Turning back to me, Casteel took my hand once more, lifting it to his mouth. âTheyâre no longer glowing.â He placed a kiss on my knuckles, and that single act eased a lot of the tension already creeping into me. He bowed his head, placing his mouth near my ear as he whispered, âThank you for what you did for Quentyn.â
I shook my head, and he kissed the uneven line of skin along my cheek. Keeping his fingers threaded through mine, he motioned to the Guardians.
Two came forward, placing their hands over their hearts and bowing as they each grasped a handle of the black doors. Stone scraped as they pulled them open. Candlelight spilled out onto the colonnade as Jasper prowled inside, his silver fur gleaming in the light. His son and then Delano followed as Casteel and I walked forward, the wolven dagger still clutched in my grip, hidden by the cloak. The remaining wolven flanked us, streaming along the thick columns lining the four walls of the interior chamberâblack stone columns as reflective as the Temples in Solis. I watched the wolven roam between those glossy pillars, their ears lowered and eyes a luminous winter blue as they stalked the chamber, circling the tall, broad-shouldered male sitting on one of the numerous stone benches lining the center of the Temple of Saion, his back to us. His back was rigid as his head followed the wolvenâs path.
âFather,â Casteel called as the door closed behind us with a soft thud.
The King of Atlantia rose slowly, cautiously, and then turned, his hand drifting to his side where his sword wouldâve been sheathed. The man had been hard to read at the Chambers of Nyktos, but now he didnât have nearly as much control over his emotions as his gaze shifted from his son to me.
He jerked back a step, his legs bumping into the bench behind him. âYou didnâtâ¦â He trailed off as a blast of icy shock chilled my skin. His eyes were wide, pupils dilating so fast that only a thin strip of gold was visible as he stared at me, his lips parting.
My mouth dried as I fought the urge to close down my senses. I kept them open as he took a step forward. Kieranâs head snapped in his direction, and a low growl rumbled through the chamber, but Casteelâs father appeared beyond hearing as he said hoarsely, âYou were dying.â
I shivered at the reminder. âI was.â
Strands of light hair fell against the rough growth of hair along his jaw and cheeks. âYou were beyond saving,â he rasped as Kieran appeared to relax, inching back even though Casteelâs father took another tentative step toward us. âI saw you. I saw your wound and how much you bled. You were beyond saving unlessââ
âI took what was left of her blood and gave her mine,â Casteel said. âThat is how she stands here. I Ascended her.â
âButâ¦â The King appeared at a loss for words.
I drew in a shallow breath and found my voice. âI can walk in the sunâwe actually rode all day through it. I donât feel cold to the touch, and I have emotions,â I told him. âAnd I donât feel the need to tear out anyoneâs throat.â
Casteelâs gaze slid to mine as a faint thrill of amusement reached me.
âWhat?â I whispered. âI feel thatâs necessary to point out.â
âI didnât say anything.â
I narrowed my eyes at him and then returned my attention to his father. âWhat Iâm trying to say is that Iâm not a vampry.â
King Valynâs chest rose with a deep inhale, and with that breath, I felt his shock retreat with each passing second, becoming fainter. But I didnât believe that heâd overcome his surprise that quickly. He was tucking his emotions away, hiding them where I couldnât easily reach themâdoing the same thing his son did when he didnât want me to know his emotions. A part of me, in the center of my chest, hummed with energy and wanted to dig into those walls heâd built, find the fragile seams, and peel them apart, exposingâ
No.
I didnât want that.
I didnât want that for a multitude of reasons, namely for the fact that it would be a massive violation. If someone shut me out, that was their right. That was the only reason that mattered, but I wasnât even sure I could do something like that.
His father cleared his throat, snapping my attention back to him. âI canât believe you did it, Casteel.â He backed up and then sat on the bench, stretching out one leg. I didnât attempt to read him. âYou knew what couldâve happened.â
âI knew exactly what couldâve happened,â Casteel returned. âI knew the risks, and Iâd do it all over again even if she had Ascended.â
My heart gave a happy little wiggle, but Casteelâs father looked less than impressed. âYou know what that act did to our kingdomâto our peopleâand you were willing to risk that again?â
âIf you think that what I did was a shock, then you need to understand that I will do anything and everything for my wife.â Casteelâs gaze latched on to his fatherâs. âNo risk is too great, nor is anything too sacred. Because she is my everything. There is nothing greater than her, and I do mean nothing.â
My lips parted on a breathy inhale as I stared at Casteel. A messy, little ball of emotions climbed its way up my throat.
