ZEDKIEL.
I smirk internally as we somehow make it to my apartment in town, itâs closer and I donât think I would have made it to the castle. It had taken my all not to rip that dress off her in the car and f**k her right. there.
I f*****g want her, but at the same time, I know how this goes⦠The bloodshed when my Lycan takes over ⦠Unlike the rest of my siblings, mine has never spoken to me. I just feel his rage and anger that always seems to bubble within me. Iâm not sure if itâs because Iâm not a pure b***d like them but instead part vampire⦠But his anger is something I canât control⦠When he wants b***d, he gets it.
The moment I tug her through the door, I slam it shut and push her up against it, claiming her lips in another sizzling hot k!ss. Her sweet intoxicating taste makes me want to devour her. Her heart is pounding, and I feel a powerful urge of possessiveness overcome me. My eyes flash and I force myself back⦠just in case⦠I need to make sure things donât go wrong, and that I donât hurt herâ¦
âWait here for me.â I command, guiding her to the bedroom and making her sit on the bed, she looks up at me, eyes widening with confusion, but I donât give her a chance to question me as I walk back out and to the fridge and take out a bottle of b***d. I donât head back to the bedroom and instead take it to the bathroom; I lock the door behind me and down the entire bottle in one breath.
look at myself in the mirror, l!cking my lips, and slowly place the bottle down. Itâs sweet, pleasant, and rejuvenating but itâs nothing as delicious and tasty as her b***d is and I donât care if I shouldnât drink another supernaturalâs b***d. I want hers.
Iâm satiated⦠but I still donât trust myself⦠not after what happened last time⦠this is the only f*****g chance I have⦠if I f**k this up, I know Iâll lose her, that is, if I donât f*****g kill her firstâ¦
My eyes snap to the cabinet on the right, and I rinse my mouth out, my mind made up. I will risk it all⦠I open the drawers, moving around the towels and toilet paper rolls before I feel one of the small syringes. that sit behind everything else. I will give her something so lethal that Iâll be at her mercy. I know she could use this to run and I would f*****g be too weak to do anything⦠but itâs a chance Iâm ready to take.
I look at the liquid, frowning slightly. Itâs a mix of the most lethal herbs to both vampires and Lycans, at serum designed specifically for me.
I hesitate, a small part of me is worried sheâll runâ¦. her words from earlier replay in my mind and a part of me tells me she wonât⦠that sheâll honour our agreement. I also know that she may have seen through Sinclairâs guise, but she still doesnât trust me fully and I know that.
I exit the bathroom to see sheâs standing by the mirror, her arms crossed over her br3asts. Sheâs still in her dress and heels, but it is obvious she was scrutinising herself.
âZ-Zedkielâ¦â She says hesitantly and I see the confusion in her eyes as her gaze dips to my h*rd-on that is very obvious in my p*nts.
âWhat are you doing?â I ask, raking my eyes over the woman that I am about to claim.
She shakes her head; her heart thudding and I c0ck a brow but say nothing. Thereâs that vulnerability in her eyes as I approach her. Iâm not sure if sheâs getting cold feet, but she had tempted the beast and now thereâs no backing outâ¦.
âWhere did you go?â She asks hesitantly. Iâm about to ignore the question running my hands up her arms, but something in her eyes tells me she needs to know.
âTo have a drink⦠and to get this.â I say, holding the syringe that I now take the lid off of, up in front of her, between two fingers.
âWhatâs that?â She asks, her heart thumping in fear.
âDo you think Iâm about to drug you? When youâre already ready to give yourself to me, just as I knew you would be.â I reply c0ckily,
She blushes, but her eyes are fixed on the syringe and my own smirk fades. âItâs for you to use on me if at any time you feel that Iâm losing controlâ¦â
Her eyes fly open, and she looks at me in total shock. âBut why would you-â I place my finger to her lips, not wanting to discuss something I had no answer toâ¦
âItâs right here.â I say, placing the syringe under the pillow to the side before I cup her face, k!ssing her deeply.
Sheâs tense at first, probably still struggling with the syringe, but the moment I pull her close, squeezing her a*ss, she relaxes. I reach for the zipper down the side of her dress. Thereâs something so appealing about the innocence she radiates as she stands there clinging to me as I slowly unzip the dress that looks so good on her, but one that would look even better on our bedroom floor.
I run my tongue along her lips, and she parts them, allowing me entrance at the same time. I slide the dress down her arms, allowing it to fall to the floor. Her breath hitches and she fists my shirt tighter as she k!sses me back.
My hands run over her bare, smooth back, and my fingers graze the strap to her br*a. I throb hard as my arms tighten around her as I k!ss her deeper. She m0ans softly and I flip us around, lifting her and dropping her on the bed. She bounces slightly and my gaze dips to her t! ts. F**k, tonight Iâm going to taste every damn inch of her.
I stand above her, pulling my own shirt off, my eyes lock with hers, her heart pounding and her eyes run over me, her cheeks heat up and she bites her l*p. As much as I donât mind giving her a show, and not wanting to be so restricted by these p*nts she looks nervously at my hard-on with a look that changes to obvious l**t as she slowly l!cks her lips.
I run my own eyes over her body. Sheâs perfect, with s3xy curves, smooth, perfect skin and hair that contrasts beautifully with her eyes. She really is the most beautiful woman Iâve ever seen. Clad in that satin white bra that has a little silver moon and star latch between her ample br3asts with matching. p*nties, she looks somehow pure and innocent, yet at the same time with a body thatâs made to sin, itâs the perfect concoction of perfection.
