Chapter 55: chapter 55

Book 4: Moogathirai ( The veil of desires)Words: 17245

Author's  POV."How do you feel now?"he asked her passing her the soup, she got it from him took her first sip then placed it aside and looked up at him....."What do you think Dev...Are you happy?"He smiled and shifted closer to her ,she leaned on his shoulder he held her palm in his and kissed her head..."Just Happy....I don't know how to measure this feeling ...its hard to express. Its beautiful also making me scared little bit......but I am overwhelmed....Indeed I didn't expected this news was surprise for me  too....I surely didn't expect on the first day of our Honeymoon I will  get the news of my baby on board..."he said the with a chuckle she hits his shoulder playfully..."Yeah plan honeymoon after celebrating 2nd year Wedding Anniversary and say you didn't expect me getting pregnant "she glared at him..."Oh madam it was you who didn't want to come out of our house at all.....first you said you want to spent time with amma again when I planned for our honeymoon you pointed out Aadhiran's new born baby and being good Aathai you don't want to come you only agreed now and that end up like this......you can't blame me for this madam....""Still you didn't let go of the idea of this honeymoon..."she retorted.....he rolled his eyes..."Because this was the best advice I got from your dear father my maams that when he first asked about Honeymoon Athai said she will only agree after finishing the construction of new house ....and when the house construction was over Atthai is already pregnant with Magilan macha....Simply he never went for honeymoon its always family trips......so I decided no matter what we are going for honeymoon and this turned out like this  "she sat up straight and glared at him...."You are speaking like you have nothing to do with this baby.....Mr.Jayadev I am pregnant because of you forget using condoms and always on high ..........So in real sense it wasn't me who spoiled your this shitty honeymoon plan flop"she shouted ...he took deep breath and pulled her in his arms...she Struggled to get out of his hold he held her tightly...."Shhhh.....calm down .....yes it was my fault only.....I am fool okay.....don't get angry now....its not good for the baby....shhhh.... calm down.....I am here..."he cooed her patting her head hugging her close to his chest...she calmed and peaked out from his chest and looked at him..."We are supposed to be happy about the baby....but see we were arguing like this...."she didn't answered but hugged him tightly hiding her face in his chest.....she mumbled..."Dev....I don't know why I reacted like that.......I don't know what exactly I feel......it felt  strange...""You don't want this baby Uyir???"he didn't like the idea of losing this baby.....but surely he won't force her it was she who is going to change ,her body will undergo changes and her mental health too. She shook her head Negatively...."What are you even asking Dev....this is our baby..... why won't I want him/ her.....its just overwhelming and making me clueless......indeed I was over the moon when the doctor said that I am pregnant today.........but now many thoughts running in my mind.....I want to run to my family and say them that I am going to be amma soon and see how my Appa and Mii react to it ...and how my brother's reacts......we just now informed Atthai and mama.....I asked them not to tell anyone  because I want to tell them in person........but now I am confused.......what would be Tisya's condition....because yesterday Only we talked and I did suggested her about adoption.....Anna was ready to apply for Adoption he asked me to know her opinion in common before he break this conversation with her.....he is already worried for her and he doesn't want to make a move before knowing her standpoint.....he doesn't ask her directly because he know Tisya.....she would think even he think her as insufficient for him....which would be last thing he want her to think............when we are returning back from the hospital all I thought was about this.........She is always been there for me how would she react to my pregnancy news is kind of making me worried for her.....I don't want to hurt her Dev....can you understand what I am saying.... "she asked him with concern and worried.....he took a deep breath and cupped her face ..."Do you think your Anna and Anni won't be happy after knowing about our baby..."she shook her head as no..."They would be the happiest.....and Anna he will go crazy for sure...."she said with a smile remembering her overprotective and loving Elder brother...indeed sometimes he just irritate her to the core but he loves her the most...all know about that....And Tsiya she is her best friend whom Uyir would go first when ever she feels anxious and Tisya would be there for her always....Tsiya was the best thing happened in her life out of her family...Dev kissed her forehead and mumbled"You are just confused Uyir.....it will be alright...Don't think too much about it....hmmm.....we will go back to our home I asked about travelling the Doctor said its okay as you already passed 3rd month....""yeah I didn't felt anything different ....I really didn't thought I would be pregnant.......because I do have irregular periods and was taking medication for that...This pregnancy thought didn't came up...Did you felt anything strange with me Dev?"she questioned him...indeed she didn't got any dizziness or tiredness in these three months...she felt everything normal...he chuckled hearing her question and said in husky tone making her go all red....."You become even more Wild in bed Uyir.."she hid her face in his chest making him giggle....he further added..."You