âI do not doubt that, son. I was there when you came to and realized that she was gone. I saw you, and I have never seen you like that. I will never forget it,â his father said, and my head snapped in his direction. That was twice now that someone had said that. âAnd I can even understand your need to protect her. Gods, do I understand that.â He dragged a hand over his face, stopping to scratch at the beard. âBut as the King, I cannot approve of what you did.â
Casteelâs hand slipped from mine as several of the wolven looked at the King. A cold, utterly frightening sort of anger brewed inside the Princeâthe kind of rage I knew had been one of the reasons he had come to be known as the Dark One. âI wasnât aware that I asked for your approval.â
My heart stuttered as his father snorted. âI think thatâs obvious, considering that the deed is already done.â
âAnd?â Casteel challenged in a voice that was too soft. Too calm.
Tiny hairs rose all over my body as my palm became damp around the hilt of the wolven dagger. A great sense of wariness rose from the wolven. They became eerily still. âWait,â I said, unsure if I was speaking to them or if I spoke to every living creature in the room. âCasteel took a huge risk, one that many would agree he shouldnât have taken, but he did. Itâs over. Iâm not a vampry.â I thought of the blood hunger Iâd experienced upon awakening. âOr at the very least, I am not like the others. And while he may be deserving of the lectureââ
His father arched a brow while Casteel frowned at me. âIt feels a little irrelevant right now,â I stressed.
âYouâre right,â King Valyn said after a moment. âHeâs lucky. Or you are. Or I and the entire kingdom are because youâre not an Ascended. That much I know. If you were, my son knows what I would be obligated to do.â His gaze met mine. âAnd I say that knowing it is highly unlikely that I would even reach you before these wolvenâthose I have known for hundreds of yearsâripped into me.â His gaze flicked to his sonâs. âYou wouldâve started a war, one that wouldâve weakened us to the real threat that lies in the west. You just need to know that.â
One side of Casteelâs lips curled up, and I tensed at the sight of the smirk. âI know what my actions wouldâve caused.â
âAnd yet?â
âHere we stand,â he replied.
I inhaled sharply as I felt the hot burn of anger break through the walls that his father had built. âYes, here we all stand, apparently determined to irritate the hell out of one another. Not me. I donât want to irritate anyoneâyou know, the person who was attacked not once but twice and then shot in the chest with a crossbow,â I snapped, and both their gazes shot to me. âAnd yet, Iâm the one who has to tell you two to knock it the hell off.â
The King blinked at me. âWhy am I reminded of your mother, Cas?â
âBecause that sounds like something sheâd say,â he replied. âOr probably has said, minus the being shot part.â
I rolled my eyes. âOkay, well, as I said, Iâm not an Ascended, or at least not like the others. We all can agree on that, right? So, would you happen to know what I am?â I asked, and then an awkward laugh escaped me. The sound earned a few curious stares from the wolven. âThat sounded extremely weird to say out loud.â
âIâve heard far stranger things,â Casteel commented, and that earned him a curious glance from me. âShe does not feel like anything Iâve felt before,â Casteel said to his father, his tone shifting from that deadly calm that was always a warning of very bad things to come. âBut sheâs not mortal any longer.â
It was very bizarre to hear that, despite already knowing it.
âNo, she is not.â His father studied me so intently that it was hard to stand there and not react. Especially since that kind of scrutiny had only ever accompanied someone staring at my scars. I didnât think he even saw them at the moment. âAnd youâre not a vampry. None of them can walk in the sun or be among our kind so soon after the change and be so calm.â
âI didnât think so,â Casteel said. âCan you explain what happened?â
His father didnât answer for a long moment, and as I focused on him, I truly felt nothing from him. âIt has to be her heritage. Her bloodline,â he said. âSomehow, it played a role in this. She feelsâ¦I donât understand how she feels.â
Warning bells went off, and it had everything to do with the sudden biting taste of conflict filling my mouth. Did he know more than he was saying? Instinct told me that he did. I glanced around the chamber, seeing only the wolven among us. I took a deep breath. âAlastir told me who Iâm related toââ
âI can only imagine what Alastir has told you,â King Valyn cut in. âSome of it may be true. Some of it might not be. And there are things my wife and I may be able to confirm for you.â
There was a skip in my chest, and the warmth of Casteelâs body pressed against my side as he shifted closer to me. âBut?â
âBut this is a conversation I wonât have without Eloana present,â he said, and I felt another jolt in my chest. His gaze met mine. âI know itâs a lot for me to ask you to wait, but she needs to be a part of that conversation.â
I was being asked to wait to find out if I was truly related to King Malecâto delay possibly discovering why I didnât become a vampry when Casteel Ascended me. Of course, I didnât want to, but I looked at Casteel. His eyes briefly met mine, and then he looked at his father. âThat is asking a lot, Father.â
âI know, but just like you will do anything for your wife, I will do anything to protect mine.â
âWhat does she have to be protected from?â Casteel asked.
