Convulsing
I'm incomplete
Then there is her
Tiny waist and pretty face.
A blessing to the world,
I can't help but feel resentment.
The butt end of the joke .
You said that I was beautiful,
But payed to look at her.
You had never bought me flowers .
Forgot most birthdays.
But she was always constant .
She was always there.
Even when we were happy .
Well , when I thought we were .
I was laying there, no underwear.
And yet you still picked her.
And you ask why I'm not ' over it '
Forgiveness is the key
Forgiving you is easy . But I cant set it free.
Forgetting is not so simple. I can't unsee the truth.
I wish I was just more like them
But you would have done the same .
You can be the hottest girl, give that man the world .
If something comes by easier , he'll throw away his word .
A man's word means nothing . Not in 25'
The internet ruined romance, love is not alive .
There's only lust, and puppy love that slowly fades to grey.
I wish I could pause time , capture us , this moment in a frame. And I could crawl inside it whenever I'm alone.
And get the sweet reminder with you it feels like home .