I shrieked in surprised and quickly covered myself, straightening my dress and hiding behind Cillian when he buttoned his shirt, his face emotionless.
âCaleb,â he started.
My heart hammered in my ribs when Caleb kept staring at us both. The last time I talked to him, he was sorry that my hand got hurt while fighting the stalker. We didnât even bump into each other at school very often, and if we did, we acknowledged each other before moving on. But now⦠he had seen me bent over his kitchen island with his dad behind me.
âNo⦠IâDo we have bleach?â he asked Cillian, making me frown. âI need to bleach my eyes after what I just sawâEmma, really?â
âCalm down, Caleb,â Cillian said, and I really admired how he could remain stoic even in this situation.
âI just saw you⦠my exâWhat the fuck?â he said to himself, running a hand through his hair and pacing around the living room.
Yep, he was losing it.
âCaleb, we are in a relationship,â I blurted, holding Cillianâs hand and squeezing it.
He stopped, looked at us, our entwined hands, and laughed. âThatâs hilarious.â
âShe is serious,â Cillian said in his stern voice.
âYouâre telling meâ¦â he pointed to himself, his eyes still wide with a flush on his cheeks, âthat my dad is not only protecting you from that creepy stalker, butâ¦â He made a circle with one hand and rocked the index finger of the other in and out of that circle repeatedly.
I stared blankly at him and crossed my arms. âYes, I slept with your dad.â
âOh my fucking god,â Caleb whimpered, kneeling on the ground and covering his face.
Cillian glared at me. âDid you have to be so blunt?â
I raised my brow. âHe is acting like a dramatic little bitch. Itâs not like we were hiding it from him.â
âHe is sensitive,â Cillian whispered in my ear.
âIâm not sensitive!â Caleb yelled, staring at both of us with tears gleaming in his eyes.
âI know he is,â I whispered back. I couldnât stand seeing him on his knees like that and helped him up. âI think you should have this conversation alone with your dadââ
âI donât want to talkââ He tried to leave, but I held his arm.
âNo. Youâre not leaving again. Youâre going to talk to Cillian like an adult.â
He made a face and looked at both of us. âPlease donât tell me you are going to get married, and Iâd have to call you my step-mommy or some shit.â
âAre you high?â Cillian asked, narrowed his eyes at his son.
âNo, but I wish I was so I could be saved from thisââ
âCaleb, you owe me big time for what you did,â I snapped, and pointed at the couch. âGo sit down and calm your ass.â
He glared back, but shut his mouth and sat down. Cillian was staring at me with an amused look. âI can definitely see who wore the pants in your past relationship.â
âTalk to him and apologize,â I whispered to Cillian, squeezing his hand. âIâll be upstairs and if I hear shouting or something breaking, Iâm going to be disappointed.â
His eyes softened, and he was going to kiss my hair, but stopped. âYes, maâam.â
Cillian
The silence between Caleb and me stretched. Neither of us were willing to look at each other. Emma would definitely be disappointed.
âI didnât know you were home,â I said quietly.
His jaw was clenched as he kept staring at the rug. âI was planning to watch a football match with you.â
âOh.â I blinked at him, confused and guilty. âYou couldâve told me. I would have bought some beerââ
âTell you when, Dad?â he asked, his voice rising. âYou are at Emmaâs house all day.â
âItâs my last job, Caleb.â
He sighed, running a hand down his face. âI know you are keeping her safe, butâ¦â
âBefore you say anything, I am sorry.â I clenched my hand, my stomach tightening. âI didnât take care of you when you needed me. I kept wallowing in self-pity. I know you hate me, and our relationship will never be okay, but I want you to know that I care about you, son. I apologize for not showing it to you.â
Neither of us said anything and I couldnât bring myself to look at him as shame creeped over me.
âI donât.â
âWhat?â I glanced at him.
His face was red when he scratched his neck and cleared his throat. âI donât hate you, Dad. I never did. I was just upset that you were never around to see my games or have dinner with me.â
âO-okay, good.â I swallowed the lump in my throat, my eyes burning.
âDo you really like her?â he asked, finally looking at me.
âOf course, I do.â
âGood.â Caleb nodded and shook his head. âI mean, not good. Fuck. Itâs weird.â
âIt is.â
âOut of all the people in this world, you had to fall for Emma?â he asked.
I shrugged, leaning back on the couch. âI didnât ask for it, Caleb. It just happened.â
âRight,â he said softly, staring at his hands and I knew he had someone special like that, too. âI⦠I need to tell you something.â
I straightened up.
âI-I think⦠I donât know for sure, but I like men too,â he stuttered, blinking at me and the rug. I let him continue and listened closely. âI like women, though. And everyone. Despite their gender. So⦠yeah.â
âOkay,â I said slowly. âYouâre pansexual?â
His face snapped at me. âYou know what it means?â
âI touch grass.â
He made a face and shook his head. âYouâre hanging around Emma too much. Stop speaking Gen Z. It feels weird hearing it from you.â
âDeadass?â
âJesus Christ.â He groaned audibly, covering his face. âPlease donât.â
God, I loved being a dad sometimes.
I slapped his shoulder and stood up. âYouâre not matching my vibe, son.â
âPlease leave me alone.â He sounded like he was in pain.
I smiled proudly. âI donât care about your sexuality, Caleb. Date whoever you want to⦠just take care of yourself and call me when you need me.â
He met my eyes, his dark eyes softening as he nodded. âOkay, cool, Dad.â
âYeet,â I made a peace sign and made my way towards the stairs, hearing a groan that made my grin widen.
But it was short-lived when I heard it⦠the sound of thud coming from upstairs.
âCaleb,â I whispered, grabbing a gun from the drawer and checking if it was loaded and planting my back on the wall.
âWhat are you doing?â He asked, his eyes wide.
âSomeoneâs upstairs,â I mouthed. âFollow me.â
My heart was pounding in my ears when I slowly crept upstairs, with Caleb following me and holding a baseball bat in his hands. He was trembling, but I would not let anything happen to him. I was worried about Emma. If she was okay.
The hallway looked clear, and I quickly made my way to my room, taking a deep breath before opening the door and pointing the muzzle in front of me, my finger on the trigger.
âEmma?â I called out, noticing the room was empty, with an open window and a lamp on the floor. âEmma!â I rushed into the en-suite washroom finding it empty with the lights on. There was a sharp sound of something hittingâ
âDad!â
I turned back and stormed into the hallway, seeing Caleb clutching his stomach.
âCillian, donât!â I heard her scream and turned back around. My hand didnât move fast enough to block the baseball bat that struck me on the side of my head, pain reverberating over my entire body as I fell on the floor, warm blood slicking my face.
I could hear Emma scream and scramble for me, but he held her by her hair, yelling in her face, âShut the fuck up!â
I glared at him, pushing my palms on the ground, and stood up when he kicked my ribs, making me groan.
âIâll take care of her, donât worry,â the man said, his voice raspy and dark gray eyes gleaming with something evil when he took Emma over his shoulder and climbed downstairs.
No, no, no. I canâtâ¦
Blood poured out of my mouth and dripped onto the floor when I used all my strength to sit up. Caleb was clutching his stomach, and I knew the fucker had attacked him first. I took my gun and tucked it on my back, calling emergency care at my home.
âIâm sorry.â
I patted his shoulder and stood up. âStay. Iâll bring her back.â