EVERLEE
Harlanâs mouth was the devilâs temptation.
It was full, pink, with a small line down the middle of his bottom lip. His cupidâs bow was prominent and forced me to clench my thighs together. My wolf purred as if she were a cat, begging for his touch, his attention, but my rational human brain screamed for me to do as the man asked.
I knew it was dangerous to indulge in a taste from him.
I knew it was a disaster waiting to happen.
I donât really know why I did it, besides the gut full of hormones tracing my veins, and making my body go haywire. But I reached out and touched his bare chest, my flat palm rested against his tanned pecs, and I saw the moment he failed.
The moment his wolf took control, and his eyes turned red.
It snapped, like a faulty dam, and Harlan broke free. Tangling his fingers into the roots of my hair, he angled my face and devoured my mouth. He tasted better than I ever remembered any of my boyfriends from school. His experienced tongue delved past the barrier of my lips and slipped into my mouth, dominating me.
It was all a she-wolf ever wanted.
To be dominated by her mate.
To be under his control.
It spun my head around in circles, and I couldnât stop myself from slipping my arms around his neck and pulling him closer. His deep growl vibrated against my chest as he unhooked his fingers from my hair, slid them down the curve of my body, and hauled me up to his hips with his palms underneath my thighs.
âDammit,â he groaned into our kiss. Pressing me against the wall, he kept me there with his hips. âI told you to wait,â he whispered, kissing a hot path down my throat that strangled any words from my mouth.
His palm tightened against my ass, and I moaned louder than I meant to.
Harlan cursed beneath his breath and stalled against my collarbone. âI promised your dad I would wait.â
My eyes flew open. ~Had he mentioned that before? Something about my dad? Iâd been daydreaming about him kissing me~. âMy dad?â I asked. âMy dad knows?â
Harlan dropped me so I could stand, which proved more difficult than before. Harlanâs gaze lowered back to my mouth, and he chuckled to himself. âYes. He sensed it yesterday. God,â he said, wiping his bottom lip with his thumb. âIâm begging you, please go. Youâre in that damn skirt and youâreâ¦just go.â
I knew exactly what he meant, because I felt just as out of control. The party was the next day. I knew I could wait until then if I really tried. I could fight off my wolf and make it. I just needed to put some distance between us.
I backtracked out of the room, our gaze tight on one another until I made it out into the empty hallway and back down the steps. Vaguely in the distance, I heard Bryiarâs voice, but I couldnât make out anything she said.
I needed to go take a cold shower, rid myself of his scent because my dad knew. My dad knew that we were mates, and heâd know Harlan went against his wishes of being near me before the party if he was anywhere near us right now.
âHey!â
Bryiar shoved me from behind, and I stumbled to catch myself. âGeez,â I shrieked, turning to face her. âWhat. Is. It?â
âIâve been yelling your name, Ever. Whatâs the matââ She stopped, and a slow grin crawled up her face. âYou kissed him, you hussy!â
âKeep it down, Gabby Big Mouth,â I hissed, rubbing my arm that still held goosebumps.
Bryiar grinned ear to ear and shook her head. âYouâre such a floozy. Kissing your mate before your party.â She put her hand to her mouth in mock innocence. âDid he touch your booty, Everlee?â
â~Stop it~,â I said, marching toward the castle steps. âMy dad knows and told Harlan to stay away from me until the party. And obviously, I didnât know either of them realized I was his mate, and I went to check on him. And one thing led to anotherâ¦â
Bryiar folded her arms over her chest before her gaze moved toward the castle doors. I sensed my dad, so I quickly descended the steps and crouched down beside them. âJust tell the two guards to switch shifts. Iâd never want someone to miss the birth of their pup.â
Dad stopped on the bottom step of the stairs and glanced at Bryiar, who hadnât moved from her spot, smiling at him like a kid caught with her hand in the cookie jar.
His back was to me, but I sensed his curiosity. âIs everything okay, Bryiar?â
âYup!â she said. âJust waiting around for Everlee. Have you seen her today?â
Dad glanced around, and I pressed my eyes closed as if that would make me invisible to him. âNot since breakfast. Keep looking. Iâm sure sheâs around here somewhere.â
Bryiar saluted him like an idiot, and I watched him walk off shaking his head, probably questioning my choice in friends. âYouâre a terrible liar,â I said, walking around the steps.
