Chapter 28: chapter 28

Sanjana's POVMy mom slapped me hard after Aditya's grandma left.."How many times have I told you   not to  think about Aditya?? why don't you listen to me..  I was afraid of this day," my mom started crying.. "But what's wrong ma?, you have a good relationship with Aditya's parents then why does Aditya's grandma hate us?? "It's a very long story Sanjana", My mom sighed and told me the whole story.. After listening to everything I said,""But mom, why does she blame you? Neither you nor dad was wrong , why don't she understand?"Sanjana, her daughter remained single without marrying anyone and she lost her husband because of that, she has her own reasons to hate us..""Whatever ma, I know Aditya loves me and he will marry me  even if his grandma says no..," I said confidently..My mom took my hands into hers and said," Sanjana ,do you think you will be happy in that house after marrying against her wish.. Mamta was never happy, even though Vinod loved her. Do you know why??  ,it's  just because Mamta is   my friend.. Before Meera's issue she treated Mamta well, but later she directed my hatredness towards Mamta..Even now, she might be blaming Mamta for your issue, I know her well.Just imagine how she will treat you, after knowing you are my daughter, No Sanjana, I can't push you in hell.But ,how did she know about Aditya's and your love?" she was guessing.."Mom, Aditya said, he will speak to his parents about our marriage yesterday, maybe she might have known about it ", I guessed.."Whatever Sanjana,I will never agree  to this marriage".. my mom said..my eyes were filled with tears when I heard her.."But mom, I love Aditya, I can't live without him.." My mom shouted at me and said," then die,it's better you die today rather than dying every day.Why don't you understand Sanjana…",my mom tried to console me again...I cried and said, " then mom,  I and Aditya will marry in a temple and live separately" my mom slapped me once again," Have you thought of the consequences  ??"Do you think you will be happy after  breaking up the family? Do you think Aditya's grandma will spare Mamta,she will make her life hell. In that situation Mamta has to choose either her husband or son?? You want to separate her son at this age .. will you be happy, when mamta is crying?, think Sanjana ,think..I plead with you dear, forget Aditya, you are not made for him, please,", my mom started crying.. I couldn't control myself , I cried harder with the thought of going away from him.. My mom cupped my face and said," Sanjana, my dear, I know it's very tough to leave the person you love, but sometimes, you have to sacrifice love  for the one you love.. try to understand my dear, please..".I hugged my mom tightly and cried my heart out..."maa, is it wrong to love someone wholeheartedly?? I asked in between sobs" My mom wiped my tears and said," No Sanjana ,true love is never wrong, it's just the situations that go wrong".. I didn't reply to  my mom and walked towards my bedroom, closed the door, crouched down  and cried my heart out.. I felt as if  I was dying at this moment...How can I live without him?? What should I tell him?? Will he agree??aaahhhhhhhh,  I cried in pain...God why are you punishing me, you are so cruel..When I was crying, I heard my phone ring, I slowly got up hoping it was from Aditya... Yes, it's him...I want to pick it up, I want to pour my  heart out to him, I want to share my pain with him.. I want to cry in his embrace..Adi, Adi, Adi , I love you, I love you so much.. I said to myself ,holding the phone tightly, tears rolling down my cheeks...The phone stopped ringing and after few seconds it started ringing again....I don't know what to talk to him about, what to tell him, how to tell him that we are not meant to be together..My heart was bleeding ...Aditya called me more than 20 times  and then it stopped ringing.. *********************Aditya's POVMy assistant brought me the new phone and I quickly called Anika to get her number.. I called her many times, hoping she will lift the call at least for one time..I think she is angry with the way I behaved with her yesterday. I wanted to apologize to her. ..I am sorry Sanjana, please lift my call at least once.I started becoming restless..I took my car keys and drove towards her home..I stood outside her house and knocked on the door.. After a few seconds, Sanjana's mom opened the door.. I smiled at her , but I could see,  she looked angry, she  came out of the house  closing the door behind.. She didn't allow me to enter the house..I gathered my courage and said, " aunty , I want to meet Sanjana".. " Sanjana is not willing to meet you Aditya, I suggest you to  forget her and don't trouble her anymore""But why aunty?, I love her, I want to marry her", I replied..."Aditya, let us not talk about the things which are not possible", she said angrily and closed the door on my face...I wanted to know the reason why Aunty is behaving so strange today??I knocked on the door again, but there was no response..I understood, aunty will not allow me to meet Sanjana... But how can I leave her? I kept on knocking on the door, but still there was no response..This is the first time I am feeling weak..After standing for a long time outside her door, I came near my car, stood leaning on it, watching towards her balcony, hoping to get a glimpse of Sanjana.. But to my disappointment ,she didn't appear..I didn't understand why   Sanjana and her mom were behaving like this...I tried to call her, but she didn't pickup...I made my fingers into a fist and hit the top of the car hardly to vent my anger..I messaged her, but she didn't reply...I was so frustrated..I shouted loudly, "Sanjana please meet me once please, I beg you.. "for the first time, my eyes were filled with tears.. my heart was bleeding from the thought of losing her...it started raining suddenly, I stood there in the rain adamantly ,Shouting, " Sanjana, I will not leave till you come out"I was completely drenched in the rain, but she didn't come out.... I felt my knees becoming weak, I was standing there for more than 4 hours waiting for her...I felt like I would collapse any moment...that is when I received a message from her" Aadi, I promise  I will meet you tomorrow, for god sake ,please go home for now"A smile appeared on my lips, and sent her the message," will wait for you my sweet heart ❤️"