I begin to lay my mat down directly in front of the instructor, but Hardin grabs my arm to stop me. âNo way, weâre sitting in the back,â he says, and I see the instructorâs face alight with a slight smile at his words.
âWhat? Sitting in the back of the class for yoga? No, I always sit in the front.â
âExactly. Weâre sitting in the back,â he repeats and takes my mat from my hands to head to the back of the room.
âIf you are going to be grumpy, you shouldnât stay,â I whisper to him.
âIâm not grumpy.â
The instructor waves and introduces herself to us as Marla when we take a seat on our mats, and afterward Hardin claims with certainty that sheâs high, which makes me giggle. This is going to be a fun class.
However, as the room fills with girls in tight yoga pants and tiny tank tops who all seem to glance or stare at Hardin, I get steadily less Zen. Of course heâs the only male. Luckily, he doesnât seem to notice the heaps of female attention heâs receiving. Either that, or heâs just very used to itâthat has to be it. He gets attention like this all of the time. Itâs not like I blame the girls, but heâs my boyfriend and they need to look elsewhere. I know some of the girls are looking at him because of his tattoos and piercings; they must be wondering why the heck heâs taking a yoga class.
âOkay, everyone! Letâs get started!â the instructor calls through the room.
She introduces herself as Marla to everyone else and gives a short speech about why and how she got into teaching yoga.
âSheâs never going to shut up, is she?â Hardin groans after a few minutes.
âEager to pose, are you?â I raise my brow.
âPose what?â he asks.
âFirst weâll begin with a few stretches,â Marla says just then.
Hardin sits still on the floor while everyone else mimics her actions. I can feel his eyes on me the entire time.
âYou are supposed to be stretching,â I scold him, and he shrugs but doesnât move.
Then, in a singsong voice, Marla calls Hardin out. âYou in the back, join us.â
âErm . . . sure,â he mumbles and uncrosses his long legs and stretches them in front and attempts to reach his toes.
I force myself to look toward the front of the room and away from Hardin to prevent the laughter that is fighting to surface.
âYouâre supposed to touch your toes,â the blond girl next to Hardin says.
âTrying,â he says with an overly saccharine smile.
Why did he even respond to herâand why am I so jealous? She giggles at him while the image of me slamming her head against the wall plays on repeat in my mind. I always lecture Hardin about his temper, but here I am planning this whoreâs murder . . . and calling her a whore even though I donât know her.
âI canât really see clearly, Iâm going to move up,â I tell Hardin.
He looks surprised as he speaks. âWhy? I wasnâtââ
âItâs nothing, I just want to be able to see and hear whatâs going on,â I explain and drag my mat a few feet, stopping directly in front of Hardin.
I sit down and finish stretching with the group. I donât have to turn around to see the look on Hardinâs face.
âTess,â he hisses, trying to get my attention, but I donât turn around. âTessa.â
âLetâs begin with the downward-dog poseâitâs very simple and a basic one,â Marla says.
I bend down, place my palms against the mat, and look at Hardin through the space between my stomach and the floor. Heâs standing still with his mouth open.
Once more Marla notices Hardinâs lack of movement. âHey, man, you thinking of joining us in yoga?â she asks jokingly. If she does it again, I wonât be surprised if he curses her out in front of the entire class. I close my eyes and shift my hips so Iâm bending over completely.
âTessa,â I hear him say again. âThe-reeee-sa.â
âWhat, Hardin? Iâm trying to concentrate,â I say, looking at him again.
Heâs now leaning over, attempting to do the pose, but his long body is bent at an awkward angle and I canât help but burst into laughter.
âShut up, would you!â he snaps, and I laugh louder.
âYou are terrible at this,â I tease.
âYou are distracting me,â he says through his teeth.
âI am? How?â I love having the upper hand with Hardin, because it doesnât happen often.
âYou know how, minx,â he whispers. I know the girl next to him can hear us, but I donât care, I hope she does.
âMove your mat, then.â I purposely stand up to stretch and bend back down into the pose.
âYou move . . . youâre the one toying with me.â
âTeasing,â I correct him, using his words from minutes ago against him.
âOkay, letâs move into a halfway lift,â Marla says.
I stand again then bend at my waist, putting my hands flat on my knees and making sure my back is at a ninety-degree angle.
âYouâve got to be kidding me.â Hardin groans at the sight of my bottom practically right in front of his face. I turn around to look at him and see that he isnât remotely doing the pose correctly; he has his hands on his knees but his back is almost straight.
âOkay! Now for the forward fold,â our instructor calls, and I bend down, folding my body.
âItâs really like she wants me to fuck you right in front of everyone,â he says, and I snap my head up to make sure no one heard him.