CHRISTIAN
Francescaâs words sting more than Iâd like to admit. I donât want her to see that side of me, the side that mirrors my father.
Truth be told, itâs Francescaâs presence at QB Enterprises thatâs brought out this side of me.
Iâve always been firm with my employees, but with her, I feel this overwhelming need to protect her, to right the wrongs done to her.
Sheâs mad about the move, that much is clear. Even when I showed her the apartment, she kept her emotions locked behind a stoic facade.
âI thought we could have dinner,â I suggest, standing in the doorway of her kitchen with a small smile. âI made a reservation atââ
âIâm actually pretty tired.â
âI could have Mrs. Godfrey makeââ
âIâm just going to go to bed.â
âYouâre angry.â
âNo shit, Sherlock.â Francesca rolls her eyes.
âI thought we talked about it.â
âYou talked. What am I supposed to do, Christian? You now control every part of my life. Is this what a relationship is to you? Am I just a toy?â
âKitten.â
âNo! Do you believe Iâm a talented writer? Or was all that just shit?
âEver since I met you, you have been slowly taking over. Buying my dress for Leoâs wedding, the flight home, the club, this job, my apartment. What else do you want from me?â
âI just want to take care of you, kitten.â
âI need some space. Why donât you date me properly? Ask me on a date instead of ordering me on one.â
âBut Iââ
âGoodnight, Christian. Iâll see you at the office tomorrow.â
Francesca avoids my gaze as she pulls the front door of the apartment open. She stands there, one hand on the door, the other on her hip.
âHow will you get there? I can have Tobyââ
âIâll manage.â
âButââ
âGoodnight, Christian.â This time, she squares her shoulders and meets my eyes.
I thought this is what women wanted.
Iâve never had a real relationship; women have always been tools for my sexual pleasure.
They always seemed upset when I didnât take care of them, spend money on them or spend time with them, and yet Francesca is pushing me away for doing exactly that.
I walk towards the door slowly, each step deliberate. Francesca takes a sharp breath when I stop in front of her. I kiss her right cheek, then her left.
âSleep well, Francesca,â I whisper before letting her close the door behind me.
Walking away is one of the hardest things Iâve ever done.
All I want is to throw her down on my bed and show her exactly who she belongs to.
I love how she responds to me; her body is eager even if her words say otherwise.
As soon as I get back to my penthouse next door, I throw myself into my work. It could wait until tomorrow, but I know I wonât be able to sleep anyway, not without Francesca.
The best sleep Iâve ever had was with Francesca. Not being able to hold her tonight will only bring nightmares.
My phone rings at two in the morning after I send Francescaâs press releases to Leo for review.
âDe Luca.â
âWhy on earth are you awake?â
âAm I not allowed to be productive?â
âBe as productive as you want but donât burn yourself out. QB needs you.â
âWhy did you call, Leo?â
âCheer did good. Best press release I have ever read.â
âI thought so too. It makes us working with an oil giant actually sound like a positive on the environment.â
âI might call her when she wakes up, see how her first day was.â
âShe was belittled by Freeman, and I found her having lunch with your pal Matthews but other than thatâ¦â
âWhat do you have against Myles? He is damn good at his job.â
âHe is a worm and a suck-up. You know how I feel about people like that.â
âSo, did you find out about Cheerâs living arrangements? Does she have a boyfriend?â
His question catches me off guard. If it were up to me, the answer would be a resounding yes. But if he were to ask Francescaâ¦
âI believe she is seeing someone.â
âDo you have a name?â
âWhy?â
âI always check up on the boyfriends. It is my role as her best friend.â
âHowâs your wife?â I ask, trying to steer the conversation away from Leoâs need to micromanage Francescaâs life.
~How is it she is okay with him and not me?~
âPissed about something,â Leo scoffs down the phone. âIâve been sleeping at the office the last few nights.â
âArenât you supposed to be in the newlywed stage?â
âFucked if I know, man. I donât even know what I did wrong. Oh, while I have you, have you spoken to Evie? She was trying to get ahold of you.â
âEvelyn?â
âYeah, she said she saw you while you were here last month.â
âYes.â
âDid you twoâ¦?â
âI donât see how that is your concern.â
âJust curious. Anyway I should go, lots of work. Go get some rest.â
âSure thing, boss.â
We hang up, and I find myself wondering why Evelyn Walker wants to talk to me.
Our conversation when I was staying with Leo and Beth was brief. She was constantly flirting, and all I could think about was Francesca waiting back in New York.
I push thoughts of the Walker Witch from my mind, and before I know it, Iâm waking up with the imprint of my computer keyboard on my face.
Glancing at the clock on the wall, I see itâs already past eight in the morning. I pull myself from the desk, shower, dress, and head to the kitchen for some coffee.
âMorning, sweetheart,â Mrs. Godfrey greets me with a warm smile.
