The boy turned and said earnestly, âIn other words, heâd been there since I left the house in the morning. When I returned to this body, it was after school in the evening. The memory of what happened in between was no longer there. My memory was of the morning, then in the blink of an eye, it was evening. I had no idea what had happened in between.â
And thenâ¦
âThen Iâd feel very tired, completely exhausted, and Iâd want to sleep. Sometimes, when there is a personality swap, my heart would follow the overload. Iâd feel awfulâ¦â
Little Yichen suddenly shuddered. Just imagining this scene was scary. Forgetting oneâs memories was the worst thing.
One of the reasons people are superior to other animals is because of the composition of their memories. Whether itâs reading or working, memory is integral.
Like a loyal dog, even if its master had abused it, it will mostly forget this memory.
But people donât. People will always remember. Itâs etched into the depth of their minds. When oneâs memory goes missing, one canât do anything right. Besides, it will be especially painful. When thereâs a personality swap, the memories donât interconnect. Then, life too, becomes fragmented and especially painful.
It was no wonder Alice had said that the boyâs body simply couldnât handle two personalities. Because the constant swapping of two personalities was an extremely painful thing in itself.
Youyou took a deep breath and said faintly, âBy the time I discovered that such memory fragments were caused by the swapping of my personalities, I was no longer able to suppress that situation. In fact, if treatment had been available at that time, perhaps it would not have been so serious. Perhaps it was also because I was constantly suppressing him thatâ¦â
He felt a headache coming on.
âHe seems very rebellious. The more I try to control him, the more rebellious and perverse he is. He wants to take control of me, and even thinks that he is the first personality.â
Little Yichen said, âActually, I used to think you were scary. Because you were like a little angel in Mommyâs presence, but with me, you were so cold and strange and sharp-tongued. But when I think about it, you werenât really you back then. It was just the other Youyou manifesting himself. But he didnât hurt anyone. Where Li Qin or Yun Na are concerned, Iâd have dealt with them too, if I were you. Except maybe⦠his methods were more extreme, but that doesnât mean he was evil.â
Youyou nodded and replied, âWell, now Iâm relieved. And I donât think âheâ is evil.â
Little Yichen suddenly said, âDo you believe in telepathy between twins, Youyou?ân/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
That suggestion surprised the boy. âYou seem to have mentioned that to me before.â
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âUh huh. Before I met you, I didnât know you existed, but Iâd often dream of you. In my dreams, Iâd put myself in your shoes. I thought it was a little incredible, but the scenes were so real that it was almost unbelievable.â
âThere are many things in this world that cannot be explained with the science we know.â
Little Yichen smiled. âUh huh. I kept dreaming about you, and I mentioned it to Daddy. Only, he didnât really believe it, because, back then, he didnât know you were alive.â