Chapter 49: chapter 49

Author's POV... Gowri couldn't see her daughter like this...she also don't know how to Pacify her not knowing what is the reason behind her sobbing.... She then remembered Uyir running behind Jayadev...... After that she didn't came back to see anyone...... She concluded its because of Jayadev... After long sobbing Gowri broke the hug wiping her own tears hiding it from her daughter.. It's not right to cry along with Uyir..... Uyir looked at her mother... Gowri wiped her tears and cupped her face.... "I won't go there.... ""Fine... Stay here... " Gowri said... "I hate him now..... I hate him for saying that..... I just don't want to forgive him..... ""Hmmm""How can he even think about me like that... How can he say that..... I.... "Uyir gulped and leaned back on the wall.... Gowri looked at her daughter keenly..... "That's all"Gowri asked Uyir shook her head as no and wiped her tears again which not at all listening to her... It's out of her control..... It's Wenting out her pain she doesn't want it... She want to keep the pain inside... Gowri just hummed in return and Leaned back on the wall just like her daughter... Uyir leaned on her mother's shoulder... There was complete silence neither of them spoke.... That silence of her mother didn't settled well with Uyir...... She looked up and said... "I thought you hate him mii""Who??? ""Jayadev".. Gowri smiled and tilted her head towards her daughter.... " Hate is a very big word Uyir...... And why would I hate the man who made my daughter fall in love... ""Love....... He indirectly said my love was fake and drama.... "Uyir said plainly.... His words again replayed in her mind.... Gowri chuckled hearing her... Uyir looked at her mother questioningly.... "The person who we love the most only have the capability to hurt us the most Uyir.... If the same words said by someone else you wouldn't have cried like this... You know that.... ""He is not someone mii""Hmmmm.... Uyir remember you wished to have a love story like mine and your grandparents's..... "Uyir just nodded her head... "But... ""Let me finish..... Just because you don't know the dark phase of our stories that doesn't mean it didn't existed... We only had a happily ever after..... Just tell me one thing clearly..... You said you won't go back to him and forgive him..... Are you so sure about your words... You really don't want to go back to him or let him inside your life again...""Mii""I mean literal separation Uyir... If you say yes now... You would ever get a chance to see him again in your life...... Now say do you want to relive from the relationship forever.... Won't you accept him if he come back after realizing and beg your forgiveness... ""I won't forgive him that much easily""That wasn't the question Uyir.... Are you capable of forgiving him ever or not.... "Gowri asked her daughter..... Uyir gulped.... How can she say yes........yeah what he did wasn't right and he deserves punishment for that.... But that doesn't mean she would never forgive him and accepts him..... A life without him.... Uyir shook her head vigorously... Gowri smiled at her and creased her head... And cupped her cheeks... "Then don't say anyone what actually happened between you... Or what exactly he said... Not even me..... I won't ask you either... ""Maa...... ""See Uyir... Yes I am your best friend but I am also your mother and I can't see my family breaking right in front of me and my daughter suffering.. Don't expect me to say.. " Leave him you deserve better ".... I am not that kind of a friend who would hear your pains and comfort you and say exactly what you want to hear... I would just say the facts straight on your face which you don't like to hear..... Let me give you the brief consequences of it...I don't need the reason to punish your husband and keep you with me forever.... Your tears are enough for that... If by chance your brother and father or chithapa knows about this not exactly just the news that he hurt you like this... What they would do... You have any idea... "Uyir was silent... Gowri continued.. "They will broke his bones at least .... Or to the extend kill him.... But what will happen after that... Now Jayadev wasn't a outsider.... He was your own Atthai's only son...your father's only sister....... Whom he got very later in life......... If her son died.. One baby's loss ... That baby she never got a chance to hold can make her suffer this much then what will be her condition of losing the one she gave brith to and not fortunate enough to see him growing up in front of her... What about his father.... Your appa promised him that he would protect Jayadev..... If his own sons killed his nephew for his daughter...What would be your father's condition.. He will lose his sister he got very late... As well as fell into deep guilt of spoiling his daughter's life who was his everything...... And do you think your brothers would be happy