Chapter 29: chapter 29

Sanjana's POVWhen I was in my room, I heard the knock on the main door, I was not in a mood to open the door..a little later, I heard someone  knocking the door continuously,  and my mom was not opening the door, so I ran downstairs to open the door  but my mom stopped me holding my hand...Mom, why are you not opening the door, I asked.. She sighed and said," it's Aditya ".. .I rolled my eyes and understood,she doesn't want me to meet Aditya.. "What did you say to him?", I asked..I said, you didn't want to meet him again..."Mom, please give me one chance to  talk to Aditya please ",I pleaded.."Sanjana ,I hope you didn't forget what we discussed just now", my mom reminded me.. Short time later ,I heard him calling my name.  I could feel pain in his voice...Tears started flowing.. I was about to go  upstairs to see him  from the balcony but my mom stopped me again..For the first time in my life I was so angry at my mom..Suddenly it started raining, but I know he didn't leave. He was still calling me...It's been so long since he has been in the rain, I was worried about his health..I wiped my tears, slowly walked towards my mom and said, "Mom, I am ready to break up with Aditya , but before I do that I have to tell him the reason for our break up.."my mom was about to say something,I cut her sentence in between and said," I am not going to tell him about his grandmother's visit, I will not create any drift in their relationship, so don't worry.. Give me one chance to say bye to him, please ma..I requested her again.."I even saw tears in my mom's eyes. Sanjana I know you and Aditya are in pain, everything will become normal after a few days, I hope you understand beta..I will give you one chance to meet him, but not today, you can go meet him tomorrow..",my mom replied.. I thanked her , took my mobile  and went to my room, looked at him without being noticed from the window..and sent him the message saying, I will meet him tomorrow...there was a smile on his lips after reading my message...And immediately I received a reply..I know he will be in pain after knowing I will not  be with him anymore..The thought of us getting  separated made my heart bleed..I felt people can stay in your heart but not in your life.. maybe this is  the tragedy of life...I was crying all day and night.. I didn't know when I fell asleep...************Aditya's POVAfter sending the message, I left for my house.. When my mom saw that I was completely drenched in water, she was worried..Don't worry mom, I am fine, just send me some hot ginger tea to my room.., I will go take a bath..I said and left..When I was taking shower, I was still worried about Sanjana, I felt something was not  correct.. Why is Rekha aunty stopping me from meeting her??I thought I will get all the answers once I meet Sanjana tomorrow..Whatever happens, I will not leave her, she is mine, and no one can separate her from me.   I will marry her at any cost..  I said to myself…*****Sanjana's POVNext morning, when I woke up, it was already 8:00 am.. I felt dizzy , that is when I remembered I didn't eat anything from yesterday..I went to the bathroom to take a bath, when I was brushing, I observed myself in the mirror, I looked pathetic.. Aditya will not trust me if I go like this in front of him..I quickly took a bath and covered my haggard look with some makeup..I went down and saw my mom sitting on the couch , thinking about something.. I didn't say good morning to her and straight away went to the kitchen to cook breakfast.. but to my surprise, mom has  already prepared idli and coconut chutney..I put two idlis and chutney on my plate, sat on the dining table and started eating..I didn't speak a word to my mom.. I could feel her gaze on me, but I didn't give her a glance..When I was about to take the last bite of an idly piece I received a message from Aditya.." Sanjana, meet me in my office now"I replied ,"ok "I washed the  plate that I ate, came out of the kitchen, took my hand bag and said ," I am going to meet Aditya to end this  relationship" without looking at her..She didn't reply and I left the house.I came out and booked a taxi and left for his office..As it is Sunday, except for the security, no one will be there in the office..Maybe that's the reason he chose the place..When I was  in my thoughts, my  taxi arrived  in front of the Mehta group..I sighed, gave the money to the taxi driver and walked towards the company..When I entered the elevator, my heart started pounding heavily in my chest..I was nervous to talk to him..When I reached his office floor, I realized he had already arrived...I took a deep breath and entered his office..Unlike his regular office wear, he wore casual clothes today, he looked much younger to his age.. As soon as I entered, he ran towards me and hugged me tightly , I could hear his heartbeat.  I understood, he was anxious to meet me..He suddenly started kissing me , I could feel how much  he missed me through his kiss and hug..only my god knows how much I was yawning for his hug and kiss..I always feel secure in his arms.I didn't react to his kiss or hug, even though I was longing for it.. I suddenly broke his kiss and pushed him back.." Enough Aditya" , I shouted..He gave me a confused look..He tried to come near me, I raised my hand and said, " Stop there, don't touch me"He stood like a statue...I turned around, so as to control my tears and speak to him firmly about my decision.."I thought  you love me, you are different from other men , but you proved me wrong, you were after my body, I want the person who loves me wholeheartedly,.." Sorry Aditya ,I am not for sale,and I can't treat you with my skin , let's end this relationship..Only God knows how much pain I was going through when I was falsely accusing him, but I have to do this, I didn't have any other option..When he heard me, he turned me towards his side,  made me look into his eyes and said," Look into my eyes, What do you see?  Love or Lust??".There was pain and anger in his voice...***********