Chapter 26: 26. Mine to Love ,mine to Fuck

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As we stepped out of the house, I felt an overwhelming sense of relief wash over me. Abhimaan’s car was parked outside, gleaming under the dim streetlights. He gallantly opened the door for me, and as I slid inside , I felt a wave of comfort and safety. The soft leather seats cradled me, and the familiar scent of Abhimaan's cologne filled the space, easing the tension that had built up inside me.

Abhimaan climbed in beside me, his presence comforting but intense. His eyes flicked towards me with concern, his usual confidence replaced with a gentler demeanor. I could see the questions burning in his mind, but he restrained himself, understanding that I needed time to process everything.

As he started driving, the silence between us thickened, heavy with unspoken words. I reached out, my hand trembling slightly as I placed it on his arm. His eyes softened as they met mine. "You can ask me," I whispered gently.

Abhimaan’s grip on the steering wheel tightened momentarily before he nodded slightly, his voice low and gentle. "What happened there, Mayura?"

I didn't know what I should answer.

He must have sensed my hesitation.

Suddenly, without warning, Abhimaan swerved the car to the side of the road and slammed on the brakes. The car skidded to a halt, and before I could react, he jumped out, leaving me alone in the darkened interior. Panic surged through me as I quickly followed him, my legs trembling as I stepped out into the night.

He was striding away from the car, his pace brisk and his posture rigid. "Abhimaan, wait!" I called out, my voice trembling. I tried to reach him, to stop him, but he spun around, his eyes dark and stormy.

Before I could comprehend what was happening, Abhimaan grasped my waist and lifted me onto the bonnet of the car. I gasped, my hands instinctively reaching out to steady myself, but he trapped me there, his hands on either side of me, his fingers digging into the cold metal.

I felt a surge of panic, my mind racing with a hundred different scenarios. Why was he doing this? Was he angry with me?

"Abhimaan, please," I begged, my voice shaking.

But his gaze was fixed on mine, a storm of emotions swirling in his eyes – anger, hurt, and something else I couldn’t quite identify. I could see the turmoil in his expression, the struggle to keep his emotions in check.

"I never should have let you go there , Mayura," he said, his voice low and husky, his breath warm against my face. "It was my fault ."

His words cut through me like a knife, the weight of his disappoint.

I remained silent, my gaze fixed on the darkness beyond his shoulder. His questions hung in the air, each one piercing my heart like daggers. Tears pricked at the corners of my eyes, but I refused to let them fall.

I said , "it was not your fault , please don't say this ".

Abhimaan’s grip on my waist tightened, pulling me closer until our bodies were almost touching. There was no space between us, not even for a whisper of air. His hand reached up, his fingers wrapping around my chin, gently but firmly. He tilted my head back, forcing me to meet his gaze.

"Mayura, look at me," he whispered, his voice filled with a mix of desperation and determination. "Just tell me , tell me to just destroy them . "

He paused, taking a deep breath, his shoulders slumping under the weight of his confession. "I thought you were like your father," he continued, his voice laced with pain. "I thought you were just another gold digger, selfish and power-hungry. I thought you wanted this marriage for the title, the wealth, the power. I misunderstood you too in the first place . "

"I was wrong, Mayura," he whispered, his voice thick with emotion. "I was so wrong. And for that, I am truly sorry."

The King of Rajasthan, the man who held all the power and wealth, was apologizing to me in the middle of an empty road, with only the rain as our witness. It was a moment of raw vulnerability, a moment of truth that stripped away all the pretenses and left us bare, exposed to each other in a way we had never been before.

Tears welled up in my eyes, and this time, I couldn’t hold them back. They fell freely, mixing with the raindrops that were now pouring down on us. Abhimaan’s apology was a balm to my soul, soothing the wounds of the past, healing the scars that had been left by years of neglect and pain.

As the rain continued to pour down, Abhimaan's arms tightened around me, his warmth seeping through the cold wetness of our clothes. I looked up at him, my heart racing, my breath hitching. There was a fire in his eyes, a raw intensity that both frightened and thrilled me. The tension between us crackled like the storm around us, charged with unspoken emotions.

"In never letting you go again alone ,  Jaana," he whispered, his breath hot against my ear.

I shivered at his words, my mind swirling in anticipation. I should have been scared , but instead, I found myself drawn to him, to the possessiveness in his voice and the fierce determination in his eyes. It was like he had claimed a part of me that I didn't even know existed, a part that wanted to be protected, wanted to be cherished.

But before I could gather my thoughts, Abhimaan's hand moved to cup my cheek, his thumb brushing away the raindrops that mingled with the tears on my face. His touch was gentle, a stark contrast to the intensity of his words, and it sent a jolt of warmth through my body. His eyes softened as he looked down at me, and I saw the worry etched into his features.

"Mayura," he murmured, his voice low and tender. "I know the truth about your family. I know how they treated you, how they hurt you. You don't have to hide it from me ."

