178 Her Determination(Part Three)
âCalm down, weâll figure this out.. What did you feel when you flung me into the wall yesterday?â Shasta asked, finding what sheâd just said slightly amusing.
No one had ever sent her flying like that except two people: Maevis and Tidas. Grant it, Maevis was also with Aero at the time. But Tidas had sent her flying after sheâd gotten a little too rambunctious with some of the new cadets a while back. Sheâd been hitting her cream hard while being in a particularly bad mood. It was due to one of the many times sheâd seen Lawrence go off with another woman.
It was idiotic of her to get jealous over someone that wasnât hers to begin with, but Shasta couldnât help herself. The cream usually made it easier to cope with the pain, but it hadnât been enough for that particular day. Lawrence had spent most of the night flirting with various women, but it was when she went to leave that she saw a heart-wrenching sight.
Lawrence was in an alcove near the main doors to the throne room. A beautiful dark haired, dark skinned woman had herself wrapped around his body. Her breasts were practically hanging out as the foreign king fondled her. When he saw Shasta, heâd smiled, winked, and gone back to his public debauchery.
Shasta could feel her heart shattering as she forced herself to smile and nod at him. As soon as she did, she turned away hastily and rushed out of the throne room. She knew it wasnât Lawrenceâs fault; he didnât know how she felt about him at that time. If he had, Shasta knew he wouldnât have been so cruel.. But there was nothing to be done except take out her frustrations.
Once sheâd left the palace, Shasta had immediately gone to the arena. She didnât know that Tidas was there as part of a late-night training session with Zas. All she knew was that a bunch of the high-potential cadets were there for special training.
Both Zas and Tidas hadnât realized she was there until the war cries from the cadets turned into screams of terror. Shasta had lost her temper and told six to rush her all at once. When they did, she transformed and started to rampage. Attacking anyone near her. If Tidas and Zas hadnât of immediately stepped in, she mightâve really hurt someone.. Possibly caused a death or three.
Zas had received several scratches, but nothing serious. Heâd distracted her while Tidas looked for an opening. When he found one, he slammed into Shasta full-force, and sent her flying into the wall. Sheâd landed just a few feet apart from where Skye had imbedded her. The only difference being that Tidas had knocked her unconscious.
Skye watched as two drops of blood dripped from her hand before she healed herself. Shasta had been pounding on her for hours, but her new trait hadnât resurfaced yet. It activated at random times, making it hard to figure out the emotion connected to it.
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All of Skyeâs traits were linked to a specific emotion she experienced when channeling it. That was why her emotional state affected her magic to such extremes, or so she thought. Fighting Shasta yesterday had drudged up some of her more hostile, ugly feelings. She focused on each one individually, but still couldnât get her new trait to activate on command.
Frustrated, Skye got up from the ground and headed towards the direction of the locker area. She stopped mid-stride, turned to Shasta, and thanked her for the dayâs lesson. After confirming their time tomorrow, the downtrodden princess went to change.
As Shasta stood contemplating her friendâs issue, she huffed out of frustration for Skye. There wasnât much Shasta could do for her but be her sparring partner. The key and control the princess needed couldnât be found in anyone or anything else but herself. Books and teachers were tools to refine what laid within a person, but it was still up to them as an individual to bring it out in the first place. Skye would have to figure out where her new power came from before she could wield it..
Skyeâs spirits were low as she exited the arena, and met up with Klaus and Ronnie right outside the gate. She had invited them in to train, but they had declined. They didnât tell Skye that they scared of the Vice Commander, but their attitudes had made it apparent. They asked how her training had gone as the group mounted their respective horses. The question made the princess sigh in defeat as she flicked Thothâs reins.
Jerking her head up, Skye balled her fists around her reins and answered with; âIt was terrible, but Iâll get there.. I Will figure it out..â
Klaus and Ronnie shared a knowing smile between them before the group headed back to the palace. Shasta and Maevis were just coming out of the arena as the trio were heading around a corner. The two Fae exchanged a look between themselves, but it wasnât as mutual as itâd been between the two men.
After a small, hesitant nod and a deep breath, Shasta grabbed Maevis, and took off after Skyeâs group. They bobbed and weaved through the crowds and alleyways until they came out ahead of their targets. Shasta wanted to catch at least a piece of their conversation, but it was nearly over by the time sheâd caught up to them.
âSheâs not that bad! Sheâs a female Fae tryinâ to make it in a human-run world! She has to be tough!â Skye argued over the noise of the crowds as they trotted along down the street.
âAye, but she doesnât need to Damn-near kill every recruit with a wee bit of potential, either! It wouldnât be so bad if she just held back a little!â Ronnie hollered back.
