She was unwilling to accept this. She wanted to destroy everything!
âWhy, why do you always like to force things that donât belong to you? So what if I disappear? He wonât fall in love with you, not now, and certainly not in the future!â
âI know he wonât!â Jing Xinlei roared. Her face turned furious, but then she laughed bitterly. âFrom the moment I left, I knew that he would never forgive me again. But even so, I donât want you to have a good time!â
âDo you really love him?â Zuo Weiyi suddenly asked.
Her words calmed Jing Xinlei.
âYouâre a third party, what right do you have to ask me if I love him?!â
âIâm not a third party.â Zuo Weiyi looked at her and said calmly, âWhen I met him, he didnât have any woman by his side.â
âBut to me, youâre a third party!â Jing Xinlei roared again. âIf it werenât for you, he would have definitely forgiven me!â
âWould he?â Zuo Weiyi asked in return, âIf he knew that you came back just to use him to help your Jing family resolve the crisis, do you think he would forgive you? He wouldnât. He would only hate you even more!â
âThatâs all because of you!â Thinking back to the time when she told Shi Yuting about her plan, Jing Xinlei was burning with anger. âIf you hadnât told him everything, how could he have known?!â
âHeâs smart. Even if I didnât tell him, he would have known one day! You donât love him at all. How can you say that I took away everything that belongs to you?â
âHow do you know that I donât love him?!â She loved him, but she placed too much importance on her work and dreams. She was caught in between the two.
âWhen you love someone, you wonât leave them when theyâre on the verge of collapse, and you wonât use them! You only have a vain possessiveness towards him. You think heâs the best in the world, so with a man like him, you have a sense of superiority and enjoy the vanity, donât you?â
âThatâs not true! I just...â Jing Xinlei suddenly didnât even have a reason to convince herself. âI was just caught between him and my dreams. But I love him!â
âThatâs not love at all. In your heart, heâs not even as good as your dreams. How can that be called love?â
âWhat right do you have to say that thatâs not love?!â
âBecause I wonât. I wonât leave him when heâs at his most helpless. Do you know that he is willing to give up the position of president for me. But can you make the sacrifice for him?â
Zuo Weiyiâs words were like a bucket of ice waterâthey woke Jing Xinlei.
Was this what it was like to truly love someone? But she was still very unwilling!
But why? She was the one who knew him first. She was the one who fell in love with him first. So why did Zuo Weiyi, who appeared later, get all of his love? Why? She was unwilling, she was just unwilling!
âI was the one who fell in love with him first, why did you come out and snatch it from me?â Jing Xinlei spoke softly but her eyes seem to want to devour Zuo Weiyi completely!
âLove doesnât differentiate between first and second. You knew long ago that he wouldnât be able to forgive you after returning five years later, right?â Zuo Weiyi was a woman too. How could that man possibly forgive her if she abandoned everything five years later and returned?n/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
Jing Xinlei should have already known this in her heart, but she just wasnât willing to accept this fact.