I put my knee on the bed, forcing her legs open as I lean over her. âYou look like a dessert that I just canât wait to devourâ¦.â I growl huskily, pinning her wrists to the bed before k!ssing her hungrily.
Her soft whimpers of pleasure only fuel my hunger for her. I k!ss her lips harder, before k!ssing her down. her jaw and neck, her scent, her taste⦠the ravenous hunger I feel like a man starved for far too f*cking long. I k!ss her over her br3asts. Her ar0usal smells as good as her b***d and my eyes blaze.
Focus Zed⦠I tell myself as I move back slightly as I reach down for the clasp on her br*a which I unhook. letting her br3asts spill out, I throb hard, a low growl escaping me as I grab them, and flick one of her stiff soft pink n!pples with my tongue.
She whimpers, clearly. They are sensitive, and I smirk, rubbing the other one with my thumb. She gasps, her back arching, and she wraps her arms around my waist, gripping my shoulders. I play a little longer with her br3asts. Her eyes are shut now, and sheâs m0aning in pleasure, and when I go lower, she doesnât pull away, her heart thumping with anticipation.
I run my tongue down her stomach, my hands raking over her h!ps, and she whimpers when I bite her h!p, gently sucking on the soft skin.
âZed!â She whimpers.
I like when she calls me that⦠I glance up at her but all I can see is her hands on her br3asts, br3asts that I will do a lot with⦠Ah Little Mouse, youâre all mine to play withâ¦.
I hook my fingers into the fabric of her p*nties that are soaked and slowly drag them down, admiring every inch of her pvssy as I do. Iâve not gone slow with any woman⦠usually, itâs fast⦠but I never remember anything by now⦠was it a positive? I couldnât be so sure, I still have to be carefulâ¦
âRemember the syringe.â I say quietly as I slide her legs out of her p*nties and toss them aside.
Her eyes flutter open, and they meet mine. Thereâs a look I donât understand in them and it feels⦠too raw. I look away and instead go down on her, cupping those lush th!ghs as I slide my tongue into her wet folds, making her cry out in pleasure.
Oh fvck, this is damn good. I can feel my claws come out, feel my aura around me as I flick and suck on her c!lt, her m0ans a f*****g turn on and itâs taking my all not to f**k her right now. Sheâs nearing and I focus on retracting my claws that have dug into her th!ghs and slip a finger into her.
She gasps and I can feel how damn tight she is. Iâm losing my own control. Iâve not fvcked a woman since Iâve seen her, and I know I need to take her now when sheâs turned on. I slip my finger out, making her whimper and I quickly unzip my p*nts.
âZedkielâ¦â She murmurs, her eyes half closed as she pulls me close, her nails raking down my back.
âPatience Little Mouse.â I murmur, leaning over and k!ssing her to satiate the hunger she feels. She sighs softly, her lips brushing my neck, and I feel a rivet of intense pleasure rush through me.
That felt⦠strong⦠I k!ss her shoulder, enjoying the feel of her lips on my skin when I suddenly freeze as I realise something. Something that f*cking messes with my head.
Iâm falling for her, badly.
I pull away, my heart thundering as I stare down at the beauty in front of me.
I donât want to think about that now. I canât. Frowning, I get rid of my p*nts and boxers fast before I climb on top of her, pinning her wrists to the bed. I can feel the anger rising within me at my own storm of emotions, but when I look down into those eyes that look so vulnerable, I calm down. Sheâs trusting me right now⦠Iâm not going to break that trust because of my own mess of emotionsâ¦
âItâs going to be ok.â I say quietly, pressing my lips against hers. I release her wrists as I reach down and press my c0ck against her entrance.
Her heartâs pounding as she slowly locks her arms around my neck tightly and nods.
Deep down I believe I wonât hurt her⦠but I also know if she needs to, she wonât use the syringe. Sheâs far too consumed to stay alertâ¦
I slide my free hand under the pillow, grabbing the syringe. I press the needle to my palm, my thump on the edge, the moment I feel myself losing control⦠Iâll inject myselfâ¦
She cries out when I slowly push into her, her whimpering m0ans making me car3ss her hair with my free. hand, whispering quiet words of encouragement that seem to come naturally as I slowly squeeze into her, inch by inch.
Sheâs f*****g tight, and I gr0an into her shoulder, realising I wonât get to f**k her exactly how I want, not tonightâ¦
âRelaxâ¦â I murmur, knowing itâs f*****g easier said than done. âF**kâ¦â I swear as I thrust into her, hating the s*b that leaves her lips, sheâs holding onto me tightly.
âA-are you in?â She asks.
Iâm not even half inâ¦.
âAlmost.â I lie, as I slowly begin moving in and out, each time I try to enter her a little more.
A mix between a s*b and scream escapes her when I thrust into her to the hilt, feeling her hymen break. The smell of her b***d makes my own eyes blaze and my hand tenses on the syringe.
Focus Zedâ¦
But itâs hard when all I can feel is pure pleasure and the intense urge to f**k her hard. I speed up a little, but Iâm still trying to go slow, and only when I feel her body relax a little do I start f*****g her.
I can feel her eyes on me but Iâm unable to look into those eyes and so I keep my head buried in her shoulder. The sparks that course through me seem to be growing and suddenly I feel my Lycan surge forward.
Thereâs a powerful hunger in him. It almost feels manic, and I sense myself losing control. A fear like never before envelops me and the last thing I remember before Iâm slammed into the abyss of my own mind is pressing the end of the syringe, feeling the blistering white hot pain of the serum rush through me before everything goes blank.