This is the longest round of Screw Your Neighbor Iâve ever played. Or maybe it just feels that way because Iâm trying to stay on my best behavior and Iâm not doing a great job of it. Itâs taking all of my effort to keep my attention focused on the game.
Laughter erupts from the adjacent living room where Seraphina is standing with Bailey and Siobhan. Something inside me stirs, and I grip my beer tighter, channeling every shred of restraint I have to keep myself from looking at her again.
Proof the universe likes to fuck with me? Sheâs wearing one of the tiniest dresses Iâve ever seen. Itâs purple, and it looks like itâs been painted on. Iâd like nothing more than to be the one to peel it off at the end of the night. Since I value having my limbs in working order, that obviously isnât an option. But you can bet your ass Iâll be thinking about it later when Iâm alone.
My strategy of pretending we never fucked is failing miserably.
âHow are you liking Boyd so far, Reid?â Siobhan drapes an arm around Dallasâs neck, lowering to sit on his lap. We have more than enough chairs for everyone; theyâre just attached at the hip. Her plane landed while we were at practice this afternoon, and she was at our place by the time we got home. Iâm just glad my room is in the basement, so Iâll be spared hearing them âcatch up.â
Reid snatches his beer off the table like the very question makes him want to drink. âBeen a big change, but the team seems solid so far.â
Thatâs a rehearsed answer if Iâve ever heard one. He sounds like heâs being interviewed by a reporter on TV. Thereâs definitely a story behind why he transferred. Iâve heard rumors ranging from âfamily reasonsâ to a disagreement with team management to my personal favorite: having allegedly beaten the shit out of one of his teammates.
âIt sure is,â Dallas says cheerfully. If he picks up on the evasiveness in Reidâs response, he doesnât let on. He retrieves the pile of haphazard cards and shuffles them for his turn as dealer. âWeâre going to crush Maine this weekend.â
Unsurprisingly, Dallas is the one who talked us into inviting Reid tonight. He coined it âOperation Bury the Hatchetâ and rightfully pointed out it would be a dick move not to include him when the rest of the team was already coming. Hard to argue with that, so Chase and I relented. I sort of figured Reid wouldnât come anyway, but to my surprise, he did. At least he came bearing a case of top shelf beer, so points for that.
Ever since Reid showed up at the door, Dallas has been running interference like a man on a mission, hell-bent on smoothing over any past grudges for the sake of team harmony. Itâs been fine, I guess. At least his presence has taken some of the heat off of me, so no oneâs noticed how tense I am. Tonight is the only night this month Iâve scheduled to let myself cut loose and Iâm more on edge than ever.
Dallas leans forward, distributing cards around the table. My willpower glitches, and I steal another glance at Seraphina. She takes a sip of her White Claw, bringing my focus to her perfect, full lips. I shift my weight in my seat, mesmerized. Itâs impossible not to think of all the other ways Iâd like to put her mouth to use.
Almost like she can sense me looking at her, she glances over and our eyes lock from across the room. She flashes me a flirty, knowing grin that I feel myself instinctively return.
Fuck. Way to be obvious, man.
Taking a deep breath, I force myself to look away and refocus on the conversation at the table. Sort of. Everyone is talking about some new movie, but Iâm not following along enough to say which.
One by one, everyone else gets eliminated from the game until itâs down to me and Chase. Itâs a miracle Iâve made it this far with Seraphina distracting me from across the room. What I still donât understand is why Iâm so affected by her. It was just sex. It didnât mean anything. It never does. Iâve never thought twice about it after with anyone else.
âSuck it, loser.â Chase throws down the winning card and reclines in his seat with a smirk.
âYeah, yeah.â I wave him off. Heâs the worst winner in the history of mankind. Dallas just so happens to be the worst loser, which means our house is rife with competitive clashes all the time. Neither has any chill. âBe right back. I need to grab my phone.â
I set down my beer and push back my chair, heading for the kitchen to retrieve my cell from where I left it charging on the counter. Realistically, I donât give a flying fuck about my phone. I probably wonât even look at my texts. Itâs mostly an excuse to compose myself.
When I step through the doorway, I find Seraphina standing on her tiptoes, trying in vain to retrieve something from one of the upper shelves of a cupboard. My gaze instantly drops to her full, round ass, watching the already-short hem of her dress inch up as she strains to grab whatever it is sheâs reaching for.
Letting out a cute little sound of frustration, she leans forward and tries again, causing the fabric to ride up a little more. All the blood in my body rushes to my cock, and I fight to contain the groan rising in my chest.
Because I canât guarantee I wonât do something foolish, my first instinct is to leave. She immediately turns around and notices me, which means I canât without looking like an asshole.
A smile forms on her lips. âHi.â
âHey.â My voice is huskier than usual. Fuck, I even sound turned on.
âCould you help me for a sec? Iâm trying to get the straws.â She points to a yellow cardboard carton, then gestures to herself, and I seize the invitation to check her out again. âI canât climb on the counter in this.â
âSure.â
Seraphina moves over a few inches, barely making enough room for me to grab the box she indicated without bumping into her. I draw closer and her perfume wafts over to me, the sweet scent giving my dick all kinds of wrongâbut also very rightâideas.
