Our meetings to discuss brotherhood business are the least of my concerns now.
Or most of the time, really.
I have my role to play, and itâs behind the scenes. The decisions the makes are directly influenced by my opinion thatâs backed up with my intel.
My rise in the brotherhoodâs ranks to become one of its most indispensable pillars didnât happen by sheer luck. I didnât come this far due to using force like Damien or by manipulation like Kirill.
It was by logic.
I realized early on that to keep rising in the Bratva, I needed systems in place. Trusted menâKolya and Yan, though the latter is pushing it. Hackers. Informants within every organization possible.
While those elements were in place during my fatherâs time, they werenât utilized to their full capability. I changed that and made them the strongest part of the brotherhood.
Power isnât barking orders and raising guns. Itâs not declaring wars and commanding hits in a show of masculinity.
True power simmers underneath, hushed in low tones and feared in public.
Thatâs what Iâve become. The one whose shadow everyone feels, even when Iâm not present, whether in the brotherhood or outside of it.
They might not like meâand many donâtâbut they fear me. Due to my systems, they donât know whether I have footage of them in compromising positions. At an unauthorized meeting with a cartel boss in South America. On a yacht sailing in the Mediterranean Sea that they embezzled from their organization. At the mayorâs house, fucking him and his wife when they shouldâve been merely keeping an eye on them.
Itâs easy to watch everyone from the confines of my home. The system I spent a long time building works seamlessly, without me having to interject in its course anymore.
Once my enemiesâand so-called brothersâknow Iâm powerful enough to crush them, they donât dare cross me. Some of them still try to wipe me away now and again, but thanks to my system, the hackers, and Kolya, they fail.
They got close once. Only . And Iâll figure out the reason my system failed in that instance if itâs the last thing I do.
Due to my invisible role in the brotherhood, I donât particularly need to attend the meetings. Something that the other members of the elite group keep reproaching me about. But the previous , Nikolai, and the current one, his brother, Sergei, have always exempted me of the chore of being present. Theyâre smart enough to recognize that Iâm better off putting my system into use and bringing them results.
Or, at least, I thought Sergei did.
While heâs been acceptant of my way of doing things, his recent suspicions of me are troublesome. Now, I have to prove my loyalty all over again, but I canât be obvious about it, because that will raise his alarms even more.
Weâre at his mansion thatâs situated on the outskirts of Brooklyn. This house has been used as the brotherhoodâs compound in New York for decades. When my father brought me here as a kid, I thought it was a monster, but way less monstrous than our own house.
I sit on Sergeiâs right at the meeting table, cradling a glass of cognac I havenât been drinking from. The is in his sixties and has been hiding his cancer from the brotherhood. Iâd already figured it out soon after he did.
Yes, I even have spies on my own . People overflow with secrets and itâs those secrets that keep me one step ahead of them. The men here use guns as their weapons. Mine is information. Itâs deadlier, faster, and more efficient.
The reason I havenât brought Sergei down using his weaknessâthe cancerâis because that will cause a power shift. While I donât give a fuck about instigating chaos, Iâm not in the mood to deal with it at a time like this.
Only the higher-ups in the brotherhood are allowed to attend breakfast at the âs house. Out of respect, the number of guards present is limited to our senior soldiers. Kolya stands behind me as sure and as strong as a mountain. Yan remains outside.
The other four kings occupy the rest of the seats. Igor and Mikhail are from Sergeiâs time, so theyâre ancient and would rather speak Russian than English. The other two, Kirill and Damien, have lived in America long enough to speak in barely accented English.
Iâm in the middle. A Russian bastard of sorts.
Two other members join us. The first is Rai, Sergeiâs grandniece, the previous âs granddaughter, and the only woman who has enough balls to barge into a brotherhood meeting.
Sheâs now a regular, even though sheâs three months pregnant. Her belly is starting to show, but that doesnât deter her from coming in here like she has every right to.
She doesnât. And if she were any other woman, she wouldâve been banished, but her relation to the previous and the current keep most of the men here from effectively kicking her out.
