She smiles at him. âNice to meet you.â
He doesnât even look at the poor woman and just says, âYeah.â
I in turn offer her a shrug and a sympathetic smile, then turn to Karen. âWhereâs Landon?â
Her eyes flicker to Hardin, then to me, before she answers, âHeâs upstairs . . . He hasnât been feeling well,â she says. My stomach turns; thereâs something going on with my best friend, I know it.
âIâm going upstairs.â Hardin turns to leave.
âWait, Iâll go,â I offer. If something is going on with Landon, the last thing he needs is Hardin taunting him.
âNo.â Hardin shakes his head. âIâll go. Have some syrup cakes or whatever,â he grumbles and takes two stairs at a time, giving me no chance to argue.
Karen and Sophia watch him go. âHardin is Kenâs son,â Karen says. Despite his poor attitude today, she still smiles proudly at the mention of his name.
Sophia nods in understanding. âHeâs lovely,â she lies, and the three of us burst into laughter.
Chapter one hundred and twenty-six
HARDIN
Fortunately for both of us, Landonâs not rubbing one out when I push his bedroom door open. Predictably, heâs seated in the recliner against the wall with a textbook on his lap.
âWhat are you doing in here?â he asks, his voice hoarse.
âYou knew we were coming.â I take the liberty of sitting on the edge of his bed.
âI meant in my room,â he clarifies.
I choose not to answer that; actually, I donât know why Iâm in his room. I sure as hell didnât want to stay downstairs with three women obsessing over one another.
âYou look like shit,â I tell him.
âThanks.â He looks back down at the textbook.
âWhatâs wrong with you? Why are you up here moping around?â I look around his normally tidy room to find it sort of messyâclean by my standards, but not by his and Tessaâs.
âIâm not moping.â
âIf somethingâs wrong, tell me. Iâm really good at, like, caring,â I say, hoping humor might help somehow.
He slams the book shut and stares at me. âWhy would I tell you anything? So you can laugh at me?â
âNo. I wouldnât,â I say. I probably would. I had actually been planning on him telling me some stupid shit about getting a bad grade so I could take my frustrations out on him, but now that heâs here, in front of me, looking all pitiful, making him miserable doesnât appeal to me as much as it did before.
âJust tell me, maybe I can help,â I offer. I have no fucking idea why I just said that. We both know Iâm shit at helping anyone. Look at what a fucking disaster last night turned out to be. Richardâs words have been eating away at me all morning.
âHelp me?â Landon gapes, obviously wary of my offer.
âOh, come on, donât make me beat it out of you.â I lie back on his bed and examine the blades of the ceiling fan, willing it to be summer already so I could enjoy the sensation of it cooling me down.
I hear his light chuckle and the sound of the book being placed on the desk beside him. âDakota and I have ended things,â he admits meekly.
I sit up quickly. âWhat?â That was the last thing I imagined would come from his mouth.
âYeah, weâve been trying to make it work . . .â He frowns, his eyes glossing over.
If he fucking cries, Iâm out of here.
âOh . . .â I say and look away.
âI think sheâs been wanting to end it for a while.â
I glance at him again, not wanting to put too much focus on his sad features. He really is like a puppy, especially right now. I donât like puppies, though, except this one, maybe . . . My sudden animosity toward the curly-haired girl is strong.
âWhy do you think that?â I ask.
He shrugs. âI donât know. She didnât come right out and say that she wanted to end it . . . Itâs just . . . sheâs been so busy lately, and she never returns my calls. Itâs like the closer it got to me coming to New York, the more distant she became.â
âSheâs probably fucking someone else,â I blurt out, and he flinches.
âNo! She isnât like that,â he says, defending her.
I probably shouldnât have said that. âSorry.â I shrug.
âSheâs not that type of girl at all,â he tells me.
Neither was Tessa, but I had her shaking and moaning my name while she was still seeing Noah . . . though I keep that fact to myself for everyoneâs sake.
âOkay,â I say agreeably.
âIâve been dating her so long that I canât even remember what life was like before her.â His voice is quiet and so full of sadness that it makes my chest tight. Itâs an odd feeling.
âI know what you mean,â I say. Life before Tessa was nothing, only sloshed memories and darkness, and thatâs exactly what it would be like after her, too.
âYeah, but at least you wonât have to find out what it would be like after.â
âWhat makes you so sure?â I ask, noting that Iâm taking away from his breakup announcement, but I must know the answer.
âI canât imagine anything would tear you two apart . . . nothing has so far.â Landon says it like itâs the most obvious answer in the world. Maybe it is to him; I wish it were that obvious to me.
âSo what now? Are you still going to New York? Youâre supposed to be leaving in what . . . two weeks?â