Martin leads me to the gravel driving path in front of the asylum doors, shimmering with a dark-orange sunset. He ushers me into his buggy. I sit, alarmed and confused, into his passenger seat. âWhatâs happening?â I ask breathlessly.
âI know where he is going.â He starts the engine, and our buggy bounces over the gravel as we exit onto a scenic dirt road. âAre you that naive, child? To not know that I would have you followed?â
Dessin was right to threaten that couple. They worked for Martin.
âI must say, when I followed you to the forest, I worried Iâd see a little more than I bargained for. A naked encounter. A murder suicide. Or perhaps seeing his bull-like body assaulting yours with a friendly weapon. But the other council members would not listen to me. You walked on water in their eyes. So, I had you followed. Iâd bet my wifeâs expensive wardrobe that heâll be there waiting for you.â
I stare at the dark landscape through the windshieldâthe rolling hills, the moonlit fields of grass. âAnd what exactly do you think will happen when you see him? Alone. This is your death sentence, and you know it.â I wipe my damp palms on my uniform. I want this day to be over. My life is about to spin out of control.
âDemechnef sought me out to administer a deal. They clued me in on this monster they created and set a course for a plan to obtain him.â He adjusts his hands on the wheel. âSince taking him as a child and turning him into their ideal weapon, they did their jobs a little too well. He learned of loopholes, such as our asylum. We have what you call an invincible little force field around us. Demechnef cannot touch us. Back when the laws were written, religion took over science, and it was strongly believed by our leaders of the faith that the asylum had as much immunity as the church.â
He takes a turn at Nocturne Road, and my stomach churns at how close we are. I look down at my feet, my brain glitching, rummaging through all Iâve learned, hoping to find a way out of this.
âThey told me if I could find leverage to hang over his head, I could control him. And if I could control him, Iâd become a Demechnef bureaucrat. Itâs been my dream since I was a boy.â
The buggy jerks, and I am yanked forward, my hands slamming on the windshield. I whip my head to the side to gawk at Martin, whose mouth is hanging open as if heâs been struck by lightning. I follow his eyeline past the wheel and into the stream of the dim headlights to Dessin standing strong and hardened like a gladiator walking through fire, with DaiSzek by his side. The great beast I met in the woods.
âDevilâs crop,â Martin whispers under his breath. He pulls a knife out of his console and scoops me up from my seat onto his lap. âTo answer your question, this is how I expect to take him on. Using the leverage I found.â Iâm hauled from the buggy with him pulling my back to his chest, using me as a shield with a knife to my throat.
Dessin stares at Martin, bleeding him dry with a look of hellâs fire. âHave you finally lost your mind in that torture pit, old man?â
âI am in control here. I want you to surrender!â Martinâs hand shakes against my throat, wobbling the sharp point against my jugular. I try to take deep, controlled breaths. He wonât slit my throat. If he does, then Dessin will surely kill him. But what if he doesnât have anything left to live for?
âHave you not seen enough of my wrath, Martin? Are you foolish enough to believe this will stop me?â Dessin takes a step toward us, causing Martin to press the blade harder to my soft skin. I yelp at the jab and suck in a frantic breath. Dessinâs attention flashes to me, pinning me down with a harnessed feral temper. Itâs the most animalism I have ever seen in his darkened eyesâshadowed with previous murder. Blackening his soul.
âItâs her, isnât it? Sheâs the leverage Demechnef pointed me to!â Martin pants against my earâhis body hot and sweaty against my back.
âShe means nothing to me,â Dessin says, low and wicked.
âIs that a fact?â Martin shouts against the summer wind, puncturing my skin with the knife, digging it in enough to cause a rush of blood to snake down my cleavage. I whimper at the pang of splintering pain in my throat.
âIâll skin you alive,â Dessin growls, following the snarl and low predatory stance of DaiSzek, the bear-sized wolf, black as the starless sky.
âYou will not lay a hand on me. Not while I have her in my grasp.â Martin digs his fingers into my shoulder. âI am to turn you into Demechnef. And only then will I let her go. Iâve broken the laws that protect the asylum and have no life to lose!â Heâs desperate and lower than maggots under a corpse.
But I wonât be the reason Dessin goes back. I wonât be Martinâs leverage.
With a rush of wind filling my lungs, I explode in a window-shattering scream, causing Martin to flinch away, loosening his hand around the hilt of the knife. In a clumsy movement, I grab the inside of Martinâs wrist with my right hand and his blade with my left, maneuvering it out of his clutch, slicing the inside of my palm in the process.
But before I can complete my planned reaction of kicking him between the legs the way Dessin taught meâheâs barreled over by a flash of whiteâthe same way I watched DaiSzek tackle the night dawper to the ground.