âA history that has haunted us for centuries,â his father answered, and I shivered. He stood slowly. âSo, you can push this, but I wonât speak about any of it until Eloana is present. You can summon her now if you want, but I figure you have other pressing matters to deal with.â
Alastir.
âAnd I also think you want me to talk to your mother before she finds out that youâve held me here,â his father continued, a wry sense of humor creeping into his tone. âPlus, it gives you time to restâboth of you. Youâve been traveling nonstop and dealing with a lot. But itâs up to you.â
Casteelâs stare met mine, and it took a lot for me to nod. âYou sure?â he asked, his voice low.
âI am,â I confirmed, even as I wanted to shout in frustration.
His fatherâs chest rose. âThank you. I think we all need this extra time,â he said, and tiny balls of unease took root. Alastir had said that Casteelâs parents werenât involved, but there was a reason he wanted to delay this conversationâwhy he wanted his wife present. âI believe it would be extremely wise for us to keep this from anyone not present at the ruins,â he advised. In other words, no one needed to know that Casteel had Ascended me. âAnd that all who were there, be sworn to secrecy.â
âAgreed,â Casteel stated.
âBut you sense something different about me, right?â I looked between the two. âWouldnât any who can sense that know?â
âThey will only know that you are neither vampry nor mortal. What they feel will not tell them what occurred,â he explained, and that was definitely a comfort to know. But what about the trees of Aios? That must have alerted the people of Atlantia that something had happened. âAm I free to go, then?â he asked of his son, and I couldnât determine if that was a serious question or not.
Casteel nodded. Kieran and the others tracked the King as he walked toward us, stopping a few feet away as he stared at his son. Neither of them spoke. I wasnât naïve enough to believe that no damage had been done to their relationship, even though I wished that wasnât the case. I only hoped it was repairable.
King Valynâs gaze shifted to mine. âI am sorry for what was done to you when you arrived and what has happened since. This is not who Atlantia is. Neither Eloana nor I would have allowed something like this to happen if weâd known what Alastir had planned,â he told me as empathy pushed through the walls heâd built, reaching me. âAnd I also know that my apology does very little to change or rectify what has happenedâwhat could have been the outcome of such treachery and evil. And that is what Alastir and those who conspired with him have committed.â
I nodded. âItâsâ¦â I stopped myself before telling him it was okay. Because it wasnâtânone of this was. So, all I could do was nod once more.
King Valyn turned to his son. âI can only assume what you plan to do with Alastir and the others who are held below, but I want your assurance that he will not survive the night. If he does, he will be executed in the morning,â he told Casteel. âAnd while the crown still sits upon my head, it is an order I will personally ensure is carried out.â
While I was glad he didnât demand leniency for Alastir, the part about the crown sent a wave of anxiety through me. I knew what he meant without him having to say it more clearly. He didnât expect to bear the weight of the crown for much longer.
âHe will not survive the night,â Casteel assured him. âNone of them will.â
King Valyn nodded and then hesitated for a moment. âCome to us when you are both ready. We will be waiting.â
I watched Casteelâs father make his way around us, the wolven clearing a path for him.
âWait. Please.â Aware of Casteelâs stare, I turned to where his father stopped before the door. He looked back at me. âYou were at the ruins in the Wastelands. Thank you for helping Casteelâfor helping me,â I said, hoping I wasnât proven a fool later for thanking him. âThank you.â
King Valynâs head tilted to the side. âYou donât have to thank me. Youâre family now. Of course, I would help you.â
Home.
Kieran sat beside me in his wolven form as I stood between the cypresses, under the splintered beams of moonlight. The cliffâs edge overlooked Saion Coveâs now-dark waters, reflecting the deep blues and blacks of the night sky. From here, I could see the city lights glittering like stars coming to rest beyond the trees and valleys. It all looked like a beautiful canvas, almost unreal. It reminded me a little of Carsodonia, but even in the middle of the night, the bay would be full of ships, transporting people and goods in and out. But it was peaceful here, with the sound of the waterfalls and distant calls of nightbirds, and I was shocked and relieved to feel the same as I had when I stood in the Chambers of Nyktos.
I still felt like I was home.
Was it my bloodlineâthe eather in itârecognizing the land, the air, and the sea? Was my heritage that powerful? Because I honestly hadnât believed I would feel that after the attack.
