"I said that I didn't want you to feel sorry." Jeff held Alan's face, his guilt and sadness were brightly hanging on his face.
Jeff soothed, "It's all the same and I know, actually you are also innocent. You don't know that something like this will happen. The former Jeff Thanapon did very bad things to you so your attitude towards me is not incomprehensible and I don't blame you."
Alan shook his head, "Honey, I did do a lot of things that hurt you. I left you on the cruise ship by yourself. Later, I ignored you and brought you so much trouble. Even if you don't blame me, I can't forgive myself."
Jeff looked at him, then leaned forward and kissed his forehead lightly. On the place where there was a shallow scar that did not fade.
"I understand that you will definitely not be able to take it off for a while, but I don't want you to dwell in the past. I want to look forward. I only know that it was a misunderstanding before. Now you treat me well." Jeff pursed his lips, said, "I am also an orphan in that world. No one has ever protected me like you and no one has ever loved me. Alan Hemmawich, you are the first one."
Alan looked at him, "But I do far from enough."
Jeff lowered his eyelids and whispered, "No, I can feel it."
Over the past few days, Alan has defended him time and time again, and because of his injuries, Jeff's bad impression of him has been smoothed out.
In fact, someone like him will be forgotten in the corner by fate and is always abandoned.
People who are despised can distinguish the true heart best.
He can feel Alan's love, guilt and his efforts to make up for himself are all sincere.
Alan whispered, "Honey, can you tell me about your life in that world?"
"There's nothing to say. Except for school, I have part-time jobs every day. I am so busy that I spin around like a top. There is nothing else." Jeff thought for a while and said, "Actually when I came to this world, I was really sad and wronged. I don't think I have done anything bad but why everyone treats me so badly? Even though I lived in the original world, it was bitter but I am content. It's not annoying but I feel unlucky, I can run into this kind of thing."
Alan looked at him in distressed and Jeff's smiled embarrassedly, said, "Alan, I don't think I'm a person who likes to complain. I've never complained to others about my life. It's so hypocritical, but it's so strange. In front of you, I always feel that everything I say is okay."
"Of course. "Alan with reddish eyes," You can follow me like a baby. You can complain to me, you can be angry with me. Do not hold it in front of me. "
"Yeah, I really want to say it." Jeff laughed softly, "The food you cooked today is terrible."
Alan knew that Jeff was deliberately making him laugh to divert his attention.
He felt even more pity in his heart and his face showed a reluctant smiled then hugged him into his arms and gently kissed Jeff's hair.
Jeff rubbed the tip of his nose, smiling at the corners of his mouth and his eyes seemed to shine with starlight,
"Alan, I told you my biggest secret. Do you want to cherish me more?"
"I will cherish you very much every minute and second." Alan looked at him with a soft and firm gaze, "I won't hurt you again."
Jeff smiled and said "Yeah", and then tightly embraced him.
The two had been intimate for a while, when Jeff suddenly thought of Lil Rak who had been left behind by them.
"By the way, you came up too. Where Lil Rak?"
Alan was stunned for a moment, "Oh, he's still eating."
Lin Zhixia couldn't laugh or cry, and quickly stepped back from him and ran downstairs.
When Jeff walked to the corridor on the second floor, he saw Lil Rak sitting at the dinner table, holding a big spoon and screaming to reach for the meatballs a little far away from him but because his hands were too short, he could not reach it for the longest time.
Looking at the dining table again, it was a mess.
The dishes in front of him have been wiped out a lot, and there are splashes of soup everywhere on the table, which are probably Lil Rak's masterpieces.
Jeff could see his bulging belly from so far away.
No wonder when he and Luo Qin are not there and he is not making trouble. It turns out that he is eating here alone.
The little guy's ball fight failed, and he moved off his stool, stared at the adult's stool for a while, and started to climb on it.
"Rak Thanapon!" Jeff's expression changed and he hurried downstairs.
Lil Rak looked around blankly looking for Jeff, tilting his head to look at him, "Dad?"
Seeing his innocent look, Jeff didn't get angry.
Alan also followed.
Jeff and Lil.Rak stood face to face, one angry face was white, the other was still silly and cute, making people laugh.
Alan couldn't help laughing.
Lil Rak chuckled happily when he saw him smile.
Jeff became even more angry, "Rak Thanapon. Dad is angry, please be more serious!"
"Oh~oh."
Lil Rak immediately stood up straight, his mouth pursed and even revealed the small double chin that appeared. A touch of seriousness.
After five seconds, Lil Rak looked up at him, his two round and big eyes were puzzled, "But Dad, why are you angry?"
Lin Zhixia sternly said, "Did you just want to climb onto the stool? Did Dad tell you not to do this!"
Lin Zhixia gave his son a sharp glance.
Alan sat next to them and smiled and looked at them.
Jeff's eyes swept over.
Alan immediately lost his smile and quickly stood on the same front with Jeff, "Ai'nuu, you are wrong."
Both are fierce to him.
He didn't eat the meatballs, then dad and Uncle Alan were angry.
Lin Keai felt extremely wronged.
He curled his mouth and began to weep, wipe out one string of tears and after another.
The little guy's offensive tears didn't work and Jeff didn't feel appeased this time.
He had to be punished even if he cries or he won't remember what he did wrong.
The punishment is to face the wall for five minutes.
Lil Rak stood for less than three minutes before sitting on the ground with a clatter.
He didn't take punishment seriously.
Alan, who was in charge of supervision, opened one eye and closed one eye.
Lil Rak sat on the soft blanket, dangling his little feet and said leisurely, "Uncle Alan, I want to drink milk."
Alan glanced at the phone, and there were two minutes left, "Okay, uncle will get you. "
Alan went to fetch him milk and when he got up, he subconsciously glanced upstairs.
Jeff was standing there with his arms folded, looking at him with an unhappy expression.
Sister Pan walked out of the kitchen and saw Alan and Lil Rak standing motionless facing the wall. It was strange, she walked over and asked, "Young master, what are you doing with Lil Rak? "
Lil Rak turned his face and looked at her aggrievedly.
Before he opened his mouth, Alan turned his little face back in silence.
"Eat too much, we are digesting food."Alan said flatly.
As the Chinese New Year approached, the chef of the small restaurant had to take leave to return to his hometown.
Jeff thought about going back to the old house in the next two days and could not take care of the shop.
He simply closed the door for a few days and gave everyone a small holiday.
Lil Rak, who feels bored during the winter vacation, makes trouble at home every day.
Jeff was a little emotional, he couldn't remember how long he hadn't been on vacation.
After finally having a chance to sleep in, Jeff can't wait to shrink in the bed all day long.
He used to have a dream of being able to shrink in the bed in winter without having to do anything. Thinking about it, he feels very happy. He didn't expect this dream to come true.
He woke up in a daze at 8 o'clock in the morning. He was the only one left on the bed.
Alan should have gone to the company at this timing. Lil Rak in the children's bed next to him was still asleep.
Since Alan's arm healed, he stayed in this room and this double bed finally lived up to its name.
Jeff rolled around on the bed happily, still sleeping comfortably by himself.
He picked up the phone and found an unread message. When he opened it, it was a voicemail from Alan.
"Honey, remember to eat breakfast."
Jeff got out of the bed and saw the millet porridge and custard buns on the bedside table, and his heart suddenly became warm.
"Go home early."
Alan quickly replied to him, "Okay.