A chesty grunt to the dirt. Dessinâs hand reaches up against my chest, keeping me an armâs length away. And I fall backward, not at Dessinâs touch, but at the sound of a roaring dragon coming from behind us. I shriek, turning around on my bottom, facing DaiSzek as he flashes his fangs and sharp teeth.
âSkylenna, look away.â Dessinâs heavy and troubled voice pulses through my chest. Heâs holding the knife against Martinâs throat, watching the blade pierce his skin slowly.
No, not again.
Watery flashes of the sickleâcutting through fleshâchopping past bone.
I will not pretend like I know the previous host, but I can imagine that murder, blood, and deathâall at his handsâwill not help bring the previous host back.
âNo,â I whisper in exasperation. âStop,â I say. I remember the darkness overcoming him when he snapped that manâs neck at the abandoned Demechnef headquarters. He did it for me. He did it to protect me.
His eyes snap up to me in distress, and I know I have to be the one to protect him now. âGet back.â His words jolt through the old road and back to me.
âNO! I need you to be whole. And killingâkilling chips away at everything you are. I need you whole.â I drop to my knees in front of him, placing my hands over his jawline, searching his eyes for the humanity I can hold on to.
âHe needs to die,â he growls. But in the warm molten swirling in his eyes, Iâ
âNot by your hands,â I pant, inching closer to his body, tightening my hands around the bulge of the contracting muscles in his arms. âYou told me if I can guess your greatest fear, I can meet him.â Heâs staring at me now, brow tightly knitted together, with the look of an assassin as I slowly remove his mask. âI know what it is now⦠Your greatest fear is losing me. I know this because my greatest fear is losing you.â
I pause to catch my breath. And his face is gravity, pausing, stunned in silence. âIf youâre ever going to listen to me⦠hear me now,â I beg him. âCome back to me. Please come back to me. Iâm right here.â
âI need you,â I whisper.
His eyes narrow on me, and itâs as if heâs watching a tidal wave coming straight for him, unable to react, unable to run or hide.
It crashes over him.
His pupils dilate, widening until the chocolate brown is almost swallowed in the darkness. Then, the brown fills in once more, radiating with flecks of green and gold. The new expression on his face is overwhelmed with sorrow and exhaustion.
Martin wiggles his way out of Dessinâs grip and runs into the forest. But much faster than he can make his escape, the massive black and russet-red mountain, DaiSzek, explodes into a ferocious sprint after him. In a flash of blackness, there are only guttural screams.
Dessin doesnât seem to notice. Is it even Dessin? Could it be the previous host?
He doesnât take his eyes off me. Instead, he places his hands on my wrists. I realize my hands are still grasping the top of his neck and jawline.
âDessin?â I ask.
A sad smile. The kind you receive at a funeral. âMy name is Kane. Iâve waitedâa very long time to see you again.â
The words are mummified in my throat. Capsulated.
I canât believe Iâm finally meeting himâbutâwhat did he say?
âto see you again.
âWhatââ An anchor tugs in my mind, teetering on the edge of a memory.
âHold on,â he whispers, and those eyes are portholes guiding me far away.
Iâm back at my fatherâs house four years ago, my body broken and bloody, sniffling cries as my legs swing back and forth from a moving objectâcarrying me.
âWhatâs happening?â I mutter the question, but Iâm not sure if it escaped my lips. My forehead is wet and throbbing, and the left side of my vision is blinding red.
âHold on,â his voice breaks, sounding like heâs about to lose it. Cry out in pain or yell in anger. âIâm so sorry, Skylenna.â
He was younger here. His hair was slightly shorter. There wasnât any scruff on his jawline or chin. He wasâKane.
He was the man who saved me. Survivahâs infirmary never received the name of the man who carried me several miles from my fatherâs secluded home near the woods. I always had wondered, though. For years, I called that person my angel. I was convinced God sent me protection to carry me from the brink of death and deliver me back to life.
And heâs here nowâpatiently waiting, watching, wondering if I remember. Weâre kneeling in the middle of the dirt road, our bodies clasped together, with only the moments of Dessin lingering between usâbut I remember him.
âYouâ¦â I utter. âYou were there. You saved my life.â
He nods his head once.
âBut how? And why didnât youâwhy didnât he ever tell me?â My mind is flowing a steady bountiful river of questions. Is this why he has always acted a certain way around me?
Is this why he has always been so protective of me? But why all of the secrets?
He presses his forehead against mine, closing his eyes as if sensing my urgency to know what is going on.
âThese are questions for another day.â His voice is different. Changed. Still deep and strong and powerful. But now, itâs laced with a conscience, with remorse.
âWhy canât they be questions for right now?!â I raise my voice. Fire rising in the depth of my chest.
âBecause, Skylenna, weâre fugitives now.â
His eyes lift slowly, taking my hands into his and holding them to his chest.
âItâs time to run.â