started speaking alot.....started complaining more......demanding my attention more than you did before....seems like my daughter is more crazy and loud compared to her mother""it was those rare times I am agreeing with your points..."Uyir said seriously that surely shocked him "you are agreeing with me for real....."he asked her she looked at me weirdly..."Stop acting like I never did Dev...and I surely don't want her to be dramatic like you for sure""Yeah she should be like you right always silent and scary"he said in sarcastic tone gaining another punch from her....he just laughed...Time skips..."mama why your son is not like you??"Uyir asked Jaishankar who was now pealing the pomegranate for her while her Atthai applying oil in her hair to braid it..."Why do you ask like that Uyir....My son is best husband one can get" Devaki supported her son....Uyir rolled her eyes"I won't agree Aathae..""why is that?""Because you are like me who loves reading books and mama listen to your rants about the book after you read them........but your son don't do that he would be busy with his laptop and work and have zero patience to listen about my rants on books......but he does listen when I Schold him like I was giving him speech praising him....So don't support your son ......all he cares about was work.....isn't mama also had work back then he still listen to your rants.....but now see your busy son.....he said he would be home early to take me for walking but............ see he is already two minutes late...."she said the last line hearing his car sound.....Jaishankar laughed while Devaki shocked hearing that......Jayadev stopped going to office from the day he knows about the pregnancy.. He wants to be with her all the time during her pregnancy.... Today some important meeting is there he have to attend... He already decided to cancel it but Jaishankar said he would stay at home and asked him to attend this meeting alone.. Because in all these months it's Jaishankar who is going to office and manage things giving this break to Dev from office work... "Who your mama listen to me ah.......he just stare at me and not even single word of mine reaches his ears he would just sight me all the time and I being naive then thought he was listening to me ....He just let be blabber on my own he would just admire me .....atleast Dev listen to your scoldings he won't do that too...so don't speak without knowing the truth......and why are you laughing huh......"Devaki said the last line glaring at her husband who shut his mouth immediately...."Uyiiirrrrr"There comes familiar voice... Its Aadarsh who came along with Jayadev... Uyir furrowed looking at the bags in Aadharsh's hand... "Darsha.... What is that  "He came towards her with exciting smile... Devaki gave him water first.. "Thanks Atthaa... At least you cared about me... See this hearless sister of mine... She is more worried about what is inside the bag not my presence how inconsiderate she is.. "He said to Devaki and sat on the sofa placing the bag aside and taking the pomegranate filled bowl to eat... "That's mine Dharsh... Mama pealed them for me to eat. If you want you can take the full one and peal it yourself"Uyir said glaring him. Which he ignored and said Devaki..... "Didn't I said she is heartless.. She is just proving it atthai"He said dramatically gaining a slap on his shoulder from his sister... Who now snatched that bowl from him and placed another full un pealed pomegranate in his hand... And started eating the pomegranate glaring at him... "See she acts like a baby ... And she is having baby..... Andavaa nee than intha jeevangala kapathanum... "(God you should save this poor people from her) "Why are you here Darsh.... Say that first"She spated... By that time Dev came back changing into t shirt and tracks sat beside her... She immediately leaned back comfortably on his shoulder... He smiled and kissed her head.... She smiled back at him even feed some pomegranate to him... Aadarsh felt contended seeing his sister smile but didn't voiced out... He spoke... "I went to children's store to buy toys for Aghathiyan so I brought for my dear niece too.... Here "He showed the bag... Uyir let out a huge sign... "Really Dharsh.... There is already a room full of toys and she isn't even born..... You give them to Aaghu.. At least he would play with them right.... ""I brought for him to its in the car... Now this is for my marumaga....... You don't have any right to reject... Let my marumaga decide when she decide to come out.... "He said creasing her 6 months baby bump felt a kick.... "Seee my marumaga likes that idea...."Uyir rolled her eyes... "You all four brothers say the same thing... Seems like this was preplanned reason you all decided to give for spoiling my baby even before birth... "Aadarsh smiled sheepishly because that was the truth... In fact the four brothers have deal within them each day one person would go to visit her...the timetable which they strictly follow till now.... Yesterday it was Magil's turn and tomorrow it's Mugilan's.. Uyir shook her head in disbelief at her brother's craziness.... Time skips.. Uyir was looking at the table filled with food items everything is her favorite her Appa brought them all just because his daughter called him and said she is craving for food... He was in the middle of an important he left that along with him Aghat to came they brought the half and the remaining they went home and cooked themselves to get lined up here for their favorite girl... Uyir licked her lips tempted just by seeing them... She just took one bite from the pastry... She couldn't hold up she felt nauseating ran towards the sink she puked everything.... All worried for her..... She couldn't eat even