after that..... Would you be happy after that Uyir..... Could you even think of Jayadev's death... Not even death the thought of him admitted in hospital with broken bones.... And the reason for his such condition would be your own family...... ""Stopp... Just Stop..... What are you speaking maa....... Nothing would happen like that.... I won't let anything happen to My Dev..... Noo"Uyir shouted as she picturized all those her mother said... And indeed Gowri was right that would happen for sure if she let her family know about this...... Gowri held her hands and looked her... "See Uyir... I don't know what exactly happened between you and him.... This anger would only last for short time that's the fact... Yes the wound would take time to heal..... It may be a day, week or month... Even a year.... When husband and wife problem becomes a family problem it won't end in right way ever... I won't say adjust and accept anything your husband say and do..... You totally have freedom to choose what you want....I won't say the same to everyone.... I am just saying this to my daughter whom I know very well..she is capable on her own...... You can vent out your anger and pain..... But not through your family.... You can make him suffer directly...... What ever it is... It should reach him through you directly not by some mediator.. That will surely won't mend the broken relationship.... Yes your family will support you in all your circumstances......if you still want me to not alow him in your life... I would do..... I would make sure no one hurts him physically and none of my family member hurt because of that and none of the consequences I said before happenBut you should promise me ...after that you would never think about him then suffer inside silently....... And move on from him you can take how much time you want....most importantly belive in love....surely not with him again......You won't accept his apologies and pleadings ever after... If you are ready to give me this assurity.. Not sure about the love but surely I will erase the relationship you both share...... Promise me Uyir"Gowri asked Uyir..... Uyir was shocked... She can't give such promise.... Nooo.. She shook her head vigorously..... "I won't promise you...... I won't..... ""Then don't give the power of deciding about your life and future to us....... Except you none of us would do something which actually you want..... We always would do something to justify our faults and convince ourselves that what we did was for your good.... Which is absolutely a lie.... ""I won't.. "Uyir said with determination.... Gowri smiled and kissed her forehead... Then patted her lap... Uyir layed on her mother's lap.... Gowri creased her hair..... Uyir spoke.... "I thought you would be the first person who will support me if I say I want to leave him "Gowri chuckled... "Gowri would have supported that.... But your mother won't..... You know Uyir... My mother said that I was her dream.... She wanted me to live her dream life..... That only had me and the decision I made for myself.... That Gowri thinks she is always right.... She have that magic with her words to make people agree with her point all the time... She have the perfect justification for her action...... She once adviced the man she loved not to build his life around her only...... But she eventually did the same.... She build her life only with him and her no one else..... When she gave birth to a baby she included him in that but no one else..... Later when she get to know that her husband actually have a family... And that to a business family which did made her happy for her husband..... But she couldn't accept them inside her shell easily....... She kept them away till she gave birth to a girl.... And that girl binded the family... Her adamant nature was even more worse than Gowri.... Gowri couldn't resist her daughter more.... She agreed with her and slowly elaborated the building to accommodate all of them..... She realized one thing.... Gowri couldn't do the same but the mother is capable of it...... No matter what Uyir... Its always the women who keeps the family together... If she decided to break it is permanent.......... When women enter into marriage she binds both the family together.... It getting stronger or thinner is in her hand.. At the end of it all fell on women's head only and the funny part it you won't get any Appreciation of keeping it safe but surely will be blamed if it was broken even if you don't have any do with it....... "Uyir looked up at her mother and said.. "You are the strongest amma... "Gowri smiled at her and said.... "I am..... "Author's note... Hello people... What I typed in this chapter may be wrong and you won't agree with it... Thats fine I accept your indifference with me😌😌if you by chance decided to let me know... But I won't change it.. It is what it is... And thats how I wanted it to be..... Happy Reading📖📖📖📖Thank you❤❤❤❤