It might also have to do with her husband, whoâs sitting by her side. Heâs a hitmanâa sniper, at thatâand everyone knows not to provoke him, especially when it comes to her.
The reason I want to shoot her between the eyes isnât due to her being a woman, or because sheâs been actively trying to eliminate my spies from V Corp, the brotherhoodâs legitimate front in which sheâs the executive director. Itâs because she meddled in something she shouldnât have.
Sheâs the reason I lost Lia, and I wonât stop until I know why.
As Sergei talks about our recent clash with the Irish and a possible truce with their new younger leader, I keep staring at the empty chair on his left. Vladimirâs.
He doesnât miss meetings. I do. So his absence not only confirms Kirillâs words, but it also means that Vladimir is going above and beyond for this.
âWhat do you think, Adrian?â Sergei asks me.
âThe Irish wonât accept an alliance this soon after our recent dispute. We killed many of their men and that doesnât go away by a mere change of leadership. We should give them time,â I say, as if Iâve been listening to everything theyâve been talking about. I excel in the art of deception. I have since I was a kid.
My parents made sure of it.
After a nod from Sergei, the meeting goes on about some strategies that I let filter past me. Iâm waiting for a chance to ask about Vladimir without being obvious about it.
While my system is efficient, Vladimir knows about it and, therefore, heâs able to evade it. Not entirely, but even that small gap is enough to distort my course of action. I canât make any decisions before I know what heâs up to. Otherwise, theyâd be ineffective stabs in the dark that couldâand wouldâbackfire against me.
As soon as Kirill mentions something about a drug shipment aid, I take a sip of my drink and speak casually, âShouldnât Vladimir help?â
âVladimir is busy with something else,â Sergei says with a dismissive hand. âDamien, you help.â
âBut thatâs boring, ,â the latter whines like a kid who canât play with his toysâaka guns.
âAre you telling me no?â
âOf course not. Iâm happy to be of service.â He sighs and retrieves a cigarette, then mutters under his breath to Kirill, âFucker.â
Kirill merely smirks as he adjusts his black-framed glasses with his middle finger.
âWhat is Vladimir busy with?â I ask flat out, to which Kirill raises a brow. He knows I donât prefer direct conflict unless itâs absolutely necessary.
âYouâll all know when I allow it.â Sergei stands, signaling the end of the meeting. âWeâll talk more on Igorâs birthday that Iâll be hosting in his honor. Everyone is invited.â
âYes, .â All the others agree.
Instead of leaving, Sergei faces me, fixating on me with a solemn expression. âBring Lia, too.â
âSheâs been unwell,â I say calmly, even though a part of me is inching to an ignition point.
âShe canât be too unwell to attend the birthday of Igor by the invitation of the himself.â He figuratively twists my arm with his purposeful words.
âYes, Adrian.â Rai joins her granduncle, speaking in perfect American. âBring Lia. We have a of catching up to do.â
I donât miss the way she says âa lot.â I could bring my gun out, shoot her and her granduncle in the face, and torture her guards for answers. But that would get me killed by the rest of the men here or their guards, and I canât die just yet.
âMake sure sheâll be there,â Sergei orders in a tone that doesnât allow for negotiations.
âYes, ,â I say nonchalantly, almost as if Iâm completely fine with the prospect of bringing Lia when sheâs not ready at all.
Sergei leaves, followed by everyone else except for Kirill, who deliberately stays behind. Itâs only the two of us, Kolya, and his senior guard, Aleksander, whoâs tall but slim and has the face of a woman or a pubescent teenage boy.
Kirill readjusts his black-framed glasses, his lips moving in a sardonic smile. âAsking about dear Vladimir was reckless, Adrian. I donât know you to be reckless.â
âSometimes, the best defense is a good offense.â
âAnd sometimes, straight out offense makes you show all your cards.â
âYou donât need to worry, Morozov. I have more cards to reveal.â
His lips tilt in an ugly smirk. âDonât threaten me when I can be your ally, Adrian.â
I rise and Kolya moves on standby beside me. âI donât need allies.â
âThatâs what you say now, but there will be a day where you will change your mind.â
âDoubt it.â
âYou want to bet?â
âTry again in ten years, Morozov.â
He chuckles. âSave my number, Volkov. You might need it.â His voice echoes after me as I head to the entrance.
