Liam's POV
After gym class we all changed back into our normal clothes. School was now over and I was feeling friendly and did something very very stupid.
"Hey Theo. You should come back to my place. Just to play some video games or something." I start to stutter towards the end.
At first he just stayed silent. "Yeah, why not. I'll drive you in my truck." We both got in and drove down to my house.
I threw my bag down and turned on my console. I pop in the first game I see and hand Theo a remote.
We continue playing until eventually, he beats me. "How did you get so good?" I threw my hands in defeat. He laughed. "I got some practice over the months." Theo admitted. I rolled my eyes and insisted on a rematch.
"Come on! No! This way this way! Yes! Ha I win." I start scrambling and yelling. Theo laughed. He looked over at me. I looked into his eyes and all the memories came rushing back.
"Okay next game." I quickly said and glued my eyes on the screen. "We could be playing this game naked if you chose other wise." Theo smirked. "Oh is that so?" I laughed. Theo nodded.
"I bet you wish we were right now." I teased. "Oh I think you're the one who wants it." He just teased me back.
"Sure I'd want it." I offered. "The thing is" Theo stopped for a second, "you don't want it."
I was confused. "You broke up with me. Ending all of that." He explained. "So this is my fault?" I scoffed. "Yeah, it kind of is." Theo told me.
"You should just go." I whispered. Theo threw his controller on the ground and walked out.
I pull out my phone and contemplate over who to text.
LIAM
hey scott, you have a minute?
SCOTT
what's up lil beta
LIAM
it's Theo
SCOTT
okay hang on
LIAM
umm okay?
SCOTT
Youðð»stillðð»loveðð»himðð» you always have and always will!! You broke up with him for some reason only you will know. So now the only way to be with him is to argue with him because then at least he'll feel something for you. I think you'd rather have him be yelling at you instead of nothing at all. Now it's not my place to say this or anything but the pack and I are just desperately waiting for you 2 to get back together.
LIAM
wow
SCOTT
wow what?
LIAM
wow you are very right
SCOTT
I am??
LIAM
trust me scott, I wish I was back with him. My heart aches without him. He's the love of my life. It's a bit more complicating then just getting back together. We constantly argue and there's no way of getting past that in a relationship
SCOTT
I can see that. here's a piece of advice
LIAM
ooo my favorite
SCOTT
yes I love Malia with all my heart, but before that was Allison. We don't talk about her much. She was my first love. There was no doubt in my mind she was my soulmate. We had some issues and broke up. Then heaven took her in too early. Not a day goes by where I don't miss her. Life's too short to ignore your heart. Liam, if you truly believe Theo is the one then don't hesitate to make it right. You don't want to be in my situation.
LIAM
Scott... I'm so sorry you went through that. Theo is the one. I know it. I'm going to try my hardest to make it work. Thank you
SCOTT
of course
LIAM
you're the closest thing I have to a dad right now
SCOTT
what about your step dad?
LIAM
my parents work constantly, never home. they don't know what I'm going through right now
SCOTT
that's something no one should have to go through
LIAM
I've been going through a lot of stuff lately, I always make it out
SCOTT
you will, i love you Liam
LIAM
I love you too scott, thank you for everything you do for me
ââ
LIAM
why do we keep screwing this up?
THEO
well hello to you too
LIAM
I'm serious. Why won't this friendship work?
THEO
we can't force what isn't meant to be
LIAM
we aren't meant to be..?
THEO
we aren't meant to be friends. we will always be more then that
LIAM
Theo..
THEO
I may not be your first love, but you were mine
I set down my phone. I thought about what Scott said about his first love, Allison. I'm so scared that I'll lose Theo somehow.
THEO
sorry, I probably shouldn't have went there
LIAM
it's no problem at all
LIAM
I got your ring by the way
THEO
Lydia?
LIAM
yep, she gave it to me earlier at school. it was really sweet of you
THEO
Liam?
LIAM
yes?
THEO
it hurts
LIAM
what hurts Theo?
THEO
my heart
LIAM
did something happen??
THEO
yeah... I met a boy. who I fell in love with, so in love with. he was the light of my life. my voice of reason. he left me not to long ago and it kills me
LIAM
that guy who left sounds like a dumbass
THEO
gotta give him credit, he made me, of all people, fall in love
LIAM
what a lucky guy
THEO
if anything I was the lucky one
I set down my phone. The tears were covering the screen. I miss him so much. I choke out a sob. Again and again until I can barely breathe. I want to scream and cry until nothing comes out anymore.
LIAM
I miss you
THEO
no you don't, you don't love me anymore
Tears were streaming down my face. He needs to know. It was about 2:30 in the morning. I called Theo.
"Liam?" Theo's voice cracked. "Theo you don't get it." I choked out, still sobbing. "Liam what's wrong? Why are you crying so much?" He sounded worried. "You think I don't love you! I only think about you every single second. It hurts me to see you and not be able to run up and kiss or hug you." I cried. "I can't handle this right now." I could tell Theo was starting to cry.
All of a sudden, the line went dead. The phone call was over, as was my relationship with Theo.
a/n
idk about you guys but I friken teared up a lot while writing those conversations.
also sorry for so much text conversations but it gets everything that needs to be said out there!
(happy chapters soon)