My arm brushes her shoulder as I reach up and grab the box off the shelf, setting it on the counter.
âThanks,â she says. If Iâm not mistaken, she sounds a little breathier than normal.
âDonât mention it.â
Tension coils between us, and the air crackles with electricity. Weâre standing close; arguably too close if she were anyone else. Despite that, neither of us takes a step back. I couldnât make myself move away if I wanted to.
Her glossy pink lips pull into a sultry smirk, and her dark, thick lashes lower, giving me a deliberate once-over. When her gaze lifts to meet mine, her amber eyes shine mischievously. I can tell sheâs holding back to see what Iâll do.
And fuck me, I really want to do something I shouldnât.
âHi!â A shrill greeting carries through the air, jolting me back to reality.
Weâre interrupted by a busty redhead with nearly waist-length hair who rushes up and throws her arms around Seraphina. Sheâs petite, at least half a foot shorter, and wearing a pink dress thatâs equally as scandalous. Based on her voice alone, Iâm pretty sure this is the same girl that picked Seraphina up at the house a few days ago. Sheâs reportedly one of Seraâs best friends, which is why I canât explain the uneasy feeling in my gut the moment my eyes land on her. Admittedly, I am irritated by the interruption, but thereâs something deeper to it than that.
A well-groomed older guy walks up and wraps his arms around Seraphina, drawing her into a hug. Now Iâm even more irritated. His hand lingers on her lower back as he brings his mouth to her ear, saying something only she can hear. She laughs and shakes her head, swatting his arm playfully. The way heâs touching her is familiar, bordering on intimate, and itâs highly aggravating. His wearing a designer suit at a house party aggravates me even more.
After a quick round of introductions, I learn they are Abby and Rob, and decide I like neither. This is further cemented when Abby tugs Seraphina away with Rob trailing behind them.
Several people try to catch my eye as I squeeze through the crowd, taking a seat at the table where Dallas and Chase are hogging the food Siobhan set out. She claims itâs to help soak up the alcohol, but I think she likes the excuse to play hostess. Either way, Iâm thankful for it tonight. Iâve never been one to eat my feelings, but it seems like a safer bet than the alternative.
âIsnât that Rob dude a dickbag?â Chase asks. His jaw is tense, the cords in his neck tight.
âWho is he, anyway?â I reach for my half-empty beer, trying to sound neutral. âYour sisterâs ex or something?â
âAbbyâs older brother. Iâve been looking for an excuse to beat his ass for years. He constantly hits on Sera, even though heâs way too old for her. The guy is like twenty-nine or something. I mean, heâs a fucking corporate lawyer, and heâs hanging out with a bunch of chicks who still use fake IDs to get into bars.â
It takes every ounce of restraint I have to keep a straight face. I knew I didnât like him.
Chase grabs a handful of tortilla chips before he continues. âPlus, Seraâs been out every goddamn night this week. Whatâs wrong with staying in every once in a while?â
Never thought Iâd see the day where Chase sounds like a grouchy middle-aged father, but here we are.
Dallas smirks. âGee, sounds familiar.â
âIâm not like that anymore.â
âYeah, but youâre also older than she is. Look at what you were doing in the middle of your sophomore year.â
I suck in a sharp breath, bracing myself. A year ago, Chase was still single, getting wasted on the regular and fucking random chicks like it was going out of style. Itâs not a flattering comparison.
Chase shoots upright in his seat, snatching his beer off the wooden table. âWhat the fuck, Ward?â He drains the remaining third in a few gulps before slamming the bottle back down. âAre you trying to make me feel worse?â
âThatâs, uh, not what I meant.â Dallas reaches for a handful of potato chips from the bowl on the counter and takes a bite into one, gesturing with the remaining half. âWhat I was trying to say is Iâm sure this whole partying thing is a phase. Lots of people go through it and come out perfectly fine in the end. Like you did.â
A for effort, but heâs leaving out the part where Chase only turned it around because of Bailey. If he hadnât met her, Iâm not sure heâd still be on the team. Or in college, for that matter.
Chaseâs eyes lock onto the empty bottle in front of him, and his expression grows distant. âI worry, you know? I feel responsible for Sera. Always have since our dad died.â
An unfamiliar feeling settles in the pit of my stomach: sympathy. He almost never talks about their father. It must be hard as fuck not having him around. I donât know if Iâd be where I am today without mine. Heâs been there for me through everything, from my first pair of skates to the draft.
âSeraphina was okay at ASU without you,â I remind him, trying to set his mind at ease. âIâm sure sheâll be fine at Boyd. From what I know, itâs a lot tamer here than it is there.â
He sighs, shaking his head. âMaybe so, but Iâll have gray hair by the end of the semester at this rate. Sheâs such a goddamn handful.â
Chase isnât wrong. Until recently, all of my problems were hockey related. Now, as Seraphina giggles on the other side of the room in her should-be-illegal scrap of fabric, I have ninety-nine more. And theyâre all the words âSeraphina Carterâ repeated ninety-nine times.