HARLAN
~Iâd rather been hung up by my toenails than know she was alone with him.~ Everything about the situation burned my blood, and as I scanned the bookshelves of the library in search of a solution, my wolf mourned.
Not being able to focus really made it hard at finding something to help the situation. It wasnât something you could go ~Google~ being it was the history of werewolves, so the old fashion way was my best shot. Unless I knew someone personally, that went through it, which I didnât.
My family was dead, and Savannah or Dax hadnât texted and mentioned a way to win my mate. ~They would tell me, wouldnât they?~ I stopped and stared at the history section, the array of books about the war between lycans and werewolves.
None of them seemed to scream ~âlet me tell you a love story~,â so I walked passed them, bumping into someone behind me. âIâm sorry,â I said, turning to see a petite girl with large black rimmed glasses, messy brown hair and a giant sweater.
She was the stereotypical bookworm. The one you saw on ole 80s movies.
âItâs okay,â she said, waving me off. âIâm fine.â
I slid past her but stopped. I felt out of place asking a stranger for something so personal, but I didnât care what anyone thought about my drive to win Ever. âDo you have a second?â
She glanced over her glasses at me. âDepends, you coming on to me?â
I laughed, unable to help it. âNope.â
She smirked. âThen proceed,â she said.
Suddenly embarrassed, I rubbed the back of my neck. âDo you know anyone, or of any books, were someone has two mates?â
She stalled for a moment, keeping her eyes on sliding her book back into place, before looking up at me. âAre you the lycan thatâs mated to the Allaire Girl?â
~Damn, everyone knew.~
âLucky me.â
âI havenât found my mate yet, but that sucks. Um, well, I donât think youâre going to find anything in the library about it. But,â she said, bending down to grab her bag, âif you have a few minutes, I could bring you to one of my professors. Professor Sitton is older, has been here awhile, and may have a better idea about it than me.â
âIâll take it. Can you take me now?â
She motioned toward the staircase. She took the ~no talking~ seriously, and led me down the curved staircase, and toward the front door. Once we were out, she took a sharp turn, and guided me around the library.
âSo,â she said, hiking her bag up her shoulder. âYou grew up in a hybrid kingdom?â
âYeah. I did.â
âSounds cool,â she admitted. âYou grew up with Everlee then?â
âYup.â
She cringed. âMust suck to find your mate, and then get here and the soon to be ~alpha king~ claim her,â she said, rolling her eyes.
I chuckled. âNot a fan of the alpha king?â
She smiled. âActually, heâs only ever been nice to me; however, I donât understand why all the she-wolves fawn over him like heâs superior to other wolves. Itâs annoying. But he actually carried me to my dorm when I twisted my ankle once. I wish I had an awful story about him for your sake, but sadly, I donât.â
I shrugged. âIt is what it is, I guess. Itâs not his fault. However, even though I know that, I canât help but want to rip his head off. Then I have to just let her spend time alone with him,â I groaned, sliding my palm down my face. âSorry, Iâll stop.â
She looked up at me. âItâs fine. Iâm sure itâs tough.â
âIâm Harlan, by the way,â I said.
âNat.â
I followed Nat toward the journalism building, and up to a small second story. An office sat in the corner, wedged between a classroom and a water fountain. She knocked three times, and a gravelly voice answered.
She shoved it open.
âHey Professor Sitton.â
âNatalie, nice to see you. What brings you in?â he asked.
I poked my head around the corner of the door and into the chaos he called an office. In his defense, it was small, and he didnât have much room, but there were stacks of papers, folders, and books everywhere.
Natalie turned to look at me. âThis is Harlan.â
Professor Sitton had red wiry hair, balding in certain spots, and a kind smile. âDid you find your mate?â
Natalie blushed. âNo. However, thatâs what we wanted to talk to you about. Iâm sure youâve heard since the rumor mill has been churning, but this is Harlan, the lycan thatâs mated to Everlee Allaire.â
Professor Sitton blinked twice.
âI forgot. You only come out of your office to teach. Well, it turns out his mate, Everlee, is also mated to Rage Hunt. The soon-to-be alpha king.â
He leaned back in his chair, tapping the end of his pen against his mouth. âReally now. ~Interesting~.â
Leaning against the doorframe, I asked, âIs it interesting? Because itâs pretty sucky to me.â
He chuckled and leaned forward. âI can imagine.â
âHave you ever heard of that?â Nat asked, running her fingers along his bookshelf.
âA long time ago, my mother told me a story about it. It was a rare occurrence. Some thought it was a blessing from the goddess, and others thought it to be a curse. Tell me,â he said. âWhat do you know about your parents?â
âMy dad was the lycan king, and Everleeâs parentsâ killed him. He was a dirty bastard.â
He nodded. âEverlee is a hybrid?â
âYup,â Natalie said, still searching his bookshelf.
âInteresting. An alpha mate, and a lycan king mate. One for both. Itâs a choice sheâll have to make, because we all know two dominant wolves arenât going to share,â he said with a chuckle.
âWhat about the story?â I asked.