single item in that table... She wanted to but her baby is not ready for it...... She had to take her tablet.... So finally she could eat the Bread omelet and juice made by her husband... Times skips "YOU ALL GOING TO STAY HERE  DON'T DARE TO COME OUT OF THIS ROOM......UNDERSTAND!!!!!"That's Gowri warning all the men, Devaki looked at them sadly she surely not going to help them right now she very well know why her Anni doing this ....after all they made a big scene in hospital....it was all chaotic a moment before Gowri decides its enough......Jai shankar who just came back after buying the medicine the doctor asked for saw this scene with confusion and moved towards his wife......seeing him Devaki went to him..."Did you gave the medicines they asked.."he nodded his head positively and asked in low voice..."What is Happening here??"Devaki looked back and saw his both brothers along with their 4 sons  sitting in a row silently and Gowri Glaring at them.........she signed and turned back....."They are were too loud more than Uyir who is in labor pain......they even started threatening the nurses and doctors .....Anni had enough and just now putting some sense in their mind now all siting there silently.."she said him....Jaishankar do understand the men's inner turmoil comparing to what he did during Jayadev's birth they can be forgiven.........he literally kept that hospital dean in hostage till Dev born and Devaki called him inside.....these men can't do that considering the fact this is their hospital and Aadhiran being the new Dean....he himself was uncontrollable and whole hospital staffs were scared seeing their ever so calm dean like that....They didn't get to see how impatient and worried Aadhiran was during his son Agathiyan's birth because Issai know about her family men's well....so during labor pain she didn't allowed both his father and husband locked in next room which is sound proof till the baby's birth......Uyir got labor pain during her baby shower function itself no one was ready for that....she would enter into 8th month next week and the due date was one month later ......Jayadev sitting Infront of the operation theater lifelessly........he was hell scared and right now all he wanted was Uyir to be safe ......he already got panic attack an hour before as those  traumatic experience of his childhood surfaced where he saw his mother in the poll of blood and waiting Infront of operation theater like this the 8 year old Sat in front of the operation theater and he heard his father asking Shekar to take Dev with him..........more than Uyir he scared them when he unable to breath properly......he gained his  conscious just a moment before not hearing anyone's pleading he came out of observation room and sat there .......his hands were shaking and his eyes didn't moved away from the operation theater door...Jaishankar saw his son and moved toward him and placed his hand in his shoulder......Dev looked at his father......he can't imagine him in his place...this man Infront of him was once in his situation even more worse than this...Jaishankar very well known that he lost his second born at that time and his wife is battling for her life and his son was stonic and didn't spoke anything from the moment he saw his mother like that.....still he managed to gather himself stood strong  hoping nothing would happen to his wife  and tried to safeguard his son  too... Dev hugged his father tightly and cried..."Sorry for hurting you paah.."Jaishankar wiped his own tears and cleared his throat....he can't be weak....he patted his son's back and said.."Don't be.....you aren't at fault.......and don't worry nothing will happen to my daughter in law and granddaughter.......you have to be strong for them""Avaa...enkita thirumba vanthuduva laa paah..."(She would comeback to me right Paah...)"She have to and she will Dev.....don't worry...."The nurse and the doctor came out... Jayadev rushed to him... "How is my Uyir..... ""She is fine Jayadev... Your daughter too""Da.. Daughter.... "He asked her with wide eyes.. She smiled and nodded her head  . "Even though she is premature baby.. She is healthy  and Uyir will gain her consciousness soon...you can go inside to see them please don't disturb them... "She said with a smile.... Without wasting a second Jayadev rushed inside   He saw Uyir lying on the bed paled face sweat covered face....he saw a crib next to the bed.... He moved towards them... First he sat near Uyir and held her iv attached hand in his and kissed her forehead.... "You scared me de..... I thought I lost you... "He mumbled placing his head over hers.... His tears fell on her cheeks.... After sometimes he remembered something.. He turned towards the other side and found his daughter sleeping.... She is frowning.... Seems like she was angry at her father who didn't came to her first... With trembling hands he lifted her in his arms... She is soo tiny and soft..... She started crying....He panicked and cradle her lightly cooing her.... "Shhhh..... Ooohhh....Appa inga tha irukein da..... En alureinga.. Hmm....shhhhhh...huhhhh....En chellam laaa.... Thongunga... Shhhh...."(Shhhh.... Ooooh.... Appa is here daa..... Why are you crying... Shh...uuuhhh.... My dearest right.... Sleep... Shhhh) This was the sight Uyir saw first when she opened her eyes...... She smiled looking at them.... In slow voice she spoke... "Dev..... ... Give her to me....... She is hungry"Dev turned and moved towards her passing his daughter very much carefully and helped Uyir sit he sat behind her made her lean on him comfortably then helped her to adjust the cloth to feed their hungry daughter......    He kissed Uyir's head... Who is smiling looking at her baby drinks her milk......