A warm breeze sent a tangled strand of hair across my face. I caught it, tucking it back as the same current caught the edges of the cloak I wore, lifting them. Would my parentsâat least the one who carried Atlantian blood in themâhave felt this way upon seeing Atlantia? If they had made it. My chest clenched with sorrow and anger, and it took everything in me to push it down and not let it take over. If I allowed that, the nasty ball of emotion that had settled in my chest would work its way free, and Iâ¦I couldnât allow that to happen. Not now.
Weight pressed against my leg and hip, and I looked down to find that Kieran had leaned into me. Like I often did with Delano, the urge to pet or scratch his head was hard to ignore. Heâd stayed outside with me after Casteel had led me onto a stone pavilion behind the Temple of Saion and then went underground with a few others to retrieve Alastir from the crypts.
It wasnât the same one theyâd kept me in, but Casteel had asked me to stay aboveground. I imagined he did that because he didnât want me to be surrounded by the dead again, to be reminded of my time spent with them. His foresight was another thing I was eternally grateful for.
I turned back to the sea as I dredged up the hope Iâd felt when I realized that there was a chance that Ian was like me. If he was, then he could come here. He would love it. I already knew it after only seeing what little I had. He would feel the peace, too. And when he saw the sea, as clear as it was during the day, and as dark as it was at night? I couldnât wait to discover what stories heâd be inspired to tell. A smile tugged at my lips.
Kieran stood, ears perking as he heard the footsteps several moments before me. Maybe I was stronger, but it appeared I hadnât developed the nifty hearing abilities of the Atlantiansâbecause, of course not.
I looked over my shoulder. Emil approached slowly, aware that Kieran wasnât the only wolven among the trees.
âIt is time?â I asked.
Emil nodded as he stopped several feet from me. âWhen Alastir saw that Cas was alone, he believed you to be dead. We didnât correct that assumption. Cas thought that the belief would make Alastir more inclined to speak, to incriminate any others who may be involved. But the bastard isnât saying much.â
âBut he is saying something?â
Emilâs jaw hardened. âNothing that needs repeating.â
âLet me guess? He said that he was only doing what he needed to do to protect Atlantia and that I was a threat?â I surmised, and the Atlantianâs gaze turned steely. âAnd I imagine he was also incredibly polite and apologetic as he said those things.â
âSounds about right,â Emil sneered, and I wasnât surprised or disappointed. What else could Alastir truly say? Admit that there hadnât been anyone else there that night at the inn? It wouldnât matter if he did. There was nothing any of us needed to hear from him. At least, nothing I wanted. âWhich is also why I think Casteel allowed him to believe youâre dead. I think heâs already amused by the look that will most likely settle upon Alastirâs face when he realizes that he failed. Come.â Emil started to turn. âCas will summon us when he wants us to make our presence known.â
But had he failed?
Yes.
I jerked as my heart jumped. I looked down at Kieran, my skin erupting in tiny bumps. He continued watching Emil with those blue-silver eyes. âDid Iâ?â I stopped myself. There was no way I had heard Kieranâs voice in my mind. Casteel couldnât even communicate that way. But hadnât I heard Delanoâs voice earlier? Iâd been asleep, though.
âAre you okay?â Emil asked, his concern evident.
âYeah. Yes.â I quickly bent, picking up the wolven dagger from where Iâd placed it on the ground. âIâm ready.â
Quietly, I followed Emil through the thick stand of trees, returning to the firelight of the pavilion. I stopped when Emil lifted a hand for silence. We were still several yards from the pavilion, but I could see Casteel.
He stood in the center of the structure, arms at his sides, his head cocked just a bit, revealing only the striking curve of his cheek and a tilt of full lips. Dressed in all black, he looked like a spirit of the night, one called forth to carry out vengeance.
I slipped the dagger under the fold of my cloak as I saw the Guardians lead about half a dozen men out from the back of the Temple, all of them bound with their hands tied behind their backs. Muscles stiffened as Naill led the last one. Alastirâs scarred face was devoid of emotion as they lined him up with the others.
Hatred seared my soul as he and the others were forced to their knees. My parents. Casteel. His parents. Me. All of us had trusted him, and he had not only planned to hand me over to the Ascended but had also ordered my death. And in a way, he hadnât failed. I had been killed. Casteel had saved me, and I had awoken as something else.
What Alastir believes about me doesnât matter, I told myself as I watched Casteel prowl forward, moving toward the nameless men who bled the bitter taste of fear into the air. I hadnât done anything to deserve what Alastir and they had done. I had only defended myself. My parents had only trusted him. My grip tightened on the dagger.
Casteel was so incredibly fast.
