The day for the final competition was approaching rapidly.
While we busily prepared for the cross-unit, Kang Ichae was holed up working on songs and had already prepared several candidates for the final.
ââ¦Huff, itâs here.â
At the first shoot, The Dawn received zero votes, landing us in last place, but now, we were a strong contender for victory, stronger than anyone else.
Even more so, if we were to go by the total scores received so far, we were in second place, hot on the heels of High Five.
The air, grown stagnant since the showâs beginning, now filled with sharp glances directed at us.
Soon, all the participants gathered, and the lights dimmed.
âWow!â
People murmured in surprise as a VCR video started playing, briefly recapping the competitions held so far.
The Dawn was the fourth one featured.
[THE DAWN]
From our initial meeting, through the âSay You Love Meâ duet with Seong Jiwon, to Kang Ichaeâs self-composed rap and Lia Purpleâs âEasy Tempo,â and the oriental-style hip-hop âFantasy Reincarnation,â culminating in Jeong Dajunâs standout performance in âRide With You.â
Kim Seonghyeon, who was quietly watching the screen next to me, drew a slight smile.
â âWe will now begin the briefing for the final competition of Shining Star Season 2.â
As the VCR video ended, MC Ha Seoyeon appeared with a mechanical voice.
âHello, did you enjoy the video?â
âYes~!â
The tension eased a bit as everyone reflected on the efforts they had made.
âThe evaluation method will be the same as the previous competitions. Howeverâ¦â
Ha Seoyeon snapped her fingers, and a giant live hall and stage were displayed on the screen.
âIt will be conducted via live broadcast, not on-site voting. And the total score will be determined by combining the music scores released a week earlier with the live voting scores.â
Live voting.
That was what was giving me the biggest headache right now.
Having experienced Season 1, I knew the broadcast well, but Kim Heeyeon, fair by nature, wouldnât edit the footage to favor The Dawn alone.
Even with viewership ratings at stake, it wouldnât be easy.
Hmm.
I mulled over the various conditions and situations I had already thought through countless times.
Bercy and Tryâthey werenât bad, but they failed to stand out, staying in the lower ranks despite their initial strong showing.
TEWâsomewhat ambiguous, but not a major concern.
In the end, all that remained was High Five.
Hmmmm.
Honestly, I felt a bit anxious.
I had a grasp on the onsite votes.
Except for when we were last, the rankings were more or less as I expected them to be.
But live voting was a big variable, and currently, it was tough for The Dawn to compete with High Fiveâs popularity.
At least a good song could possibly draw the publicâs response, but it was difficult to earn their votes with such a mundane narrative.
As I was lost in my thought and stroking my chinâ
â âHello! This is Han Chaeri!â
âWow!â
Perhaps wanting to extract more footage for the final, a video message from the mentors was played.
Unlike Joo Woosung, who was often edited out for being biased, Han Chaeri had genuinely paid equal attention to everyone.
â âIâm also very nervous, but the effort youâve put in so far will never betray you. Fight until the end!â
âSheâs like a real angel!â
âIt was really scary during practiceâ¦â
Despite her fame, she didnât act superior and treated all the participants equally, pouring her passion and effort into them, which seemed to have moved everyone.
After Han Chaeriâs bright greeting, Joo Woosung appeared.
â âHello, Iâm Joo Woosung.â
Woosung looked somewhat subdued.
Even Ha Seoyeon, skilled in managing her expressions, paused for a moment.
Joo Woosung fiddled with his fingers as he slowly shared his thoughts on the competition.
â âThereâs a lot on my mind as we approach the final competition. Iâve learned a lot from watching the contestants so far.â
ââ¦â
â âThereâs a lot I want to say, but if I could give one piece of advice before the final competition, it would be this.â
He seemed to hesitate for a moment before looking straight at the camera.
â âI hope you do your best so that you wonât have any regrets.â
Seeing a different side of Woosung, everyone seemed enchanted, even though they hadnât received much help from him.
Meanwhile, I felt somewhat out of place as I was too preoccupied with how to secure first place.
ââ¦â
When I looked up, my eyes met with Kang Yeonhuâs.
He smiled faintly, as if showing the composure of a winner in advance.
