Iâm jolted awake by a pinch on the arm. I jerk up and spot Kirill at my bedside. Emma is draped over me, so I have to move slowly and carefully to untangle myself from her and the sheets before I can get out.
Kirill backs off to the doorway while I pull my boxers on. I check to see that Emma is still sleeping and then I follow him into the living room.
âWhat are you doing here?â I growl.
âSorry. I tried calling, but you didnât pick up.â
âDid you find Sergey?â
âManâs still missing. But the security team did find something else that I think youâll want to know about.â
Kirillâs lips are pursed together. Heâs also cracking his knuckles a lot, which is a sure sign that heâs got bad news for me.
âWhat is it?â
He clears his throat and gestures towards the thin brown envelope sitting on the dining table. âIâm sorry, man.â
Those are ominous words. I rip off the top half of the envelope and pull the contents out. Itâs a sheath of photographs. The first one is a blurry picture of Remmy Jefferson leaning against a very familiar-looking wall. Just beyond is a woman with her hair pulled up in a bun. The picture quality is low but I recognize Emma immediately.
I glance up at Kirill. âWhat the fuck is this?â
âIt looks like Remmy visited Emma last night.â
Last night? Is that why she was so frazzled? She was borderline hysterical. Goddammit, why the fuck hadnât I just slowed down for two seconds and let her say what sheâd called me to say?
Oh, rightâfive dead bodies.
I move onto the next photograph. Itâs more of the same. Remmy standing in Emmaâs apartment, the two obviously engaged in a conversation. Of course, thereâs no way to know the nature of the conversation. But the fact that it took place in her apartment is troubling.
When I look up again, Kirill is staring back at me with wary eyes. âI hate to say it, brother⦠but I think she mightâve conned you.â
I shake my head. Even in the face of photographic evidence, Iâm willing to give Emma the benefit of the doubt. Pictures can be doctored. And even if they havenât been, there has to be another explanation.
âShe wouldnât do that.â
âLook at those pictures, bro.â
âIâm fucking looking, bro,â I snarl. âAnd I donât fucking believe them. I trust her; she wouldnâtââ
âThatâs not all.â
I feel like Iâm turning to stone. âGo on.â
He cracks his knuckles again. His tendons must be shredded to nothing at this point. âOur contact in the newsroom gave me a call this morning. He wanted to give us a heads-up. Theyâre getting ready to run a story about you soon. He preempted the conversation by saying there was nothing he could do to stop it.â
Just like that, my heart drops. âWhat story?â
Kirill shuffles from one foot to the other. âA story that involves a sex contract between you and your assistant.â
Breathe.
Fucking breathe.
One.
Two.
Threeâ¦
âFUCK!â
Kirill takes a step back. âI know this is a lot but weâre gonna have to get in damage control mode real fast. Itâs bad enough we have the botched Venera launch to deal with. But a sex scandal on top of thatâ¦â
I barely hear him. How have things gone from absolutely perfect to absolute shit in a matter of seconds? How is it possible that she was able to fool me so completely?
Months. Iâve devoted months of my life to this woman. I made her a part of my life. I immersed myself in hers.
I fucking trusted her.
The proof is in the fact that sheâs here at allâin my place of solitude. The place I come to when I want to get away from everything. The place I swore no woman would ever see the inside of.
âHow do you want me to handle this?â Kirill asks.
âFirst, I have to handle it.â
I snatch up the pictures and storm into the bedroom. The moment I walk in, I realize what a huge mistake Iâve made. Her scent is everywhereâhoney and citrus and sweetness and lies. Now, every time I walk into this room, Iâll imagine her sprawled across my bed, one slim, bare thigh peeking out from beneath the covers.
No.
Slowly but surely, I have to start expelling every trace of her from my world.
And it starts right fucking now.
Sheâs stirring when I approach. âRuslanâ¦?â she mumbles sleepily.
âGet up.â
Her eyes dart open and the sleep drains from her face the moment she looks at me. âRuslan, w-whatâs wrong?â Her eyelashes flutter and her cheeks flush. âIs this about last night?â
âApparently, last night was the least of my problems.â I fling the pictures at her. She flinches back and the photographs scatter, fluttering around her like flakes of ash at the end of the world.
âWhatâ¦?â
She picks up one of the photographs. Her eyes go wide and she pales. âRuslanâlet me explainââ
As it turns out, thatâs all the explanation I need. âGet your clothes on and get the fuck out of my apartment.â
She stares at me as though sheâs having a hard time recognizing me. Well, that makes two of us. âR-Ruslanâ¦â Her voice is barely above a whisper and still, it claws at me.
I turn from her. âYouâve got two fucking minutes or Iâll throw you into that elevator ass naked.â
She scrambles off the bed. I canât even bear to look at her. I hear a hint of a sob from behind me but I clench my jaw and dig my heels in. I was a fool to let her in so deep. I was a fool to trust her at all. I knew it was a mistake but I let myself be convinced. And for what? A sweet smile and easy pussy?
âRuslan, please. I told you I wanted to speak to you last nightââ
I whip around. âSo you could come clean about your dirty deal with Remmy Jefferson?â he growls. âItâs too fucking late to make amends now, Emma.â
Sheâs breathing fast. âYou donât even knowââ
âAll I need to know is that you betrayed me. I donât care about the reasons.â
âIâ
âKIRILL!â I roar.
She recoils back, hurt blanketing her face. âYouâre not even gonna hear my side?â
âYou were the only one who was supposed to know about that contract!â I roar. âIf you didnât fucking talk, how the fuck did Remmy Jefferson get his hands on it?â
The redness on her cheeks has spread to her chest. âI was a foolââ
âNot the word Iâd use.â I turn my back on Emma when Kirill appears at the door. âMake sure this woman is wiped from my life. Make sure her desk at Bane Corp. is cleared, make sure our contract is severed, make sure I never have to see her again after this moment.â
âRuslan, please. You need to listen toââ
I whirl on her. âIâm done listening. And Iâm done with you. Our agreement is officially at an end, Ms. Carson.â She flinches when I backslide into her surname. âYour services will no longer be required.â
Iâm almost at the door when she grabs my arm. âI just need two minutes! Please!â
I twist out of her grasp and shove her against the wall. She stumbles backward, a strangled scream escaping her lips. I step forward and tighten my hand around her throat.
âYou know exactly who I am now,â I snarl at her. âWhat you should also know is that Iâm a pahkan first and a CEO second. If you cross me again, I will destroy you. Do you understand?â
I put just a little bit of pressure on her throat. Not enough to hurt her but plenty to scare her. Her eyes go wide and I get what Iâm after.
Fear.
âI asked you a question, Ms. Carson. Do. You. Understand?â
She nods slowly.
âGood.â I release her and sweep out of the room. âKirill⦠get rid of her.â
I hear her sobs even as the elevator doors slide shut. I try to block out the sound but even after the doors spew me out onto the ground floor, I can still hear her. I can still feel her. Even now, after everything I just discovered, sheâs everywhere.
On my tongue.
Under my skin.
In my fucking soul.