As soon as Iâm in the car and Yan drives out of the property, I tell Kolya, âI want eyes on Kirill.â
âWe already have someone whoâs following him.â
âI want someone else. Make it three people if need be.â
âYes, sir.â
âAleksander, too. Follow him.â
âConsider it done.â
âWhat happened?â Yan meets my gaze through the rear-view mirror, then slides it to Kolya before focusing back on the road.
I tap my finger against my thigh. âKirill knows something, or else he wouldnât be acting smug.â
Silence falls on the car before Yan says in a low voice, âDo you think he knows about Mrs. Volkov?â
âIâm not sure, but whatever he knows needs to be known to me as well. Is that understood?â
âYes, sir,â they both say.
I spend most of my day in my office at V Corp checking financial reports to keep my head from spiraling into unwanted directions. But at the same time, I come up with solutions. Thatâs what I do when Iâm overcome by work. I think and allow my mind to go into overdrive.
I try to corner Rai, but apparently, she has a doctorâs appointment today and went home early.
There will be another day and she will answer to me no matter what methods I have to use.
I lose track of time and only realize itâs ten in the evening when Kolya informs me of the fact. Iâve been so focused on finding a solution that would allow Lia to skip Igorâs birthday that I forgot about her.
Thatâs incorrect.
Itâs not that I forgot about her. I merely tried to push her out of my immediate thoughts, because if I keep her there, I wonât get anything done.
Especially after the way she came all over my fingers after a few spankings. She unraveled wholly, without restraint, as if sheâs been waiting for my touch all this time.
The sight of blood on her lips wonât leave my mind, the way she muffled her voice still gets on my last nerve.
Itâll change.
will change.
Kolya, Yan, and I reach home around ten-thirty. I donât bother finding Ogla, because now that Iâm not actively trying to keep Lia out of my thoughts, sheâs the only thing thatâs occupying my brain.
I go to our bedroom and freeze in the doorway. Sheâs not there. After searching in the bathroom, I come up empty-handed.
For a second, I remain rooted there on the spot, thinking of where she could have gone. She couldnât have left the property, because Ogla or my guards wouldâve informed me of the fact. I know that, but the possibility is tugging on the vacant place in my chest.
Sheâs here. I know she is. I can feel her presence in the walls of the house, can see it without having to try hard.
I stride to Jeremyâs room, and when I open the door, the sight before me leaves me open-mouthed. Lia is sleeping on my sonâs bed, holding him to her chest.
His tiny fingers are wrapped around her waist and a small smile grazes his sleepy face.
The room is all sorts of chaotic, as if an army of children played here. His toy soldiers are scattered on the floor, surrounded by a dozen drawings and colorful scarfs.
Did she spend the entire day with Jeremy?
My gaze slides to them again, to the way her jean shorts ride up her bare thighs and how her top hugs her waist, revealing her belly button.
The whole look is unusual, but that didnât stop my dick from hardening this morningâor from starting to right now.
I hear soft footsteps at my back and I donât bother to turn around as Ogla stops behind me.
âShe came in here after you left, sir.â
âWhat did they do?â
âThey played, then they drew, and then theyâ¦â
My focus slides to her for a brief second. âWhat?â
She clears her throat. âShe blasted god-awful loud music and made Jeremy dance with her as she wrapped all sorts of scarfs around them.â
My lips twitch. âHow did Jeremy behave?â
âHe was laughing and smiling all day and didnât want to leave her side.â
âAnything else?â
âShe didnât learn anything from the iPad you left her, sir.â
Why am I not surprised?
âAre you going to visit Mrs. Volkov, sir?â Ogla asks.
I give her a quizzical glance.
âNot this one. The other one.â Her voice lowers. âSomething weird happened to her and it needs your attention.â