Liam's POV
It's time to leave our little vacation. I couldn't have spent the last day any better. I feel so content and happy with life right now. I already know that will disappear once I get to school. Gabe and Nolan have been giving me a hard time lately, I'm honestly scared to see what happens if they find out I'm bi.
"Liam you ready?" Mason called out. I nodded, grabbing my things and headed over to Theo's truck. The four of us got in and started to drive home. Shortly before that we all appreciated our last moments on our camping trip. I'll definitely miss it.
"Baby are you feeling okay?" Theo whispered to me in a concerning voice. "I guess I'm just tired." Theo warily eyes me while maintaining eyes on the road. "Alright then just get some rest." He softly tells me.
I continue to drift off into a deep, terrifying sleep. I immediately had thoughts that made me scared.
"Liam?" Theo came up to me. "Hey baby!" Theo looked disgusted. "Baby? No listen here you pathetic little loser." I was suddenly really confused. We were fine two seconds ago. "Oh that's cute, you think I actually liked you? Well I don't. You disgust me." Theo spat. Gabe and Nolan, following short behind him ready to beat the living hell out me. I turn away to see the entire pack laughing at me. "You will always be a disgrace to this pack!" The words ring in my head.
"LIAM!" Theo roughly shook me awake. I felt the tears running down my face. Theo goes to wipe them away when I got scared and hit his hand away. He moved back and looked scared. "Baby I'm sorry." He whispered. "No it's not your fault. I was having a bad dream." I told him. He asked me what happened but I didn't want to seem weak so I didn't tell him.
"Where's Mason and Corey?" I asked, suddenly confused about my surroundings. "We noticed you looked upset so they ran in to get slushees, your favorite." I noticed we were currently in a gas station.
"How long until we're home?" I asked.
"Just another hour, it's their time to drive so let's cuddle in the back."
Theo and I hopped in back and I didn't care about my seatbelt at the moment. I just cuddled into Theo's side, still feeling uneasy from the dream. I slowly took in his scent and felt myself calm down a little bit.
Theo fell asleep so I just pulled out my phone. I saw 2 texts from Lydia.
LYDIA
hey is everything ok?
LYDIA
we saw you guys pull into the gas station but not get gas lol
LIAM
I was having a really bad dream so they pulled over to check on me
LYDIA
are you okay?? did you guys talk about it?
LIAM
no.. I'd prefer not to tell anyone what happened
LYDIA
Liam that's not healthy. You need to get it out of your system and if not to me then literally anyone
LIAM
...fine
LIAM
I woke up in the dream and said hey to Theo and all and I called him baby and he looked really disgusted and said he never really loved me and he's sick by the thought of me and then Gabe and Nolan came to beat the shit out of me and Theo was ready to help them I saw all of you and you guys said I was a disgrace to the pack and I don't belong
LYDIA
omfg Liam!! I'm so sorryð you don't deserve those thoughts! None of them are even slightly true
LIAM
idk I guess
LYDIA
Liam no they aren't true
LIAM
maybe not but I still wonder idk anyway Theo is waking up and I don't want him seeing these texts, I'll tell him myself
LYDIA
love you Liam, good luckð
Eventually I told the guys about my dream and of course Theo was beyond pissed at me for thinking of that. He told me to never think of any possible universe where he won't love me. Which really helped because this boy is the love of my life and I don't want to ever lose him.
"Theo?"
"Yes baby?"
"I love you." I cheekily smile.
"I love you always and forever too baby"
I smiled. I love him so damn much. "There's literally nothing in the world that would make me want to leave you." I whispered. He grinned wider then I've ever seen before.
A quick hour goes by and I'm being dropped off at my house to unpack my stuff. I hop into the hot shower to simply wind down before unpacking. I did and think in there until the beads of water burn my back. I throw on some sweatpants and fall back on my bed. The pure bliss of laying on a real bed it's simply magical right now. I close my eyes only to just immediately open them again. Theo. Does he even have a home to unpack in?
LIAM
baby
LIAM
pls answer
LIAM
theodore raken
LIAM
cmon babeeee
THEO
yes love?
LIAM
love? holy crap I love when you say that
LIAM
I swear I'm like dying now
LIAM
ANYWAY
LIAM
do you have a place?????
THEO
Thanks for finally noticing.... bitchass. Yes I got an apartment with the little savings I have left. I live like 5 minutes away from the school
LIAM
huh.. I'll definitely have to visit you more often
THEO
yeah you do that dunbar
LIAM
oh I will!! now if you excuse me I am hella tired and I'm going to go to sleep
THEO
goodnight babyð I love you
THEO
sweet dreams :)
And tonight, I slept safe and sound. No bad dreams and no tears. Just Theo fresh in my mind.