Translator: Atlas Studios Editor: Atlas Studios
At this point, a fan suddenly screamed hystericallyâ
âYun Shishi, do you know what I hate most about you? I hate how you pretend to be innocent!â
Her back stiffened and she turned around.
The fan scolded her angrily, âIf it werenât for you, Sir Xingze wouldnât have died! If not for protecting you, he wouldnât have suffered such serious injuries that he didnât stand a chance of survival! You caused his death! If it werenât for you, Sir Xingze wouldnât have died!â
Upon hearing this, Yun Shishiâs mind went blank!
âYun Shishi, you donât deserve to live!â
âThe one who should have died is you! Why didnât you die!? Why didnât you die!?â
Why didnât you die!?
Yun Shishiâs face was as pale as snow, and her dull-colored lips quivered. Suddenly, she turned around. Her sallow face was drained of blood, and the gauze covering her eyes had fallen to the ground from the crowdâs shoving.
She was in a mess. A real mess.
She bit her lip and suddenly smiled bitterly. Then with a trembling voice she said, âIâm sorry!â
â...â
The crowd suddenly fell silent.
Yun Shishiâs hair fell untidily across her back as she faced her emotional fans. Her lips curled up in a smile, but her tears gently slid down her cheeks.
âIâm sorry... I really want to. I really want to send him off with a smile, so I held back my tears. I didnât know... I really didnât know that I should have paid my last respects in tears...â
âIâm sorry... Iâm wearing sunglasses because I didnât wish for him to see my injured eyes. I wanted him to leave in peace and not have any lingering feelings...â
âIâm sorry, itâs my fault, itâs all my fault! Iâm the one who deserves to die. Iâm not good enough to continue living! But... I wish too... If I could turn back time, or if I could choose, Iâm willing to exchange my life for his...â
âI donât want him to leave either. I donât want him to leave either...â
Yun Shishi continued sobbing. âBut... heâs already gone. He wonât wake up. If crying helps, if tears can bring him back, I will cry. I will cry my eyes out...â
She made her humble apologies to them.
She apologized to Gu Xingzeâs fans!
Ever since Gu Xingze left, she had felt nothing but apologetic towards him. She wanted to say sorry a thousand, ten thousand times over, but she had no way of telling him now.
Her apology touched some of the fans, but most of them did not accept it at all!
âYun Shishi, stop acting! Do you think we will believe your words?! Do you think we will believe your sincerity in apologizing?!â
One of the agitated fans shouted angrily, âYun Shishi! Youâre shameless! Whatâs the point of saying all this now?! I heard that during the dangerous situation, Sir Xingze was seriously injured in the process of trying to protect you. He didnât even stand a chance of surviving! If it were not for you... if it were not for a scourge like you, Sir Xingze wouldnât... he wouldnât have left us!â
âReturn Sir Xingze to us!â
âReturn Sir Xingze to us!!!â
âWe wonât forgive you! We wonât forgive you!â
âYun Shishi, go to hell! Go to hell!â
âAhhh! You should have died instead of Sir Xingze!â
There were even crazier fans who lunged towards her, and then threw themselves on her!