Theo's POV
There's a pack meeting today. Scott insists I go. I told him multiple times I want to stay home today but he "threatened" me. I knew Liam was going to be there. I really can't handle that today. I might as well embrace it and start getting ready.
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I turned the engine off and got out of my truck. I dragged my feet up to the door and knocked on the door. Scott opened up and welcomed me. I noticed Liam wasn't here yet. He's always last coming to these things. We all start talking and they even get me to crack a smile a little bit. I was nervous they would shut me out since I'm not with Liam anymore. It's nice to know I'm not totally alone.
I heard the door open and smelled that unforgettable scent. Liam's here. My heart beat was a little shaky at first but I managed to keep it steady. Liam came into the living room where we were all sitting and did a scan around with his eyes. Once they landed on me he froze.
Come on Theo get it together. You're a manipulative bad boy chimera, you don't get these kind of feelings. Maybe I need to turn cold to shove them away. Yes, that's it.
Everyone said hi to Liam. "Hey Theo." Liam greeted with a half smile. "Hey." I muttered quietly. He looked sad after I said that. This is why I'm not that bad boy chimera anymore. Liam changed me for the better. It feels like for the worse right now because I can't handle all of this tonight.
My mind is off the topic when everyone starts arguing over what movie to watch. "What about The Kissing Booth?" Lydia cooed. We all groan and said a loud no. She rolled her eyes, "fine, someone else think of a movie then!"
I thought of different movies we could watch. "Let's watch Deadpool. You all know it's hilarious." I make my case. "Yeah that actually is a really good idea." Liam agreed with a smile.
Damnit why is he being so nice to me right now? This makes things a million times harder. They turn the tv on and rent Deadpool. I go into the kitchen because everyone's complaining how starving they are.
I scavenge through the cabinets looking for something good. "Theo." I heard behind me. I whip my head around to see Liam. I grab what I need from the kitchen and walk out without saying anything to Liam. I can sense how sad he is and it physically pains me right now.
We watch the rest of the movie and laugh and smile. At the end of the movie I walk to get myself something to drink. "Theo you can't ignore me forever." Liam whisper yelled. "Yes I can. It's easier this way." I muttered and opened the fridge.
"Easier then what? Theo you're allowed to feel whatever you want to feel but don't you dare start taking this all out by ignoring me!" Liam started to get mad. Might as well do what I need to do now.
"Easier then doing this." I said and immediately smashed my lips against his. It was euphoric. I forgot how amazing these kisses feel.
Liam doesn't spare a second to kiss back with the same amount of passion. Both of us were so deprived of this. We were addicted like this was a drug.
I deepen the kiss by pushing him against the counter and running my hands through his air. He moans into the kiss and my knees grow week, I missed this so damn much.
"OH MY GOD!" Stiles yelled as Scott dropped a bowl of popcorn on the ground. We yank away to see the entire pack staring at us eyes opened wide. I guess this was sort of a shock.
"Are you guys back together?" Lydia gasped.
I fumbled around with my fingers and look over to Liam. "We don't know. We should probably talk about it." Liam mumbles as he walks away. I stutter and awkwardly point the direction he left and followed him.
I drove Liam and I back to his place. The second we walked in the door I asked, "are your parents home?"
"Nope. Working the night shift." He told me. I muttered a 'good' before smashing my lips against his again. We continued this while walking up the stairs and onto his bed.
After a few minutes Liam stops me. "Theo, what is this?" Liam sits up and asks. "We're making out, that's what this is." I played dumb. He gave me "the look" and I sighed.
"I don't know I guess we never had the chance to actually talk about this."
Liam ran his hand through his hair as I spoke. "Liam I still have feelings for you." I grabbed his hand, "Liam I love you, and I know you love me too." I look at him with a pleading look. Almost as if I'm searching for hope in his eyes.
"Theo I don't know, we did break up for a reason." Liam whispered. I ripped my hand away and stood up. I go for the door when Liam's unsteady voice stopped me. "Theo where are you going?" I closed my eyes for a second. I turn around and mutter, "I need a drink."
I storm off and drive to the nearest club. I walk in and flash my fake id. It luckily works and I immediately focus my direction towards the bar. I order a few shots and take them to a table in the back. I pull out my stash of wolfsbane and pour some in.
I put the glass to my lips and down one shot.
Two shots.
Three.
Now four.
I began to feel drunk and run out to the center of the club. In the middle of my "dancing" a guy walks up to me. He whispers in my ear and puts his lips up against my neck. I shrugged him off but not to hard. I'm not as strong in my drunken and unaware state of mind.
I thought he walked away but I saw him come back around. This time he puts his hand on my pants, above that spot. I feel uncomfortable and try to squirm away. He holds my arms and goes to place wet sloppy kisses on me as I'm fighting to get away.
"No stop!" I mutter but I'm starting to get light headed. Next thing I know someone pulls the guy off of me and throws him on the ground.
"Get away from my boyfriend!"