This darkness fills my mind
Needles in my head
Bed full of nails not sure where
To go or who i am anymore
I donât want to do this anymore,
Going blind to my own emotions
The numbness fills me up.
Intertwined with the people on the inside
Of my mind canât escape these thoughts that
Taunt me in my sleep. The light that
Once shined starts to fade away.
Feeling caught in my own trap I canât
Cut myself away from. Afraid that if I
Step away I will lose the safety of the shade.
Being made to feel happy when Iâm really
Not, but I fake it anyway.
For the sake of saying âiâm fineâ hoping
They will believe me, but no one can read the signs.