I had to gasp for air after making out with Lexus for so long. Iâd never forget the taste of his tongue and the way his grip on my waist felt. Iâve been kissed before but not like this. He didnât let me catch my breath for long. He was aggressively pulling me closer against him. I dug my nails into the side of his arms and closed my eyes tightly while my tongue danced with his. His hands tugged on my clothes. I had to take back the control and once he realized I was trying to push him away he stopped.
He stared down at me while I wiped my mouth. âWhat?â I asked. I stared at his engagement ring and my chest got heavier. All I could do was be mad at myself.
Lexus looked at his ring when he noticed I was. âItâs not your job to worry about it.â
âDid you tell that to the last girl?â My eyes were watering up which made me even more mad at myself.
Lexus sighed of annoyance. âNo, I told her Iâd kill her if anyone found out.â He rubbed the back of his head. âIt was a different situation that I regret Aqua. Are you guessing or did someone tell you?â
Maybe I shouldnât be repeating what Arma, Stewart or Cade tell me. I donât want to get anyone in any trouble. âIâ¦â
âIt wasnât Cade right?â Lexus changed his question.
I shook my head. âNo, no.â It wasnât a lie since Arma implied it and not Cade. Cade was the one convinced Arma was wrong. âIt was mostly a guess; they didnât say anything with detail. Youâre not going to follow through with your threat, are you?â
âNot unless I had to,â his answer scared me. âEverything is fine now because no one knows enough of anything. Everyone just thinks itâs rumors.â He walked to the door. âTry not to say anything about what just happened okay?â
âOnly if it doesnât happen again.â I couldnât keep this going.
He chuckled. âHow about this? Iâll let you make the next first move.â He was so sure Iâd crack.
âFine but only because I wonât make a move.â I nearly stuttered. He walked out of my room and I laid back on my bed panting. âFuck.â
I took a nap and was woken up by a knock on my door. I got up and answered the door. âSadia?â My heart skipped several beats. I curtsied out of worry.
Sadia smiled. âYou donât have to do that, Iâm not even a part of the royal family yet.â Her engagement made me sick. âKonn suggested that we get to know each other since I will be Queen soon and you might be our adviser.â She had a feminine voice and a grace about her. âIf that happens, weâll be forced to spend a lot of time together. We might as well start now.â I wanted the complete opposite since I made out with her fiancé about an hour or two ago. âKonn also mentioned you didnât bring clothes with you?â It was a good thing I didnât since the fashion is so different. âI can go shopping with you.â
âThatâs a nice offer but I donât have any money yet since I havenât started working. I doubt stores take human currency.â I had the perfect excuse.
âThey do.â Or I thought I had the perfect excuse. âA lot of sellers go back and forth so they have a use for it. You donât have to pay anyways because I have a credit card from Lexus with a high limit.â She was ready to buy me a whole new wardrobe. âDo you need me to give you an hour?â
I shook my head. âWe can go now.â I wanted it to be over as soon as possible.â
I wondered what kind of person Sadia was. âGreat, are you used to flying? I know the human world are still trying to forget any other species exists so you probably couldnât freely fly there.â
I chuckled nervously. âI have basically no practice in it.â I wasnât sure what I was supposed to tell other people, so I just went along with what she already assumed. âWhat do you mean by forget? Humans donât really believe in anything other than themselves, animals, plants, and insects.â I closed my door behind me after I walked out. âOnly a small percent believes in shifters, demons, and magical creatures.â
Sadia looked annoyed. âOf course they donât believe in any of us. I said forget because we used to all live in the outside world together. Once the realms were rejoined everything was pretty good. Over time many wars started, and we had to disconnect ourselves from humans all together.â We walked side by side down the hall. âThe wars were apocalyptic. Our world is still in the same realm but hidden from humans. Werewolves are crawling all over the human world. You canât tell me they blend in that well?â
This was all new to me.
I didnât know werewolves were real, but I wasnât going to make that obvious. âTheyâre known as a myth.
Some people claim to have seen sightings, but no one takes them seriously. Are there werewolves in this kingdom?â
Sadia laughed. âYeah, every kingdom has a few packs here and there. They can be troublesome because werewolves are so territorial. They want to be the dominant species in every kingdom, but they move in packs. One pack canât take over a kingdom of dragon shifters, demons or even elves.
Well, they donât want to take over a kingdom because they refuse to be one. They just want power over others in their area. Theyâre usually found in forests and towns close to forests.â
We walked out of the castle and she shifted into her dragon form. I tried my best to climb on with no trouble. I donât know why but I wanted to impress her. Unfortunately, it took me a little while to get on.
She flew us into the city and landed outside of several shops. She shifted back to her human form when I finished climbing off. âSorry, maybe I should have gotten someone to help you up and down.â
I felt like a child because Iâm sure no adult shifter would have a problem climbing up and down. âItâs fine, I just need practice.â I looked down at her hand where her wedding ring was.
She walked into one of the stores and I followed. âTell me about yourself.â She said as she walked over to some of the hung clothes.