She shrugged and pushed a stray blonde hair from her head. âWhat can I say? Iâm not myself if Iâm not brutally honest. And to be honest, you smell like youâre two seconds away from stripping down and going to ride Harlan like a cowgirl.â
âOh my God,â I said, lifting up my palm. âIâm going to shower now. Why donât you go pack your bags or something? Pick out a dress for tomorrow and prepare to find your alpha mate.â
Bryiar scoffed. âIâve had my dress picked out. Plus, Iâm not going to mate with some college boy.â
Here we go again. âBryiar, you know the idea of your mating with an alpha king is ridiculous, right? What are the chances of one showing up at Werewolf University and carrying you away to his castle in the woods?â
She stuck her tongue out at me. âThe same of you being able to go the night without sneaking over to Harlanâs room. ~Hussy~.â
***
I was positive that someone had plucked me from Earth and shoved me into an eternal hell. If someone had asked me a week ago what my idea of hell would be, I wouldnât have answered sitting across from Harlan, imagining the taste of his mouth while he took each article of my clothes off mentallyâand us not being able to do anything about it.
âEverlee,â Mom said, resting her hand over mine.
I glanced over with a plastic smile.
âYouâve hardly eaten your steak, and I know itâs your favorite.â
I looked down at my half-eaten plate, and sat up straighter, using my knife to cut off another piece. âJust a lot on my mind,â I said, taking a slow bite, my gaze lifting toward Harlanâs dark one from across the table.
His tongue snaked out across his bottom lip so quickly I wasnât sure it was meant for me, but with Dad staring daggers at him, I figured it was a good idea to ignore the burst of tingles it formed in my gut.
âIâm nervous about the party,â I lied. Iâd never been more ready for anything in my life. Tomorrow Iâd know if Harlan was my mate or not. I could start Werewolf U knowing who my mate was and spend the next four years learning about pack rules rather than wondering who I would spend the rest of my life with.
It was drama-less.
No turmoil like my parents.
Just blissful nights together.
Shivers danced on my skin, and I took a bite to keep back my smile.
Mom smiled. âItâll be fine. Iâm sure youâre curious if youâll find your mate, and you may not, but there is a great chance you will once you start school. Donât worry about it. It will all fall into place.â
I smiled at her. Seeing my dad giving me a narrowed look, I tossed him my best âI love you, Dadâ smile and finished my plate.
Now, I just needed to get through a night down the hallway from Harlan, and make it to the party, to seal my fate.
My cell phone clock read one in the morning, and I hadnât been able to close my eyes but for a few seconds at a time. The rain sound playing on my speaker did little to block out any noise, and every creak sent me on high alert.
The light footsteps down the hallway drew me to a sitting position, and a bead of sweat dripped down my neck to soak into my white tank top. They stopped near my door, and I waited patiently for Harlan to open it, but he didnât.
A white folded-up piece of paper slid beneath the floor and the bottom of the door, and a smile tugged at my mouth.
Harlan and I spent hours passing notes as kids.
Itâd been years, but it never made my heart race like this.
I crawled over the hardwood, grabbing the note and unfolding it. His small cursive handwriting made me smile.
~Canât sleep, you?~
I crawled over to my nightstand and grabbed a pen from the depths of my junk.
~If I were sleeping, this note would be sad tomorrow morning.~
I slipped it back underneath and pressed my heels against the hardwood, the moonlight brightening my legs from my balcony window.
Harlan slipped the note partly underneath, and when I went to grab it, his finger brushed my own. Shocks of electricity raced up my spine.
~I could hear you breathing. I knew you werenât asleep.~
I tapped my pen against my mouth, gnawing on my lip, debating on whether to put myself out of my misery and open the door.
Harlan asked me nicely to wait.
I would wait.
~Are you nervous about tomorrow?~
Harlan slipped a finger slightly underneath the door and pulled the note outside. I listened to him chuckle, and I imagined that smug smirk on his face.
~No.~
Of course he wasnât nervous.
~Why?~ I scribbled back.
~Because I know this feeling isnât some sudden burst of lust. Itâs growing stronger, and I want you even more than I did before. Tomorrow night, weâll find out that weâre mates. Then weâll have forever.~
I smiled, my heart thumping an extra beat at the thought of being Harlanâs mate forever. The love between my parents had been my standard my entire life. Knowing Harlan was raised seeing that same love meant he would know how to love.
Not wanting to ruin the moment, I scribbled down, ~See you tomorrow. Iâll be the one in red.~, and walked toward my bed, sliding beneath the covers, and into the warmth.
I imagined Harlanâs strong arms around me, and suddenly sleep came easy.