He thought about it. âIt was an old fairytale. I may still have it. Hold on.â
He got up, in overlarge clothes, a sweater vest and penny loafers. He bent down beneath his desk and pulled out a large plastic box packed to the brim.
Rummaging through the box, he began to pull out things and sit them on his desk. Once he hit the bottom, he grinned. â~Ah-ha~!â he shouted, running his fingertips over the black and white checkered childrenâs bedtime story book.
I sighed so he couldnât hear.
~This dude is giving me a childrenâs fairytale book? Cheese on a flipping cracker.~
âMy mother was human,â he said softly. âShe was raised by wolves and survived my birth. My father found his mate later in life, and left,â he said, looking up at me. âShe was an excellent mother and read to me often. It was one thing I brought with me into my adult life. Her love for reading.â
I took the book, looking at the worn yellow pages, and the age of the hard cover. âThank you,â I said even though I wasnât sure if any of it would help.
Natalie squealed and snagged a book from the top shelf. âWhy didnât you tell me that this came in?â
Professor Sitton chuckled. âI read it, and just forgot. Take it. Itâs a wild ending.â
Natalie grinned ear to ear and shoved the book down into her book bag. âThanks for all of your help. Iâll bring this back when I finish,â she said, looking over at me. âAre you ready?â
I nodded. âThank you, Professor Sitton. It was nice to meet you.â
He sat down and furrowed his brow. âHarlan, I know youâre in a difficult position, but donât let the bad come out in the midst of this battle.â
Brushing him off to being a little looney, I nodded. âSure thing.â
Nat and I walked out of the journalism building, and I stopped on the sidewalk. âThank you for taking me here.â I glanced at the book. âIâm not really sure how much help a fairytale will be, but maybe Iâm wrong.â
She smiled. âHeâs a good guy, just a little silly at times. Iâd love to know how it turns out after you read it. If you have any luck with it.â
I pulled out my phone and handed it to her. âYou can put in your number. Iâll text you if I find anything.â
She typed in her number and handed it back. âAwesome. I hope everything works out for you.â
âMe too. Thanks.â
Nat waved and walked the opposite way toward her dorm, and I started back toward my apartment. In the distance, I noticed some wolf staring at me. I didnât recognize him, but I didnât make it a habit to try to make friends often.
There were plenty of wolves and lycans from our pack to talk to around campus. I felt him watching me clear across the courtyard, but I figured it had to do with my scene dealing with Rage the other night.
I ignored it.
I dug my phone from my pocket and sent Everlee a text message to meet me for supper later. I knew she had plans with Bryiar, and I tried not to think about what she was doing with Rage, but I wanted to see her.
I prayed she didnât smell like him.
~Did he kiss her?~ My wolf asked.
~I donât know. I donât care.~
~Liar. You know you care.~
~Stop talking about it.~
~Whatever,~ he mumbled.
I stalked toward my apartment, unlocked the door, and walked toward my room. The storybook was old, the pages frail and yellowed. ~What were the chances of a storybook giving me anything?~
I sat down on my bed, opened the first page, and read over the title: ~The Little Wolf.~ The creepy font gave me a shiver. I turned the page and looked at the prologue.
~Once upon a time, a small little wolf wasnât so small anymore, but she felt small between them. She didnât realize one path would lead to destruction, and the other the same. The two beasts surrounding her would rip her apart in the midst of a war too big for her shoulders.~
~One beast held rage. The other wrath. Neither of them willing to walk away, neither of them willing to lose the little wolf.~
~Too bad for the wolf.~
~She doesnât know whatâs coming.~
My fingers grew numb, dropping the page, and shoving the book away from me.
~Itâs just a book,~ my wolf said, feeling my despair.
~Youâre right,~ I said softly, scrubbing my palm down my face. I got up and walked toward my refrigerator to grab a bottle of water.
Maybe Iâd finish it later. It was a fairytale; maybe it had a good ending. It wasnât linked to Everlee or our situation.
It was fiction.
My phone buzzed in my pocket.
Everlee: ~I left my phone in my dorm room to charge. Can I meet you at the cafeteria in an hour or so?~
Me: ~Sure. Iâll see you then.~
~Ask her about Rage,~ my wolf pushed.
~No. Iâm not asking her about him. If she wants to tell me anything, she can, but I wonât ask.~
I didnât want to know. I tossed my empty water bottle when someone knocked on my door. I walked over and opened it to see no one. A small white envelope sat on my worn doormat, and I picked it up before shutting and locking my door.
Iâd been in that apartment for three years, and no one ever left me any notes. I opened it up and stared at the small print.
~Donât worry. Weâll make it easy for you.~
I dropped my hand and swung the door open wide, walking out onto the concrete porch. I stared at the parking spaces and empty lot to my left.
~Who in the hell left this? Make what easy for me?~
I folded the note and tore it into two pieces, letting the pieces drift in the wind, hoping whoever watched me knew that I wasnât scared and didnât give a ratâs ass about any half-hearted threats.
If Rage did this, it was sad and pathetic.
If not, I had no idea who cared enough about my future to care about my mate.
Either way, I wasnât backing down.
It wasnât in my nature. I may not claim my father, but royalty ~was~ in my blood.
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