âIâm nineteen and I was raised by humans,â I started.
âSounds rough, do you think youâd even make a good adviser?â She said as she kneeled to look at some folded clothes closer to the ground. âYou know nothing about our culture or history. Do humans even still have royalty? Did they teach you anything about aiding leaders? Here advisers are taught how as soon as they start their education.â
I was nervous from her judgment that seemingly came out of nowhere. âNo⦠were you taught to be a Queen as soon as your education started?â
She whipped around to me then stood up. I thought she was going to yell at me or lash out in some way, but she let out a burst of laughter. âI deserved that. Iâve only been learning recently. I shouldnât have come at you like that. Iâm just disappointed Cade might not be our adviser, thatâs all.â Iâve been wanting to ask Cade if he resents me for possible taking his position or if heâs fine with it. Now I knew one person wasnât fine with it. âLetâs start over, I really do want to learn more about you.â
I let out a sigh of relief. I didnât want to start off on the wrong side of her. Especially when her fiancée already cheated on her with me once. âKonn says I have intuition and I think I do because sometimes I just know stuff.â Iâve never talked to someone about this before.
âOoh.â She responded before she started handing me a few pieces of clothes. âLetâs talk about Konn.â
She was more interested in drama than my powers. âAre you pissed at him for not raising you? I know I would be.â
I looked at the clothes she handed me and started putting back what I didnât like and keeping what I did. âI donât know how I feel about him yet. I think Iâm more confused about why he didnât come back on his own and why he didnât raise me.â I looked up at the ceiling because of how high it was.
Sadia was basically picking out all my clothes for me while I sorted through them. âIâve known Konn for a while and he is kind of hard to understand. I bet Lynn was mad when she found out Konn had a whole other kid.â
âLynn?â
She looked at me. âCadeâs Mom and Konnâs mate.â It made sense that I wouldnât have the same mother as Cade. I just thought Iâd might. I wonder what it was like being mated with someone you chose. âYouâll probably meet her soon.â
I started tapping my hand against one of the clothing tables. âSheâll probably hate me.â I mumbled.
âMaybe at first,â Sadia said. âWhat was your mother like? Iâd love to know if Konn had a type different from Lynn.â
I wish I knew what my mother was like. I wish I knew so many things I didnât. âI wasnât raised by my birth mother. I was raised by two humans who found me when I was a baby.â
Sadia looked surprised. âWhat?â Her expression changed to a look of sympathy. âThatâs even more horrible. I assumed you lived with your mother. I thought she was one of the few dragon shifters who lived in the human world blending in. Did you even know what you were?â
She sounded like she cared so I decided to open up to her. âNot until yesterday but I always had a feeling. I knew I wasnât like the humans around me.â I looked at the door as shifters came in while in their dragon forms then shifted down to their human form since all the clothes were human sized.
Some dragons didnât shift down and it was probably because they werenât shopping. They were just accompanying someone who was.
âDid you ever date a human?â She handed me the last bit of clothes and we went through them together while sitting on a bench.
I started thinking about my ex. âOnly one seriously and he just broke up with me a week ago.â I guess it was a good thing because he would have been the only thing keeping me in the outside world.
âYou poor thing, youâre heartbroken?â Sadia asked in a concerned tone. âI couldnât imagine having my heart broken. Why did he end things?â
I hated repeating this, âHe said I was too submissiveâ¦â I mumbled.
âOh, wow I couldnât never see that being a problem here. If you even want to date here, you wouldnât have a problem.â It was good to hear but I only was attracted to Lexus. âShifter men are dominate so they like a girl who can willingly submit. I think Werewolves and Dragon shifters are like that because of their protective nature. I mean I donât see myself as all that submissive, especially because of the kind of childhood I had, but Iâll definitely take that role when I have too.â She chuckled.
I didnât say anything because after I was thinking hard about what she was saying. It was hard for me to pay attention to what she was saying because the dragons walking around distracted me. I heard the most important parts, I just checked out at the end.
âCome on, letâs check this stuff out,â Sadia said. I followed her to the cash register, and she bought everything we picked out.
We carried all the bags out of the store, and I held them all on her back while she flew us back to the castle. When we landed two workers gathered all my bags to take them in for me. I think they were doing it more for her than for me. I climbed off and she shifted into her human form. âI had a good time;
I have to get back to Lexus before he starts calling me.â
âI feel like we just talked about me the whole time.â I felt guilt even though she probably didnât want to share personal things with me anyways.
Sadia smiled. âDonât worry about it, weâll hang out again and you can ask me anything you want. Itâs nice to have a girl to talk to here. I was kind of friends with Cadeâs girlfriend Vella, but sheâs been avoiding me lately. The girls back at home arenât exactly fond of me either.â She shared something personal. âHere.â She handed me her phone. âSo that we can text.â She stared at me while I put my name and number in then handed it back to her. âIâll see you around, okay?â
I nodded and watched her rush inside. She was a lot different than I expected.
She seemed lonely too.