After the mentorâs video concluded, Ha Seoyeonâs expression completely changed.
âNot just the mentors. For the final competition, the production team has specially invited a guest. This person will help you achieve the best results.â
Who else could they possibly bring?
âLetâs welcome the special guest!â
I turned my gaze toward the entrance with lukewarm interest.
Considering Woosung was already a mentor, it couldnât be another Black Call member, so at most, I thought it would be Yu Jia from Season 1.
Butâ¦
âThe Midas touch! The heart of K-popâ!â
Bright, colorful lights gathered toward the entrance.
ââBlue Tiger, Composer Lim Hyeonsu!â
Why was she here when she was supposed to be in the US?
âWowwwww!!â
ââ¦Cough.â
Kang Ichae, sitting in the back, seemed startled as he coughed at the announcement.
Where did the disheartened look I last saw go?
Lim Hyeonsu, with a completely confident face, strode in and swept back her hair with a flourish.
âThis, thisâ¦â
Then, slightly lowering her angular black sunglasses, she winked at the camera.
âIsnât this the face everyoneâs been looking for?â
Even then, not quite satisfied, she turned to me and with a bang! struck a gun-shooting pose.
Oh, my goodnessâ¦
I just hoped this scene wouldnât make it on air.
.
.
.
âSeo Hoyun~!â
Today wasnât even a day for a major shoot yet I was already feeling unnecessarily tired.
As I was about to head quickly to the van, a message made me drag my weary body to the smoking room.
âLong time no see?â
There was Lim Hyeonsu, drawing deeply on her cigarette before blowing out a stream of white smoke.
âCouldnât quit smoking, I see?â
âSeeing how smug you are, looks like youâre still hanging in there.â
âObviously.â
Lim Hyeonsu, clicking her tongue as if disappointed, suddenly pushed her face close to mine, examining me from every angle.
âWow~, look at this guyâs radiant face. Been living well?â
âWell, gotta eat well at least. It seems like Composerâs skin got a bit tanned, huh?â
âYeah, while youâve been rotting away here in Korea.â
And you were saying just earlier that I looked good?
Ignoring the nonsense, I stepped back from the incoming smoke, and Lim Hyeonsu cracked a sly smile.
âHoyun, Iâve come to realize the truth of life once again.â
âWhat is it?â
I wasnât curious at all, but her face practically screamed âhurry up and ask,â so I played along.
At that, Lim Hyeonsu smiled contentedly.
âWhen it gets tough, what do you do?â
âI donât know.â
âYou heal with money and love.â
ââ¦â
Lim Hyeonsu then pushed up her sunglasses.
âThis noona just had a fabulous and fun vacation in California. I spent a lot of money, sipped on some cocktails, and other stuffâ¦â
âGeez, enough!â
ââ¦Anyway, so yeah, the stress just flew away. I really do like people who are healthy after all.â
What was up with California?
Did money grow on trees there?
I glared at Lim Hyeonsu, thoroughly unamused.
âWhy bother someone whoâs just minding their own business?â
âWhatâs up with this reaction? Donât you want to hear about how hot my time in California was?â
âSave that crap for Joo Woosung.â
But there was no stopping Lim Hyeonsuâs mouth.
She went on and on about how fantastic her vacation was with cool people, forcing me to figuratively plug my ears.
âIâm leaving if youâre just going to talk nonsense. Iâm busy.â
âHey, I got something to say.â
Chuckling, Lim Hyeonsu caught me, flicked off the ash, and deeply inhaled from the cigarette until the filter glowed red.
âHave you seen Kang Ichae?â
âOur manager called him, so he went back to the van first. Why?â
âToo bad. He just said hi and then left.â
Donât you know why he only said hi?
It was Kang Ichaeâs way of being considerate.
He was quick to notice the mood of those he liked and probably stepped back first, worrying that Lim Hyeonsu might find him bothersome.
ââ¦Kang Ichae, such a cute kid.â
Lim Hyeonsu muttered something vague, knowing roughly what was going on.
Then, tilting her head as if pondering for a moment, she lifted her phone.
âSeo Hoyun, go and pass a message to our Ichae.â
Since when was it âour Ichaeâ?
