Chapter 53: chapter 53

Author's POV Uyir turned back and saw Jayadev grovelling in front of her.....she observed him keenly but didn't say anything else...she moved and sat on the bed still without moving her eyes from him.....Jayadev felt Uneasy he didn't know what to say....he knew he had to apologize but didn't know where to start...or how to say it precisely because he was ashamed of himself and surely didn't expect Uyir would come back...According to him, he deserved severe punishment surely not her forgiveness.......he took a deep breath ...without looking at her he said..."You should not be here Uyir... ""Oh, why??"she asked him controlling the building-up anger which she thought was no more surfaced when he said exactly what she expected from that man and surely she didn't like that at all.he took a break before saying  "Because I don't deserve you....""That's true....then..." Uyir asked raising up on her feet....he gulped his tears ...."please leave me Uyir.....I don't deserve you......you don't deserve me .....no matter how much angry I was I shouldn't said those words ....even though I don't mean that ...still I deserve punishment for that not your forgiveness....you shouldn't forgive me ..."he said shuttering but there was kind of surety in his words that irritated her to the core....controlling herself she asked him"Then what Should I do???"he looked up at her with painful eyes....she was making it more tough and painful for him....how can he say her to leave him when in real he need her to survive.....still he choose to say it.....she should not live with a man who called her whore......he gulped and said..."leave me.....divorce me...scold me for what I said....you can slap me too at least that will give me some satisfaction that I got the  least I deserved for uttering rubbish yesterday...""Then..."Uyir asked him gritting her teeth....he looked away from her he surely don't have that strength to say those words looking at her eyes.... ....his voice broke still he managed to say the those word that was the final string for Uyir ...."then ......find Someone who you deserves...who will cherish you not hurt you like me...."A tight slap landed on his cheeks surely that might have left her fingerprints there....surely he didn't expected that..." say that again......." she asked furiously....she lost it when he said that...she slapped him once again seeing his silence......she went back and sat on the  bed....she surely don't want to say or do something she would regret later on....Uyir is not Jayadev not to have control over her words....Jayadev moved towards her and kneeled in front of her and held her hand in hers....she didn't pulled away  just watched him ......."Inum 4 adikuda adichuko....but what I said was true....if you can please try to forgive me de.."Uyir slapped him again and again.....then pushed him...he fell back....she controlled her tears....."Is it that much easy for you give up on me....huhhh..I Think I am the fool who thought you love me but you are ready to give up on us that much easily...."Tears left her eyes...she wiped them harshly......"Unaku naa Easy ah kedachutein la athan easy ah thooki podra ....nee intha mari muttal thanama tha yosipa nu theriyum.....naa un mela kovama irukein nu en amma vetlaiye thangita nee thedi lam vanthurukave matta la....athan namaku nalathu naa Rasiketavan athan yarum en kuda irukarathu ila nu polambitu paithiyakaran mari suthirupa.....apokuda  ena vaa de nu kuptruka matta....sona mari Divorce paper anupiruntha kuda aacharya padrathuku ila..Unaku lam thaniya yarum plan potu prachana create pana theva ila neya uruvakikuva....its not ego ithu paithiyakarathanam.....paithiyam... paithiyam....unalam naa epadi love pananu sathiyama enaku therila....."(you got me very easily right that's why its easy for you to throw me away.....I know  your idiotic mind would think something like this only....if by chance I stayed back at my mother's house in the name of punishing you .....you wouldn't have came back to me apologized me.....you would have been like this only hiding from me blaming yourself as misfortunate and roam like an heartbroken guy for the rest of your life still wouldn't dared to come to me and call me back......I surely won't be surprised if you decided to send me divorce papers......trust me you actually don't need someone else to plan and bring problems in your life you are more than enough for that......its not because of ego or somethings its foolishness .....utter foolishness....idiot ...idiot.....I don't know how I fell in love with you....  )he didn't looked up at her ....she sat on the floor leaning back on the bed narrowing her eyes at him...."Look at me ..."she said trying her best to be calm...he lifted his gaze up to  her....she signed....."It should be you who supposed to convince me now .....do you realize that .." he nodded his head lightly...."I am sorry...""is that it???"she asked him ....he shook his head negatively....."I know my sorry won't erase anything I said ....even if you forgive me you can't forget what I said that would remain as a scar ....it would stay with you even if you say you forgot it would comeback if we have any disagreement in future.....even though I didn't said that word directly but that's how those words mean. What if I hurt you like that again in future..... ""if we again fought come to me and convince me don't hide from me.....there is no relationship which is picture perfect ....fights and disagreements are common the strength of the relationship is on how deal with it .....running away can give you some time to breath but won't give you solution...if by chance I did what you said then what would happen....can you able to see me with someone else...."he shook his head vigorously...."Aparam ena poo nu solra....naa poita nee nimathiya irupa  nu solu na poidrein...mudiyuma unala..."(then what...you are asking me to leave.....I will go away but you should promise me that you would be at peace after that...can you???)he shook his head again....she slapped him again now it was less harsh...."When I came back ...I actually thought you would beg me to stay not to leave.....I was ready to forgive you because you mattered to me the most ....I need you the most.....but you asked me why I am here....I started reconsidering my decision of forgiving you if you groveled asked me multiple sorrys.....that's what I actually wanted ....Now I don't know what to say ...truly..... "she fisted her hands closing her eyes and took a deep breath..."Unaku lam ena sonalum puriyaporathu ila.....poda.."(you never going to understand me......poda!!)she said tiredly and about to stand up he held her wrist...she looked at him..."you were ready to forgive me??.....you didn't hate me now?????"he asked her in pleading tone....he couldn't  believe what she said....she glared at him and again slapped him....this time even more lightly that didn't pained him at all...."Did I spoke in Ailen language..."she retorted he smiled and fell on her  feet and started muttering sorry non stop....she was shocked and tried to moved back but the bed was blocking her she can't move back neither stand up as he was holding her calves..."Dev stop....what are you doing....leave me man......stop this right now....leave me...." she said trying to get rid of him....."nooo....you said you will forgive if I ask you  multiple sorrys.....let me ask my sorry until you decide to forgive "he said looking at her then started chanting sorrys....Uyir blinked  her eyes trying to process what actually happened now......how it started and how its going have zero link....she have no clue how can that paithiyam become lovesick puppy now....anyway she have to stop his sorry chants as she heard Devaki calling them again......she took a deep breath "Okay leave me now....I forgave you.."he looked up questioningly ....."are you telling the truth....." "Yes idiot now leave my legs before atthai come  here herself...""So you are forgiving me for amma......no I won't stop now.." he started his chants again..Uyir rolled her eyes asking herself why she married a child......"Dev....that's enough ....I forgave you now leave my legs ...I am hungry ""even I am hungry...I didn't ate anything from yesterday afternoon.....leave that now forgive me.."he seemed not in the plan of leaving her.......she started beating his back in helplessness....surely this time very lighter beating being careful not to hurt him while saying...."Naa tha manichutein nu solreinla viduda thadiya......ethu panalum over dose ah tha panuviya.....intha sorry matharatha niruthu mothala en kathula ratham vanthudum...vidra ena thadimadu......viduuuuuu"(I am saying right I forgave you now leave me da thadiya(bulkyman)......why you do everything in overboard.....stop this sorry chanting first my ears going to bleed.....leave me thadimadu(bulkycow)....leaaveeeee)soon those blinkering changed into giggles then loud laugher..........convincing sessions can end up like this too.........just how they end up together...........Author's Note Hello people....we finally came to the end of this story.....indeed I will give bonus chapters as I would miss them tooone of the toughest female character I wrote so far belongs to this book only.... Uyir and Devaki......Okay do share about your favorite moments in this books....anything you find it special ?what kind of story you actually expected from this story when you started reading this book?please comment atleast now people....Happy Reading📖📖📖📖📖📖📖 Thank You❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️