Skye pulled Thoth off to the side so as not to obstruct traffic is they spoke; âDo ye think the enemy will hold back?! Tis her Job to prepare us for real battles! Iâd rather be properly prepared goinâ into a life or death situation; wouldnât you?!â
âI agree with Princess Skye! Although I still think her attitude needs a drastic adjustment..â Klaus added as a new mass of shoppers and workers flooded the streets, acknowledging the princess as they passed by.
It was nearly five-thirty, and most were on their way home for the day. The sun was already halfway set as the people walked down the twilight-lit streets of the capital. Street lights that were a mix of electric and oil began to fill in the darkened gaps of the capital. Skye usually avoided crowds like the plague, but lately sheâd simply found herself mixed in with the people. Many still acknowledged her, and thanked or blessed her as she passed by.
Shasta wasnât surprised that it was happening, but what did shock her was the variety of people, as well as Skyeâs reactions to them. Everyone from high-ranking nobles, to a few street urchins showed the princess gratitude as they rode at an amble pace. Skye greeted each person the same as the last, paying no mind to rank or status.
It amazed both Shasta and Maevis to see. Not just that Skye didnât seem to differentiate, but the nobles didnât seem to need their usual pomp and flattery. They thanked her as she passed, then generally said nothing but good things after. Shasta had caught one or two of them saying something negative about her, but she was positive that they were some of Marcoâs lapdogs.
The capital seemed more peaceful lately, akin to a calm settling in. Skye felt the serenity around her and let herself forget her troubles a moment. She listened to the voices around her as the three traveled through the streets. Children laughing and playing, a baker calling out his final orders for the day, a little lass begging her father to put her on his shoulders..
âDo ye hear them? The people? The ones weâll be responsible for protecting when we three Do join the RMC? They are why I want to fight..â Skye spoke with certainty in her tone.n/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
âWhat about Prince Tidas? What does he think?â Klaus inquired, hoping that he wasnât the only one who disapproved of the princess fighting.
Skye chuckled; âWell, he took a wee bit of convincing, but Tidas supports me.. So long as I donât do anything reckless.â
âDoes he know yer sparring with the Vice Commander then?â Ronnie asked snarkily.
Skye narrowed her eyes at Ronnie before she responded; âNow listen here ye two! I wonât have ye badmouthing Shasta in my presence, do ye understand?! Do it again and ye will see first-hand what Ima capable of with me Water and Earth magic!â
Ronnie shrinked at Skyeâs reprimand, but Klaus rebutted; âForgive us, princess.. But itâs hard for us to respect someone who treated you so badly upon their First time meeting you! To us, sheâs no better than the nobles!â
Skye sighed in frustration before she calmly replied; âI was angry with her at first too! But she just wanted to make sure I was ready! Sheâs still tryinâ to do that! Ima tellinâ you two; Shasta is a great person! Ye just need to get to know her a bit!â
Shasta was utterly shocked at how vehemently Skye had defended her to her other friends. Most people wouldâve agreed; even herself. She was moody and belligerent, and often took her frustrations out on whomever she found in the rings at the arena. Occasionally even a bar.. The two young guards werenât wrong, but Skye was also right.
Being intentionally surly and intimidating helped to sort out those too weak to take to the battlefield. Shasta knew first-hand that strength didnât automatically equate to bravery. The weakest man can become the strongest warrior simply by standing and resolving to fight. But one needed to stand on their own two feet first.
Shasta had seen far too many of her comrades die bloody to Ever want to see it again. If the ones who passed the Mage Trials couldnât handle her, then there was No way theyâd survive a real skirmish; let alone an actual war. Being liked wasnât in her job description; training soldiers was. And no one would make her bend her standards, even if she liked them.
After the three made it to the palace, Ronnie broke off to report to Commander Tidas. He insisted on knowing whenever Skye left the palace, and when she returned. It was tedious, but the prince had every right to know where his wife was, and she him. Especially since the two seemed to attract trouble.
Skye had Klaus stand outside her hallway so she might have some privacy for a while. He agreed and told her to yell if she was in need of anything. After thanking him for the escort, the princess disappeared into her room.
Shasta was annoyed. There was no way she could observe Skye through a wall. A mean thought ran through her head about Skye relaxing on the other side, but she shoved it out. The princess looked too determined to just give up on the problem now. If Shasta had to bet, it would be on Skye having her nose buried in a book. Trying to figure out her power.
Wanting to know if she was right or wrong, Shasta approached Klaus. Heâd visibly tensed upon seeing her, but that was the only change heâd made. Klaus stood in front of Skyeâs hallway, blocking Shasta from easily entering. When sheâd told him to move, heâd refused. Saying, âPrincess Skye did not wish to be disturbed.â
Shastaâs usual play wouldâve been to fly off the rails and threaten him, but she wanted to try things a little differently first; âI know you and the smaller one donât like me, and I donât blame you. Skye is a friend to me now, and I donât plan on picking or teasing her anymore. I will, however, train her how I see fit. If you have an issue with that, then you can take it up in the ring any time..â