CADEN
Iâm just sitting here when the doctor pulls out an iPad, showing me the scans. Eva, Nate, and Jessie are all in the room with me. They manage to remove most of the tumor, but there are these little âfeelersââwhat a technical termâthat are tangled up in the part of my brain that controls speech.
So, they leave those behind, hoping to take care of them with chemo and radiation.
âThe surgery went better than expected,â the doctor says. âBut weâll need to keep a close eye on your heart. The cardiologist wants you to stay for a few days so they can run more tests to see how well your heart is performing.â
I nod my understanding as he leaves the room. Not long after, Evaâs phone rings. I hear her say a few okayâs and then something about âeliminating the problem.â
I canât help but stare at her, wide-eyed, when she turns back to me with a smile.
âWe implemented âBroken Wingâ since we didnât know what was going to happen. Apparently, there was a leak about someone feeding info to the media. So, I took care of it!â she says.
I beckon her closer with a come-hither look, and when she leans in, I whisper, âYou are so fucking lucky the boys are here and I canât get my heart too excited!â
âSeriously, what the fuck, Dad! Jessie and I donât want to hear that shit!â Nate exclaims.
I hadnât realized I was speaking that loudly. âWeâll just have to wait till Iâm back home!â I retort.
âDude, I am out of here! Come on, Jessie! I donât want to be fucking scarred knowing my parents are still fucking each other!â Nate says, and they both leave the room.
But not before Jessie turns back and gives me two thumbs up. Hey, if youâve still got it, might as well use it, right?
I feel Eva climb up onto the gurney and snuggle in next to me. I canât thank the doctors enough for taking the risk and getting it out. Am I in pain? Yes. Will I survive? Yes.
I canât even imagine what it would have been like if I hadnât woken up on this side. The family would be beyond devastated. But now, we have to figure out who the mastermind is. Who would be behind all of this?
MASON
Iâm lying here with Sasha and the babies when I hear a faint knock, and then the door opens. I see Dad make his way around the curtain and I instantly become anxious, waiting for news.
âGrandpa is fine! Heâs recovering and will need to do treatments, but it went better than expected,â Dad says.
I hear a sigh of relief coming from Sasha, and I canât blame herâI let out one myself. Nate walks over, smiling, and holds out his arms. I hand over both of the babies, and I see him look down as a tear slides down his face.
âI canât believe Iâm finally a grandpa,â he says.
That statement hits me like a ton of bricks. I didnât consider the ripple effect this decision would have. Dad is now a grandpa, which makes Grandpa a great-grandpa.
Holy shit! Grandpa is now a great-grandpa. What a crazy forty-eight hours this has been. We sit and watch my dad holding our boys and think, this canât get any worse, right? Right?
EVA
Iâm lying next to Caden while he rests when I hear the door open. I see the doctor motion for me to come outside and I canât help but wonder what could possibly be going on now.
I stand up, get off the gurney, and make my way quietly outside. I just stare at the doctor.
âMrs. Maxwell, we got the results of the biopsy, and itâs not good. It came back as Glioblastoma. Even with treatments, we may prolong his life, but it is terminal. He will die from it. As for a timeline, I canât give one,â he says.
I look at Caden through the window, sleeping so peacefully, and I canât help but think about what the future will look like. How do I break the news to him? And to the kids? It could be months, maybe years if weâre lucky.
I feel the tears slip down my face as I nod at the doctor and he leaves. I see Caden stir and slowly sit up, looking for me. Our eyes meet through the window. He knows something is wrong, and he just looks away, lying back down.
I take a deep breath and slowly walk back in, sitting on the bed at his feet. What do I say? How do I say it? My heart is breaking for this man. The man who rescued Nate and me, who made us his without question.
He gave us a life I could have only dreamed of, and now itâs crashing down around us. We were on such a high, and now weâve dropped to the lowest low.
âLet me guess, the results came back and it isnât good,â Caden says.
âI wish it was otherwise, Caden. They canât give us a timeline,â I reply.
âEva, itâs okay! Youâll be just fine! I had already come to terms that this could be the end,â he says.
âCaden! I canât do this without you!â I exclaim.
Caden takes a deep breath. âEva, I always wanted to do something with my life. To leave a legacy behind. And I did, with Nate, Jocelyn, and Jace! All because you sent me a text. You made me the happiest man that day. Iâve never regretted anything in my life. Now, we cherish each moment Iâm able to wake up and be next to you. Iâll do the treatments for as long as I can, until they say enough is enough. I want you there, lying next to me when I take my final breath. Right now, letâs just relax and rest. We have a long road ahead of us, with our biggest battle ever.â