, I descended the stairs, each step feeling like a heavy weight dragging me down. When I reached the front door, I paused for only a moment before slipping out into the night.
âAlpha Aurum, where are you going?â a guard stationed nearby asked, his eyes widening in surprise at my appearance.
âI need to clear my head. Iâm going for a run,â I lied again, the words tumbling out in a rush.
He didnât question it.
And then, I let her outâthe wolf inside me, who had been clawing at my chest all day, begging to be freed. She surged forward, her power taking over, and I shifted.
The cool night air rustled through my gray fur as I hit the ground running, the earth beneath my paws thudding in time with my racing heart. Each step, each breath, drove me faster.
I didnât need a map or a compass.
I was running to him. To ~Sebastian~.
I didnât stop running. The guards didnât hesitate to let me through, and when I reached Wolfheartâs pack, their sentries were still too disoriented from the attack to question me. They simply stepped aside as I sprinted past, my feet pounding against the earth as if my life depended on itâbecause it did.
The dense forest opened up into a wide clearing, revealing the pack house, dimly lit and eerily quiet, as if the world itself was holding its breath.
I shifted back to human form, stumbling as my legs trembled beneath me. Panic surged in my veins, but I forced myself to stay upright.
A guard silently handed me a robe. I wrapped it around my shoulders, barely noticing the cold fabric as I gasped for air, trying to steady my breath, my heart still racing.
Before I could even reach the door, it swung open. Philip stood there, his face lined with worry.
âJasmine, where are the others?â His voice was calm, too calm, but the tension in his eyes betrayed him. He hadnât expected me to be alone. He needed all of us, my other mates, to make the ritual safer.
âTheyâre coming,â I lied, the same lie Iâd been telling myself all night. âStart the spell now. Please, Philip. We canât wait any longer.â
His jaw clenched, his expression caught between duty and despair. He needed me for this to workâfor Sebastian to have any chance at survival. But he knew, just as I did, that this wasnât how it was supposed to go.
Without another word, Philip nodded, resigned. He led me inside, and the moment I crossed the threshold, the weight of everything hit me like a tidal wave. My breath hitched in my throat when I saw Sebastian.
Sebastian was lying there, so still, so pale. His once robust and commanding presence was now just a frail echo of the alpha I remembered. My heart was heavy, yearning to reach out, to feel the heat of his skin, to gaze into those piercing blue eyes that always sparkled with such intensity.
But now, he seemed so cold, so devoid of life.
His mother, Thabata, was standing next to him, her eyes brimming with sorrow. She turned to me, her gaze pleading for answers, for a glimmer of hope.
But I had nothing to offer.
âDo it,â I managed to whisper, my voice barely holding up under the crushing weight of desperation. I swallowed hard, the sting of unshed tears prickling at the back of my eyes.
âPlease, Philip.â
Philip paused for just a moment before nodding in agreement. âOkay, but we need to move quickly.â
As they started to ready the spell, I stood there, shaking, my eyes fixed on Sebastian. Time was slipping through my fingers, faster than I could grasp, and all I could do was hopeâprayâthat we werenât too late.