Had Always Been

It hurts to see you happy. It hurts alot to see you smile for someone, I miss the days when that smile used to be mine. It hurts alot to see you doing fine. It hurts a lot to see you doing great without me. Its hurts so much as if something was pierced through my chest. It felt as if I was dying, but I cannot die.

It hurts alot to see you in someone else's arms. It hurts alot to see that someone do the things I cannot do for you. It hurts alot to see someone love and cherish you more than I did. I want to run back to you. I want to go back to you and tell you how sorry I am. Seeing you move on hurts like hell. All these years, it's still you. Always you.