On the edge of this cliff
About to jump right off.
I tried, and tried to
Become happy, but every smile I show
Is fake to make you think Iâm okay.
Though really my world grows dark,
And is crashing at the seams. My heart
Is breaking, leaving me shaking out of control.
They just see me the way they want me to be,
And now for who I truly am.
Hiding behind a mask
Pretending iâm okay, and that iâm happy
This way; when I'm really not.
Saying iâm fine, but there's a line between
A truth, and a lie. The reality is I just want to die why oh
Why you see the sign
That Iâm not okay.