Chapter 35: Forever Words

KARA

My heart was racing like crazy. I felt chills run down my spine, but in a wonderful way. This was it. This was my first time ever being told those words from someone besides a family member.

And of all people, ~Jason Kade~ was the one to say them to me.

He loved me.

My heart was swelling with ecstasy. The fact that he felt the same as I did was almost surreal.

Our relationship had been bumpy and full of lust from the start. But setting all of that aside, Jason always had my back.

With Adam, with the rumors, and even down to having to deal with his crazy ex-girlfriend to protect me.

Every time I needed him, he’d been there. Sitting here in front of me is proof of that. Jason didn’t have to drive hours away just to make me feel better, but he did. Because he knew it’s what I needed.

Almost breathlessly I whispered, “I love you.”

Jason’s blue eyes were locked on my face, roaming all of my features as he absorbed the words. He looked so nervous that he reminded me of a cute little boy.

Not the intimidating, sexual, and goofy guy I’ve become addicted to.

It felt so right saying those three words to him. My heart felt lighter after these agonizing weeks.

I was practically glowing. This was a new feeling for me. A new and exciting feeling. One that gave me an adrenaline rush.

I felt like I could do anything in the world.

After coming out of his shock, he nuzzled his face into my neck. I held on to him like my life depended on it.

The rain wasn’t slowing down at all. Jason must have noticed that as well because he grabbed our clothes and began to walk toward the cabin. I shivered in delight.

After stepping into the cabin, I waited by the door as Jason went to the bathroom. Walking back out to me, he handed me a towel.

I grinned at him as I noticed he was trying his hardest to avert his gaze from my naked breast.

“Thank you.” I grabbed the towels and began to dry myself off. I walked over to the drawer and pulled out some of the old clothes I’d left from previous visits.

I glanced back at Jason, who was also drying himself off.

“I’m going to shower.” I nodded as he closed the bathroom door. The shower turned on. I quickly took off my underwear and then wrapped the towel around myself.

Walking over to another drawer, I grabbed some of Charlie’s clothes.

Ten minutes passed, and Jason walked out while drying his hair. “Here. See if this fits.” I threw the clothes, accidentally hitting him in the face. A giggle escaped my lips.

Jason glanced at me in the towel. “Are you completely naked under that?” He smirked when my face began to turn red at his bluntness.

He laughed. “I’m attracted to you. Don’t blame me for wondering.”

Ignoring him, I walked into the bathroom, showered, and then quickly changed into a set of dry clothes. The thin gray T-shirt and shorts made me feel much cozier.

Walking back out, I saw Jason sitting on the bed. Before doing anything else, I quickly checked my phone and saw that I had multiple messages from Layla and Jess.

Guilt washed over me. I hadn’t seen them since earlier in the auditorium. I hadn’t even told them where I went. I sent the two of them brief text messages explaining where I was.

They’d forgive me once I told them all the details. They were going to ~love~ this.

It’s amazing how some things can either make or break your day. I was humiliated by Sarah, but now, with what’s happening with Jason, I felt like I was on top of the world.

“What are you thinking about?” Jason’s deep voice snapped me back to reality.

I smiled slightly at the sight of him. His hair was beginning to dry, but it was still a mess as usual. His lips were swollen and slightly pinker than usual from our previous makeout session.

“You,” I murmured. He raised his eyebrows in surprise. Jason then gave me his signature smile and patted the spot next to him. I willingly moved closer to him.

It was safe to say that Jason and I were back on good terms, but I didn’t know if we were still technically dating.

“So…what are we?” I blurted out.

Jason let out a deep chuckle and wrapped his arms around me.

We stretched out on the bed, and I laid my head on his chest. I could hear his heart thumping loudly. It was a soothing sound. Being in his arms felt so natural to me. I wished to stay here forever.

“I would love to still call you my girlfriend, but it’s up to you.” I could hear the sadness in his voice.

Jason thought that I’d changed my mind because of Sarah intervening in our relationship. I hugged him and clung to his body, causing him to laugh.

“I like calling you my boyfriend,” I replied. He began to play with my hair. The touch of his fingers relaxed me. I closed my eyes and inhaled his scent, enjoying the feel of his arms around me.

“Good, because I was going to hold you hostage here until you said yes,” Jason joked, which caused me to laugh. “I like your laugh.” He breathed out.

I tilted my head up so I could stare at him. Jason glanced at me with his vibrant blue eyes and gave me a quick kiss.

When he pulled away, I sat up and swung my leg over his hips so that I was straddling him. Jason was surprised by this, but I could tell that he didn’t mind at all.

He grinned up at me. I couldn’t help but admire his boyish smile. It was perfect.

He was perfect.

I leaned down and slowly pressed my lips against Jason’s. His soft lips were captivating. This kiss was different. It wasn’t a usual quick, sweet kiss.

It was like our earlier one—full of passion and lust.

My hands found his hair, and I gripped tightly, causing him to groan in pleasure from the roughness.

His hands landed on my hips, where he gripped and ground me down against him. I gasped in pleasure as I felt his hardened member rub against my clit.

Jason pulled back before pressing his lips against my neck, where he began to kiss and suck. I let out a soft moan.

Our hands were everywhere. We kept trying to pull ourselves closer to each other. I quickly grabbed the bottom of his shirt and tore it off over his head.

Jason flipped us so that I was now lying on my back. He stared down at me, eyes clouded over with lust. We were both breathing heavily—panting for air.

That’s when I realized I was ready. I wanted it to be him.

I reached for the bottom of my shirt and arched my back, removing the shirt from my torso. In one swift movement, I threw it aside. Jason’s eyes met mine, looking for an answer to my sudden action.

