Author's POVFlash backs.... Jaishankar was massaging her abdomen she leaned back on him enjoying the massage and pampering of her husband with a smile.... She can't ask for more she got everything according to her.... "Enngaaa"She called him...he just hummed... "Kozhanthaiku per yosichu vachirukeingala??? "(Did you thought about baby's name...) He shook his head as noo she tilted her head to his side and glared at him... "En ungaluku papa mela aasai ilaiya... "(Why... Don't you like the baby) He chuckled and smooched her cheeks... "Enaku en kannama mela tha Aasai.... Aparam tha papa..... And nee epadiyum ethachu per yosichu vachirupa.... Naa vera ethachu sonalum othuka matta athan naa yosikala..... Una kasta paduthama papa porantha pothum de enaku.. "(I like my kannama more then only the baby..... And you might have already decided the names even if I suggest you some names you won't consider them... Then why trying that's why I left it.... All I want is to baby born without causing much pain and torturing you that's enough for me de... ) She smiled and kissed his bearded cheeks.. "Don't be this much sweet gha"He chuckled and bumped his head with her lightly.... She leaned on his shoulder comfortably... Then asked him"Ena per nu keka mateingala.... "(Won't you ask me the name???) "Sari solu ena per yosichu vachuruka.... "(Okay tell me which name you thought) She smiled and turned and looked at him with shining eyes.. She was truly excited to reveal the name and see his reaction.... "JayaDev.......... Unga per la motha pathi en per la motha pathi.... He completes us la athan.... Nalaruka... "(JayaDev..... First half of your name and mine..... He completes us that's why.... How is it???) She asked him excitedly... He smiled and kissed her nose tip then her forehead... "It's beautiful.... Just like my Kannama... "She pouted at him and turned to other side.... "Ungaluku epovum naa tha mothala ponga.... "(Pshh.... I always be your first priority......) He chuckled and hugged her from behind...and bite her chubby cheeks lightly gaining a slap on his shoulder... "Ela ponungalum purusan kozhanthaiya vida than mukiyam nu sona santhosapaduvanga... En pondatti ku kovam varuthu naa enga poi intha aniyatha solrathu... "(All ladies wants their husband to say she comes first before the child... But my wife gets angry if I say that... It's not at all right) She glared at him... He smiled and pecked her angry pout... She twisted her lips and again turned her head.. He signed and placed head over her shoulder he spoke.. "I do love our baby de.... I never thought of having a family until your arival in my life.... You made me as a family man.... I started to see the beauty of life through your eyes..... The baby is a part of you and minor part of me... If I say your are my priority then it atomatically means the baby too la...don't give over work to your brain that will come up with its very own story to confuse you..... Hmm.... And why didn't you come up with girl name too.... Don't you want a daughter.... "She nodded her head as no.. "Enaku ponum venum nyabagam vachukonga..... En naa ponu per solalana enaku therium... Enaku mothala paiyan tha porapan apdiye avan appa mari... "(Remember this I want daughter too..... Why I didn't said girl name is that I know my son will come first... He would be just like his Appa) "Ama ena mari tha kandipa irukanum.... Una mari iruntha avana samalika oru pona naa enga poi theduvein athulam kastam.... "( yeah right he should be like me only.... If he was like you then where will I find the girl who can handle him... That's tough job) She glared and hits him... He laughed gaining multiple slaps from her on his shoulders and chest.... He hugged her to pacify she finally gave in due to tiredness.... There was comfortable silence..... She looked up.. "En amma appavum ipadilam enaku per vaika yosichirupanga la gha.... "(My amma appa would also thought about my name like this right....) She asked him in sad voice... He hugged her more into him hearing her Pain Filled voice... "Yeiii Kannnamaa.. ""Psh.... Enaku nane intha per vachikutein theriyuma"(You know it was me who named myself this.... ) "Whatttt""Yes I would be around 6 till then there was no proper name for me.... They will call me what ever they think..... Most precisely it always "Yei orphan".... That time in nearby temple festival one spritual speech was arranged and he said the story of lord Krishnar......that night I came back to the place where I lived.... Till that day I thought that man and women were my parents and they hate me.... But that night I came to know about the fact that I wasn't their child.... He kidnapped me from the hospital... Even before my mother see me.... And replaced me with a dead boy baby.... My mother don't even know that she gave birth to daughter who is me.... And I am alive.... I couldn't even imagine how much pain she might have gone through when she was told that her baby was dead.... I am pregnant now I can't even think how I would be when the same happen to me........ That night he was drunk and was blabbering all this how he managed to kidnap me..... All I could think was about my mother's pain....I could relate her to Devaki who gave birth to lord krishna but wasn't that much fortunate to see him growing in front of her and showering him with love.... We all talk about how fortunate Yashoda is but forgot the pain of Devaki..... That night I named myself Devaki.... Remembering my mother....... She would be alive somewhere without knowing her daughter is still alive and living a beautiful life...... "He hugged her and kissed her head wiping her tears.... "Do you want me to find them... "She shook her head... "Vena.... "(Noo) "Why ma..are you angry at them ""According to her..the baby was dead if we go and say her that I am alive she would feel useless for not searching me.... And think about my father he would fell into the guilt of not able to protect his child.... You know they already lost my anna too.... That same goon was the one who kidnapped him too... And on the way he lost him and got humiliated by his boss... That's why he kidnapped me successfully to avenge that boss..... But in all this my parents lost their two babies and we lost our happiness and love of them..... I cam never be angry at them.... They don't know my existence itself how can I blame them for not finding me....if its written in my fate that I can rejoin to my family... That would be the biggest blessing... But that should happen on its own.... I don't want to try anything "He nodded his head and kissed her forehead... She snuggled into him seeking the comfort... Not only her mother she herself have the fate similar to Devaki... It's just that her son lived with her for some years before going away from her and she forgot everything.... It was during the funeral of Aadhithya... That same goon who kidnapped him and his sister came to Shiva too apologize for his sin.... But it was tooo late to apologize..... From that day Shiva dig deep into that issue and started searching his little sister..... When he finally found out where she is and went to see her.... He was broken Devaki was in coma.... Initially Jaishankar didn't belived Shiva and didn't allowed him to see Devaki.... Later Shiva showed the evidence and details he collected also by the DNA reports Jai was convinced.... He remembered his kannama's wish to rejoin with her family by the fate not by force... After an year Devaki woke up from coma but she lost her memories except Jaishankar.... Shiva doesn't want to hurt her more still wanted her to be inclusive in his family....the doctor said there was no chance of her gaining back the memories....Along with the help of Jaishankar he said her different story.....like she was brought up in a lovely family with two brothers and all loved her.... She married Jaishankar and lived happily... And got into accident that made her went to coma... She belived them.... Shiva wanted to introduce her to the family but she wasn't allowed to travel much due to her health and paic attacks.... That was the time Jayadev took up the Chairmen position of Dev group of industries.... Jaishankar couldn't leave Devaki alone.. Shiva promised them that he would take care of his nephew and protect him....Jaishankar was actually felt relived finally that his son would be protected...he always keep Informed about Dev's whereabouts Lately Devaki started having Nightmares very often and one day she asked Jaishankar about her son.... That was a shock and from then he was trying even more hard to bring back Jayadev to see his mother.... But that guy didn't agreed... He can't just say Devaki that their son is alive alone.... To cure her and to refresh her memorial he have to stay with her and spend time with her more...... As Dev wasn't ready come... Jai said Devaki that their son is in abroad he would come back soon.... Without knowing about Shiva and Devaki's relation.... Shekar and his wife went to him with Jayadev's marriage proposal.... That was surprise for Shiva he didn't thought about that....but after that proposal he badly wanted his daughter to agree for this marriage..... He doesn't want to force her too... Everything fall into place when Uyir agreed to marry Dev...... Shiva was sure that now his daughter will reunite the mother and son... He just have to sow the seeds... Knowing about Shekar and Meena.... His whole family was against the idea.. Mainly his wife and Brother..... He have no option other than telling them about Devaki.... Aghat agreed and Gowri was still half minded... She doesn't want her daughter to be used in all this..... But she agreed when Uyir wanted this marriage to happen.... Other family members know about Devaki recently only when the Doctor said that she can travel now.... Shiva doesn't want to wait more so through this function he wanted to introduce everyone to Devaki... And put a final full stop to Dev's hide and seek... Because Shiva knows...Dev don't want to go in front of his parents just because he afraid that he would convinced by them.... And he wanted to punish himself more and don't want to forgive himself as he still blames himself for Devaki's conditions.... Dev have to understand it's an accident and he wasn't at fault......
Chapter 47: chapter 47
Book 4: Moogathirai ( The veil of desires)•Words: 10327