I raised an eyebrow, and Lim Hyeonsu confidently lifted the corners of her mouth.
âI just sent him a song. Tell him to check it.â
ââ¦Itâs not something weird, is it?â
âOf course not.â
Despite my narrow gaze, Lim Hyeonsu only continued to smile, offering no real answer.
ââ¦Well, Iâll pass the message to Kang Ichae. But arenât you forgetting something?â
âHmm?â
âBeing a special guest and all.â
Lim Hyeonsu, there must be a reason you were here too.
âAny advice for a contestant?â
Lim Hyeonsu smirked as she tapped my arm.
âDonât lose your cool, and take first place.â
âSeriously.â
With a slight smile, I left Lim Hyeonsu and headed back.
After being gone for a long time, it seemed only right to bring a song as a gift.
âAnyway, glad to see youâre looking healthy.â
There was truth in what Joo Woosung once said.
Indeed, she looked better with a certain level of self-love.
âHyung, youâre here~?â
When I returned to the van, todayâs targets, Kim Seonghyeon and Jeong Dajun, were being teased by Kang Ichae in full swing.
Yet, his eyes kept darting my way, clearly curious about what Lim Hyeonsu and I had discussed.
âKang Ichae.â
âHmm?â
I sat next to him and pulled the blanket toward us.
âThe composer wants you to check your messages.â
ââ¦Oh, really?â
After passing on the message, I closed my eyes.
After all, it was just about a song, so I didnât think it would be a big deal.
But that was a mistake.
ââ¦Hmm?â
Kang Ichaeâs face furrowed deeply as he checked his messages in the van.
***
âWhereâs Kang Ichae?â
âHuh? Umm, isnât he in his room?â
âI peeked in, but he wasnât there?â
âReally? I saw him go in earlier.â
But that day, Kang Ichae was too quiet.
I had too much on my mind to notice at first, but something was definitely off since he wasnât being his usually annoying self.
I entered the room I shared with Kang Ichae first, followed by Seong Jiwon.
He looked around the empty room and tilted his head in confusion.
âSee, heâs not here.â
ââ¦Hmm?â
While we were puzzled, Jeong Dajun came rushing over from the kitchen, munching on an ice cream.
âWhatâs up, why the faces?â
âKang Ichaeâs missing.â
âMaybe he went for a workout?â
Kim Seonghyeon, who had just come out of the shower and was drying his hair with a towel, suggested as he entered the room.
He was about to sit in the chair Kang Ichae usually occupied whenâ¦
âIâll just call him andâAaagh!!â
Something squirmed.
âWoaaaah!â
âAaaaaah!â
The scaredy-cats Kim Seonghyeon and Jeong Dajun yelped and scurried back to the door.
Inadvertently, Seong Jiwon and I were pushed back as well.
ââ¦â
Round and roundâ¦
Beyond the spinning chair, from what we thought was a bundle of blankets on the bed, Kang Ichaeâs face slowly emerged.
â¦Is this a horror movie?
Kim Seonghyeon, clutching his racing heart, gasped in horror.
âHey, hey, hey⦠Why are you lying there without making any sound?!â
âH-hyung, hyung!! I thought it was a ghost for real.â
Kim Seonghyeon and Jeong Dajun stammered like broken tapes, shivering as they tightly hugged each other.
I pushed past them and strode toward Kang Ichaeâs bed.
âWere you there the entire time? Why didnât you answer?â
ââ¦â
âKang Ichae?â
I called him again, but it was silent.
Something was clearly off.
Even a gentle tap on his cheek elicited no reaction, his face remaining blank.
ââ¦What?â
ââ¦â
ââ¦Hmm, letâs go eat first.â
Maybe he needed some alone time.
Just as I shrugged and was about to gather the others to leaveâ¦
ââ¦Waaahhhaaaahhaaa.â
Kang Ichae clutched at my shirt, bawling.
ââ¦??â
âI, Iâm worried about myselfâ¦â
I quickly lifted his face with both hands to check, but it was completely dry without a trace of tears, as if each fine hair was alive and about to move.
This littleâ¦
âIâm so worried about myself that Iâm going crazy~!!!ân/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
In response to my sour expression, Kang Ichae flopped onto the bed, faking sobs and making a scene.