I nodded at him to let him know that I was okay with it. His lustful blue eyes that were burning into mine slowly trailed down my body.

Feeling somewhat nervous and insecure, I gripped the sheets next to me, but the way he took me in made me feel confident. Jason’s lips met mine once again, and he began to roughly kiss me.

“You’re so perfect, Kara,” he breathed against my lips. Removing his lips from mine, he kissed my collarbone, and then down to my breast.

I moaned as he began to suck on my left nipple. With his other hand, he massaged my other mound, pinching the nipple slightly. The sensation sent shock coursing down to the heat in the core of my belly.

Jason continued to swirl his tongue around my nipple, rotating between nibbling, sucking, and pinching until both were red and sensitive.

The feeling had only added to the heat burning wildly in my lower abdomen.

Jason kissed my belly and lowered, leaving a trail of fire until he reached the heat between my legs. My clit throbbed, waiting to be touched.

I was wet from excitement. Jason glanced up at me, slowly pulling my shorts and panties down my legs. Once they were off, he threw them on the floor and took in my fully naked form.

“Fuck, Kara,” Jason groaned as he gave my clit a sloppy, wet kiss. I moaned out in surprise. “You’re so fucking sexy.”

The feeling was intoxicating. I wanted more. Jason held my hips down as his tongue applied pressure to my swollen clit, throwing me into a frenzy. My pussy clenched as I waited for more.

“Oh my God,” I moaned out and arched my back. My hand instinctively gripped his thick blond hair. My other hand palmed my breast, soothing my sore nipple.

Jason’s tongue continued lapping me, pressure building in my core. The feeling was pure bliss. I let out a whimper when he stopped and pulled back.

“Patience, kitten.” Jason’s voice was husky. His blue eyes stared up at me from between my legs. My body squirmed with anticipation when I felt his long fingers lightly press at my entrance.

Jason slowly slid a finger in. “You’re so wet,” he breathed out, sliding in another. The feeling of his fingers inside of me made me clench.

At an agonizingly slow pace, Jason moved his fingers in and out, torturing me.

“Please.” I gripped the bedsheets next to me. Jason pumped quicker while making a come-hither motion, hitting the perfect spot inside of me.

I’d never felt anything so fucking good before.

I stared down at him, and Jason gave me a smirk. My brows furrowed as I waited for him to do something. Anything. I was horny beyond belief and needed relief.

I moaned loudly when his mouth landed on my clit and he began to suck on it while fingering me faster.

“Just like that,” I moaned and played with my nipples while absorbing the pure bliss. The pressure in my core began to build. I knew I was close.

“I’m going to cum,” I moaned out. My thighs squeezed around Jason’s head. He began to pump his fingers quicker and tongued my clit rougher.

My hands returned to roughly grip Jason’s hair as wave after wave of pure ecstasy rolled throughout my body and I came all over his fingers.

A feeling I wanted to experience over and over again.

My chest heaved as I panted for air. “We’re not done yet.” Jason lifted himself and crawled to hover over my body.

My pussy pulsed, still feeling sensitive, but I wanted Jason. I wanted as much of him as I could possibly have.

His soft lips met mine, and I tasted myself. Our kiss became heated. I was horny yet again.

“I’m ready,” I said to him through passionate kisses.

Jason pulled back slightly to look at my face. “Are you sure?”

It was the perfect timing—alone together in the middle of nowhere—right after we confessed our love for each other. It was perfect.

I nodded, kissing him as a reply.

Jason grabbed a condom, tearing it open. Within a moment, he was positioned, and he gave me another worried glance.

Before he could say anything, I wrapped my legs around his waist and pulled him closer to me. My eyebrows furrowed as he positioned himself at my entrance—the anxiety and excitement mingling.

I winced as Jason began slowly filling me. My eyes squeezed shut, and my hands subconsciously landed on his hips and slightly pushed back. It was painful.

“It’s okay, Kara.” Jason grabbed my fingers and intertwined them with my own.

His lips found the sweet spot on my neck and he sucked lightly, taking away from the pain. I lightly moaned as he continued to kiss my neck and whisper into my ear.

My eyes opened as I felt the head of his cock hit my wall. I moaned in surprise, a sensational feeling replacing the biting pain.

“That felt good,” I breathed out. Jason removed his lips from my neck and pulled back. His blue eyes were dark and full of so much lust I couldn’t help but clench in excitement.

As soon as my pussy had clenched on him, Jason whispered, “Fuck.”

I trailed my fingers over his shoulders and gripped his hair in one hand, while the other rested on his biceps. Jason began to pick up his pace and the pleasure was settling in.

He rested his forehead against mine and reached a hand down between my legs. His rough thumb landed on my clit and he began to rub it while thrusting into me, making me let out a loud moan.

“Keep doing that,” I breathed out between moans, and Jason pulled back, staring into my eyes as he fucked me harder.

Thrust after thrust, I felt his cock filling me completely. The pressure in my core was building once again and I lifted my hips, meeting his thrusts.

Jason moved his mouth and began sucking one of my nipples, adding to the pleasure. “I’m going to cum again,” I whimpered, the pleasure becoming overwhelming.

“Me too,” Jason moaned out, pushing me over the edge. I gripped his biceps as I released myself, clenching around his cock. My eyes rolled to the back of my head, and euphoria overtook my body.

“Fuck,” he whispered as he fell onto his forearms.

Jason slid out and lay down next to me. My eyes remained closed as I tried to calm my breathing.

This was my first time having sex, and Jason Kade was my first.