A sob rose in my throat, the flood of emotions threatening to overwhelm me. I bit my lip, trying to hold back the tears, but Abhimaan must have sensed it. He tilted my chin up, forcing me to meet his gaze.

"You don’t have to be strong all the time," he whispered, his voice soothing. "You’re safe with me."

His words broke through my defenses, and before I knew it, the tears were falling freely. Abhimaan pulled me closer, wrapping me in his embrace, his hands rubbing soothing circles on my back as I cried against his chest. The storm raged around us, but in his arms, I felt sheltered, protected.

When my sobs finally subsided, I felt a sense of relief, a weight lifting off my shoulders. Abhimaan pulled back slightly, his eyes searching for mine. There was something else there now, something deeper, more primal. Without a word, he leaned in, his lips brushing against mine in the softest, most tender kiss.

I froze for a moment, caught off guard by the gentle intimacy of the kiss. But as his lips moved against mine, coaxing me, I felt myself melting into him. I wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him closer, and he responded by deepening the kiss. The world around us faded away, leaving only the two of us in the storm, connected by the heat and passion that flared between us.

Abhimaan's hands slid down to my waist, pulling me closer until there was no space left between us. His kiss grew more intense, more urgent, and I felt a fire ignite in my belly. It was as if all the tension, all the emotions we had been holding back, were being released in that moment. The kiss was fierce and demanding, yet filled with an undeniable tenderness that made my heart ache.

I gasped as his lips left mine, trailing down to my neck, leaving a path of heat in their wake. My hands clutched at his shoulders, my breath coming in short, desperate bursts as he nipped and kissed the sensitive skin of my throat. The rain continued to pour down on us, soaking our clothes, but neither of us seemed to care. We were lost in each other, in the storm of emotions that raged between us.

"Mayura," Abhimaan murmured against my skin, his voice thick with desire. "You’re mine. No one will ever hurt you again. I promise you that."

His words sent a shiver down my spine, and I couldn’t help but feel a mix of fear and excitement. The possessiveness in his voice, the way he claimed me, was overwhelming, but it also made me feel wanted in a way I had never experienced before.

Abhimaan pulled back slightly, his eyes blazing with intensity as he looked down at me. "Did those boys hurt you?" he asked, his voice low and dangerous. There was a lethal edge to his tone, and I knew he was talking about the friends of my brother .

I shook my head, my voice barely above a whisper. "No, they didn’t… not physically."

Abhimaan’s jaw tightened, and I could see the fury simmering beneath the surface. "They will pay for what they did," he growled, his hands gripping my waist tighter. "I won’t let anyone hurt you, jaana . Not ever again."

The intensity in his voice sent a thrill of fear through me, but also a strange sense of comfort. He was the devil himself, ready to bring hell down on anyone who dared to harm me, and while it scared me, it also made me feel protected, cherished in a way I had never been before.

"But I hate them, Abhimaan," I whispered, my voice trembling. "I hate them for what they did, but I don’t want you to get hurt because of me."

Abhimaan’s expression softened, and he leaned down to kiss my forehead, his lips lingering there for a moment. "You’re worth it, Mayura," he said softly. "You’re worth everything."

His words wrapped around my heart, and I felt tears welling up in my eyes again, but this time they were tears of gratitude, of overwhelming emotion. I reached up and cupped his face in my hands, pulling him down into another kiss, this one softer, filled with all the emotions I couldn’t put into words.

As our lips met again, I felt a sense of peace wash over me, a sense of belonging. In Abhimaan’s arms, I felt like I had finally found my place, like I was exactly where I was meant to be. The storm outside mirrored the storm of emotions inside me, but with Abhimaan by my side, I knew I could weather it, that we could face whatever came our way together.

And as the rain continued to pour down, soaking us to the bone, I knew that no matter what happened, I was safe in his arms, in his heart. Abhimaan’s possessiveness, his protectiveness, they were overwhelming, but they were also comforting, grounding me in a way I hadn’t known I needed.

I pulled back slightly, my breath coming in short gasps as I looked up at him, my eyes searching his. "Abhimaan," I whispered, my voice trembling with emotion. "I… I’m scared a little to be honest but I trust you."

His eyes softened, and he leaned down to press a gentle kiss to my lips, his hand coming up to cradle the back of my head. "You don’t have to be scared, Jaana," he murmured against my lips. "I’m here, and I’m not going anywhere."

His words were a balm to my soul, soothing the fears and insecurities that had plagued me for so long. And in that moment, I knew that no matter what happened, no matter what challenges we faced, I would always have Abhimaan by my side, protecting me, loving me.

As the storm raged around us, I felt a sense of calm settle over me. Abhimaan’s arms were my sanctuary, his love , my shield. And as he kissed me again, I knew that I was exactly where I was meant to be – in his arms forever.