I didnât even realize what heâd done until the man farthest away from Alastir toppled over. Five more followed like dominos, and I didnât see the moonlight glinting off his slick sword until it stopped a mere inch from Alastirâs neck. Heâd severed their heads. All of them except Alastir. In a few heartbeats.
I sucked in the breath that seemed to leave Alastirâs body. The wolven was so still that it was like he was made of stone.
âYou betrayed your King and Queen,â Casteel said, his voice showing no emotion. And Iâ¦I felt nothing from him as he held the blood-soaked edge of the sword to Alastirâs neck. âYou betrayed me, and you betrayed Atlantia. But none of those are the worst of your sins.â
Alastir turned his head just enough to look up at Casteel. âI didââ
âThe unthinkable,â Casteel said.
âThe prophecyââ
âIs utter bullshit,â Casteel snarled.
Alastir was silent only for a few moments. âI am sorry for the pain I have caused you, Casteel. I had to do it. She had to be dealt with. I hope you will understand that someday.â
A tremor coursed through Casteel as I felt his temper rise, hot as the molten ore used to forge steel. For a moment, I thought that Casteel would do it. That he would end Alastirâs life right there. And, honestly, I wouldnât have held it against him. If Alastir had done this to Casteel, I wouldnât be able to stop myself.
But Casteel did.
With awe-inspiring self-control, he pulled the sword away from Alastirâs neck and lowered it, slowly using the tunic Alastir wore to wipe the weapon clean.
The insult heightened the color on Alastirâs cheeks.
âYou are responsible for the years of nightmares that have plagued Poppy, arenât you?â Casteel asked as he finished cleaning his sword. âAnd then you befriended her. Looked her in the eyes and smiled at her, all the while knowing that you left her to die a horrific death.â
Alastir stared straight ahead. âI did.â
âThose Craven may have been the ones to tear into her skin, but it was ultimately you who is responsible for her painâfor the scars both visible and hidden. For that alone, I should kill you.â Casteel sheathed his sword. âBut I wonât.â
âW-what?â Alastirâs head jerked in his direction. âYouâ¦you offer me a reprieve?â
âIâm sorry.â Casteel didnât sound even remotely apologetic. Emil was right. He was amused. âI think you misunderstand. I said I should kill you, but I wonât. I didnât say you wouldnât die tonight.â He looked over his shoulder at the trees.
To where I waited.
Emil nodded as he stepped aside.
I walked forward.
A harsh breath was the only sound as I crossed the distance. Alastirâs eyes widened. Our gazes met and held. A guttural rumble of warning came from behind me. Warm fur brushed my hand as Kieran prowled forward, coming to stand beside me.
Heart strangely calm, I held the dagger under the cloak as Alastir looked up at me in shock. âHowâ¦?â His handsome, scarred face contorted as his surprise slipped away, and rage etched his features. His hatred was a tangible entity. âDo it. I dare you. It wonât matter. This doesnât end with me. Youâll prove me right. You willââ
Swinging my arm in a quick, sweeping arc, the bloodstone sliced deep into his throat, ending the poisonous words in a gurgle.
I knelt, catching Alastir by the shoulder before he fell forward. We were at eye-level now, the shock of the wound replacing the hatred in his eyes. I had no idea what mine showedâif they showed anything.
âI will never think of you again after this night,â I promised, wiping the blade clean on the front of his tunic, just as Casteel had. âI just wanted you to know that.â
His mouth opened, but nothing but blood came out. I rose as I let go of him. He toppled, jerking as his blood spilled freely.
âWell,â Casteel drew out the word. âThat will not be a quick death.â
Watching the stone turn black in the moonlight for a moment, I looked at Casteel. âI was wrong before. Some donât deserve the honor of a quick death.â
One side of his mouth quirked, hinting at a dimple as his gaze flickered over my face. âSuch a stunning, vicious little creature.â
I turned as Kieran stalked past me to where the body thrashed on the ground. He planted a massive paw on Alastirâs back, his claws digging in as he lifted his head to the sky. A deep howl pierced the silence of the night, echoing through the valleys and over the sea. Tiny goosebumps prickled my skin. The sound was haunting, seeming to hang in the air even after he lowered his head.
A heartbeat passed.
Down below, near the dark sea, a long, keening howl answered. Farther out, there was another and another. Then, throughout the city, hundreds answered Kieranâs call, their yips and barks only overshadowed by the pounding sound against the ground, the rush of their bodies racing among the trees. The thousands of claws digging into soil and stone.
They came.
Like one of the relentless waves crashing against the rocks below, they came in flashes of fur and teeth, both large and small. They came, and they devoured.