âMorning.â
âWhereâs your lady friend? I thought Iâd see her this morning.â
âThatâs not really your concern, Mrs. Godfrey.â
âSure, it isnât, sir. Thatâs why Iâm asking. Will you be needing dinner tonight?â
âYes.â
âFor two?â
I shoot her a stern look. Iâm hoping Francesca will join me, but after my failed attempt at inviting her yesterday, Iâm not so sure. When I donât respond immediately, she grins.
âIâll make extra just in case. Leftovers never hurt anyone.â She winks at me before turning her back and resuming her cleaning.
I grab my coffee and a bagel. I walk past Francescaâs door but stop myself from knocking; that would definitely tick her off.
~Why donât you date me properly? Ask me on a date instead of ordering me on one.~
Her words echo in my mind as I slide into the limo. Toby asks me where weâre headed, but I donât respond.
~Where else would I be going?~
Finally, he seems to catch on, and the limo pulls away from the curb.
I canât recall a time when Iâve ever ~asked~ a woman out.
Even in high school and college, girls were just there. I didnât do the asking, they did, or sheâs rightâI ~ordered~ them, leaving no room for refusal.
~Francesca, are you free for dinner tonight?~
I practice the question in my head, trying to sound polite.
She has to say yes. I canât ask any differently.
When Toby pulls up at QB, he says goodbye, and I continue rehearsing my conversation in my head, planning every tone and inflection for maximum effect.
I stride through the foyer to my floor and pass Bridget on my way into my office.
Iâm signing documents, lost in thought, when I jump at the sight of Bridget standing in front of me.
âOh, you scared me,â I say, clutching my chest. I see a spark of amusement in her eyes, but she quickly hides it.
âIâm sorry, sir, I did knock, and I also called your name.â
âI apologize, Bridget, I was lost in thought.â
âNo problem, sir, I just wanted to let you know about your meetings today. Youâre free until eleven, and all your meetings are in-house today.â
âThank you.â
âIs there anything else you need before I get back to work?â
âActually, yes, can you check on Miss Barton? Iâd like to know if sheâs arrived, and Iâd like to speak with her as soon as she does.â
âMiss Barton arrived at seven, sir.â
âSeven?â
âYes, thatâs what security told me. I arrived just after seven-thirty this morning, and Karl said that Frankieâsorry, Miss Bartonâwas already working.â
I smile at the thought. She acts like Iâm the reason she has this job when the truth is she deserves it. No other employee is as dedicated.
âIâll be back shortly, Bridget,â I say, standing from my chair and heading toward the door.
âOf course, sir.â I hear laughter in her voice.
I practically run to the elevator, urging it to move faster.
Everyoneâs heads snap to attention as I step out. Some quickly return to their work, trying to look twice as busy, while others, like Miss Freeman and Mr. Matthews, rush over to me.
âMr. De Luca, I didnât realize youâd be coming down this morning. Is there something we canââ
âIâm looking for Miss Barton.â
Zoeâs face falls slightly before she forces a fake smile.
âOf course, sir, if there was an issue with her work, though, I would be more thanââ
âHer work was fine yesterday. Have you read the press release?â I ask but donât wait for an answer. âThis isnât about work.â
Mylesâs expression changes slightly.
âFrankieâs cubicle is around the corner on the left.â
Without thanking them, I stride past them toward Francesca, whoâs engrossed in her computer, her fingers flying across the keyboard.
âWorking hard?â I ask, and Francesca jumps, startled, much like I was earlier this morning. I chuckle as she narrows her eyes at me.
âIâm busy, Christian.â
âI promise I wonât take up much of your time,â I say, holding my hands up in surrender.
Francesca swivels in her chair to face me, a small smile playing on her lips.
âLetâs start over, kitten. Good morning, Francesca.â
âGood morning, Christian.â She smirks.
âI hope you slept well.â
âOkay.â She shrugs nonchalantly.
âDo you have plans tonight?â
Francesca studies me for a moment before answering.
âNo.â
âWould you like to have dinner with me?â I ask, holding my breath, anxiously waiting for her answer, and fighting the urge to pull her into my arms and kiss those beautiful lips.
âNot tonight. But thank you for the invitation.â
âW-what?â I stutter.
âI said not tonight.â
âBut you said you donât have plans.â
âI donât, and I appreciate you asking me, but I have a lot of work to catch up on since I only work at QB two days a week.â
âSo you wonât have dinner with me?â
âNot tonight.â Francesca takes my hand in hers. âDonât give me that hurt puppy look.â She chuckles. âI like you, Christian. Iâm not saying never, Iâm just saying not tonight.â
âNo woman has ever said no to me before you.â
âI know.â She gives my hand a gentle squeeze.
Without a second thought, I take hold of her chin, drawing her lips nearer to mine. My eyes dart between her own and her lips, but she doesnât resist. Her breaths come faster, and she leans in.
I let my lips brush against hers, a fleeting touch before I pull back just a bit.
âIâm not going to quit asking,â I whisper, and she grins before giving my lips a quick peck.
âI know.â